Of being in chastity... I find myself struggling to get a hold of my emotions.... Feeling amazing, horny, down up ..its a roller coaster..
After our first ever long lockup I was a total mess. I went from having loads of energy, constantly horny and being very loving towards my wife to being very depressed, isolating myself from her and spending alot of time in bed. The low period lasted for a few days and took us both by suprise. She had only done what I had asked and I had loved it so neither of us could understand why I felt this way but a little research led us to a term called Sub Drop. it explained alot and combined with chastity play it led us to the following conclusion. Being denied so intesnly would lead to a build up of testosterone in your blood stream, Hence all the extra energy and affection. That high level had been maintained for an extended period and when we ended the chastity play the levels of testosterone would have dropped dramaticly. Your body has to re adjust and plays havock with your emotions. Deffinatly look up sub drop as it can affect both the Dom and the sub in a similar way. Then work with your partner on ways top minimise the effect it has on you. Good luck.
It's not confined to sub stuff. Some while back I was doing the wig and heels bit and then going back into bob mode to go to work and stuff. I was the only time I got depressed because of my GD and it got quite bad . It was then I did some serious talking and got to " How am I going to live my life" conversations with friends in the tranz community. Got that lightning moment and went androgen and it worked perfectly. Definitely never want to be in that very dark place again nore ever will. That is why just stopping boy spurty ways is probably the best way. Rather than for the few highs that last 30 seconds to have to endure days of almost real depression, no fun . Xx Wendy
WendyGirl; Your wisdom is endless. Last night Mrs. S required I strip down to nothing and put on her favorite blue panties on with a apron. The feelings of joy were all over my face.. I have been waiting for her demand i take off my boy clothing and submit to her . Do my chores...by rubbing her, feet massage her back...b Emotionally i feel more comfortable and open once im stripped down to nothing.. My sub side litetally comes out of me as im spanked and told to be on all fours until she decides differently.... Im not going to push the subject because last night was just what we needed.. Or I needed..