Consequences & “Punishments” (Seeking Ideas & Suggestions)

madams-sissysub · May 8, 2023

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My Queen figured out long ago that I am a complete masochist, and that pain was what I craved. She got frustrated when the thought of not unlocking me for extended periods of time didn’t bother me because I am one of the few that enjoys prolonged periods of lockdown. She found what worked for my punishment though. The first time I had to write an essay about how much I cherish and adore her, and how much my behavior has disappointed her. Although it sounds like an easy task, it wasn’t, my mind was filled with all these words, but they wouldn’t come out. I wanted to write about the ways she had completed the puzzle of my life, but couldn’t put it in words. I wanted to write about how thankful I am to be owned by her, but again the words were jumbled in my head. I wanted to convey that the very thought of disappointing her made me feel ill, but everything I wrote sounded like a complete idiot had written it. I somehow stumbled through it, and handed it to her. She tossed it in her drawer, and never said a word for five years. We have a yearly “State of the union meeting “. Where we go to dinner in separate vehicles, discuss the relationship, agree to any changes, no holds barred. This year, she brought out the essay that I had written all those years ago, and said that it was one of the most raw and honest things she had ever read. Needless to say, I don’t require punishment very often. The very thought of hurting her kills my spirit.
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so well put! It’s just how I feel about my Madam to!

BavarianWoman · May 8, 2023

I am more into the carrot thing.

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