First time here

Hello,
I'm new to these kinks. I'm from Brasil, i have 27years, single. I have always been submissive to all womans and with my ex-girlfriend i was in bed too. at the beginning of the pandemic she made a joke about wearing her clothes because the distance. I ended up really loving it, the feeling of the stockings, corset, she just didn't want me to wear panties. One day I researched crossdressers and ended up finding out about sissy and i found the chastity, sissygasm, these things. So i bought a chastity, she thought it was strange, but in the end it ended up that I always spent the night in stockings 7/8, garter belt, corset or nightgown, gloves or costumes (steward, maid, nurse, police. Sometimes males costumes, sometimes female costumes, but now always in chastity.
As a result, I ended up becoming more submissive and i suggested buying some heels, lingerie, but now for me.
She apparently didn't like the idea of me wanting to wear heels and panties (But she liked everything else, I never understood)...
So now i'm a single crossdresser (maybe a sissy?) that like this but can't control myself with my own will. Now i have some clothes, lingeries toys (remote keypad qiui and others) and I love this lifestyle.

In boy mode i'm Rai, in girl mode i'm Michely.

Nice to meet all.