Just when I thought I was out I got pulled back in again.

I cannot seem to go long without going back to chastity. I tried for a few weeks but with so many doctor and dentist appointments and being a diet since diagnosed with diabetes type II, sex was not on our minds much. My wife had a virus for almost three weeks and then I was sick for two weeks after her. Just hectic life of old people. You know that you are old when your calendar is filled up with doctor appointments with all kinds of specialist. I used to go 5 years between doctor appointments.

Anyway my wife's libido is decreasing and so is mine so even our once a week sex comes and goes with neither of us interested, especially when you are in pain. Sex was very good after we stopped chastity. We were having simultaneous orgasms again but I really missed the teasing and edging. Sex was over too quickly and that was my wife's doing since she cums in under 3 minutes and wants me to do so too. I started to miss being locked up an denied. I stopped kissing my wife goodnight since I was no longer uber aroused and she could walk by naked and not get a rise out of me. Sex was getting boring again.

This time my wife was not in the mood and quite frankly I have a toe that is throbbing from an infected ingrown toenail to the extent ever a sheet touching it hurt and why I am awake at this early hour waiting for a pain pill to take affect. I started watching porn again but when you are free to masturbate the watching is only a few minutes before I cum and lose interest. My wife asked me to lock up again so I did. I am always amazed that how after 3 years my Jailbird feels so natural on my. I can sleep in any position and sit in any chair. It has been such a part of me that it is no more uncomfortable than a wristwatch you wear everyday. Plus I missed this community and found myself with no fetish when I have always had fetish sex. Vanilla sex bores me to death and my wife has not yet used the new paddle I got her for xmas nor the new gun I bought her. She got her concealed carry license and now carries a gun with her all the time. Too many home invasions due to everyone around her being old. Those with guns chase them out and even shoot them. The anti gun old folk get shot and killed as happened just last week. Sometimes I feel like donating a tombstone that says, I do not believe in gun but wish I had one when we were helpless in our home where we were shot and killed since we had no way to defend ourselves." I digress but the families who own guns are never shot and either shoot or chase away the home invaders. The others get raped and kill and still few learn.

Anyway, we are both almost done with our medical problems. I still have to take care of my infected toe. I lost 40 pounds and that reduced my A1C diabetes rating to almost the none diabetes level. I am at the bottom of pre diabetes now instead of full blown diabetes. So doing better and today I slipped on the Jailbird until Wednesday when I have to pay off my wife's winning super bowl bet. It is going to a a few orgasms by oral and not oral sex for me and probably no orgasm either. That is OK with me as chastity is one of those things that I hate to love. I feel unnatural without my penis lockedup and miss the sweet urging for an orgasm and getting aroused at a hint of cleavage even from a 70 year old woman.

I ordered more silicon lube but not in the large quantities I used to. I am figuring that chastity play will be an on and off thing depending on health. We are so close to Valentine's Day that my wife may decide to make me wait until then for an orgasm. As long as she edges me and teases me daily, I really do not care. It takes a full month before I start getting antsy so we will be doing it on and off for a few weeks here and there. I cannot go 3 years with every day locked up anymore but then again, maybe i could since it feels so comfy. Stay tuned and I am glad I am back/

 

First off I want to thank you all for your very nice posts. Tonight I found out that I will be locked up until Valentine's Day. On the plus side, my wife will be making Chicken Parmigiana. I do not know what I look forward to the most, the meal or the orgasm. Orgasms come and go but Chicken Parmigiana only happens twice a year.

P.S. - My toe is feeling and looking better. Tonight I did not put the medicine on it and bandage it. So far so good.