Greetings all well I think i am at day 22, stopped counting. Mistress is traveling and super busy so not as much time for me for two weeks. Doing well tho. W/we have developed a deep and growing trust and i calmed down, broke thru some invisible mental barrier, and began to get adventurous with Mistress. She’s is a sadist that loves inflicting pain, i’m not a masochist: i am a service sub w tons of slave tendencies. She is 5 years lifestyle Dominatrix. W/we are moving toward ltr relationship living together so it’s MY Birthday on Wednesday and i gave Mistress the following text. She had to travel for work for two very busy weeks. i will say She voraciously accepted, which kinda scared me before it turned me on. She said “oh, believe me, i have a lot of ideas for the pain part of the birthday present” please note it’s MY birthday, I just wanted a spanking honestly, but what does She want? Here is my text to Her: ”my Birthday present to You Mistress Lilith is a hopefully tantalizing offer for Your pleasure! Hahahehehahaaha! So Tuesday is my Birthday (March 10), and now that i am relaxing into U/us my sense of adventure is showing up . . . So some fun . . . i offer is an exchange of pain for pleasure. my offer: an equivalent of Pain (to be determined by You- fun birthday pain or “spin the wheel chastity release game” (yikes!); or spin the wheel pain, workout, fun punishments, whatever game. Or ??? For the pleasure of Your presence FaceTiming Or for whatever pleasure pleases You! As long as i am on board of course-lol. Using seduction is more than welcome in any part of the process. What i propose a negotiable contract within O/our larger contract. more description: Pain game options for You to consider Mistress. So wheeldecide.com has a spin the wheel game online with ten options that W/we can fill in. Here is a non specific list that You can add to Yours, we fill in the blanks. i can video my spin online. Red ass: Red ass punishment of Mistress choice: I offer 59 self spanks (hard!) as an example Pinching platform: Mistress choice. Clothespins are fine, any part of body is fine. Anal bitch: anal whatever! From taking a play partner to dildo, 1-7 days in butt plug is an example Chastity Inferno: Mistress choice of chastity related punishments, edging, ruined o, term lengthening, Some of the online games just have : bottom, thighs, feet, back, nipples; cbt; Mistress choice of any use of the body part. if it would please You to have me develop specific items, i can do that. let me know if I need to purchase anything-tons of options for toys in the city, inexpensive. i await Your list Mistress. Items can appear more than once. W/we can enter 10. Have a good nights sleep and the best travel time possible! Yours p