under cb since a week...and getting completely obsessed!

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    my gf decided to put me under a cb-6000 some days ago...we already had the cb at home but now i'm wearing it 24/24. i told her that i was wanking a lot again, and that i needed more sexual discipline.
    whats good is that she unlocks it +/- every 2 or 3 days. the bad side is that i never reach the time when hormones relax. im always in a sexual frenzy! im looking for bdsm&porn all day long even if i cant wank. i fuck my ass with plugs when washing the dishes or cleaning the flat. i browse 2nd hand stores for slutty outfits, i buy dildos, im acting like a complete whore. talking about sexual discipline, im 100 times worse than before!

    and when im released, the orgasms i have now are the most powerful i ever had. 5 times stronger! my arms and legs are tickling, im drenched in sweat, breathing like an animal...wow!
     
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    Wow. Your post reads like you are truly enjoying all of this although it may be making you a bit crazy... That seems to be "normal" from what I can tell. I am hoping you will continue to maintain a chastity a journal of all your escapades. It sounds like you have a wonderful story to tell.

    Just think, if She keeps you locked up longer and longer with no release you may be able to achieve an orgasm just by thinking about it. But of course you have Her to thank. I hope you know how wonderful of a gift She has given you!

    Keep up the posts and enjoy the ride!

    Too bad that the CB6000 doesn't have the point of intrigue attachment. That would settle you down in a big way - you wouldn't dare to think naughty thoughts, watch porn or risk anything to excite yourself.
     
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    Sounds like you are having a great time with it. I wonder if a longer time in chastity will curb your desire to look at porn etc though? Personally once I have been locked away for a week or two I am almost scared of arousal as it can be so incredibly frustrating I can hardly handle it, but I guess it is different for everybody.
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    i undrestand your point! but fact is that it arouses my gf to see me in a cage, so she releases me for sex, but i am not allowed to cum. sometimes she stucks me the strapon in the ass and laces the belts upside down to attach it to me. moreover she asks me the reveal all my fantazies to her in the meantime. if i fail, she puts her cunt on my face and makes me drink everything until its cleaned AND adds a week in the cage. i have to say it arouses me a lot and i fail often...i guess the idea is not to allow me to succeed. im punished for more than 2 months now...

    i have changed the size of ring and spacers to have the cb tighter (the ring would let one ball go on the wrong side of it) now its better but it hurts more (the mornings are really painful)
    my porn obsession is not decreasing even if it hurts when i watch some and i cannot wank...maybe if i was unable to cum for weeks it would lower, but until now it just makes me slutty as hell!

    PS : if you have ideas about what she could do to me, feel free to tell me, i'll ask her to force me to do it...i love humiliation, obediance, assfucking, losing control, etc...THANKS!
     
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    Words of advice...

    Just saying hello and wanting to add my two cents here. The chastity in itself will definitely cause you to be extremely horny for a while, that is the point. However I urge extreme caution to this last comment. This is what us BDSMrs call topping from the bottom. I did this I think and it is had irreversible damages thus far. If she is asking for this input awesome, but, make sure you are submitting to her will not yours or it will get old fast for her. Other than that enjoy you are extremely fortunate and it is great to see a new journal here!
     
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    you're entirely right!
    but as far as she keeps asking me what naughty ideas i have in mind, i suppose theres no prob...im not gonna ask her things she doesnt want, or if shes not been asking it.
     
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    Good to see the matriarchy is expanding fast! Another man down....
    Now you can do nothing but obey! :anim_63:
     
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    these last days i have a problem with the cb : im waking up in the middle of the night with a semi-erection, a painful burning feeling around the ring and my balls close to blue. this is freaking ! during the day, if i get excited, the pain in the balls obliges me to think about something else...but during the night i have no control on my erections.

    we fear that it could have long-term effects, like making me sterile!
     
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    It sounds like the ring is too tight, consider moving up one or two sizes.
     
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    ok. lets try. but as far as i remember, i had to use this size because the thing wasnt staying in place with a larger one, i constantly had to set it back in place by pulling the testicles...and i had sometimes one of my balls that had escaped after sleeping!
    lets see...
     
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    It's a very tricky thing to find a ring size that isn't too big, but also won't turn your balls blue or purple (blurple?). I never found the right degree of comfort, so my Mistress and I have since tied a rope to either side of the largest base ring; we use that and then tie the rope behind my back to hold the ring tight and flush against my body. This way I get maximum tightness without any danger of constriction to my balls. Of course, the downside is that I can untie the rope if I wanted and I can't shower with it, since rope isn't shower-friendly. But even if I untied the rope, I can't pull myself out of the device, so it works to that extent.

    That said, Mistress allows me out for sleeping and showering, but I'm always in otherwise. When we're together, she makes me sleep in fist mitts and we shower together, so I'm never left unsupervised or unrestrained while unlocked.
     
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    i found that i had to reduce spacer size to make it impossible for my testicles to slip out. for me it had nothing to do with the ring. the ring must be snug, but not too tight. once the space between the ring and the tube is small enough it's impossible for a testicle to slip out.
     
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    i switched to a larger ring, its much more comfortable, even if it woke me at 5am, but the pain got quickly resorbed by stand up a little and going to pee. i guess it will be trial after trial until i find a good combination. maybe its even necessary to change after some time, dicks are not bones, they always change in lenght and thickness, same for balls.

    i used to set up a smaller ring to "fix" the cb at the basis of the penis : i had to pull on y testicles to keep it firm there..not at the moment. lets hope it stays like this...
     
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    i to had the same problem as you, and found it more comtafble to have to repostion by pulling the testicles rather than turning them blue, could you try the smaller ring you mentioned and use the next spacer up? thus increasing the space between cage and scotum? hope this helps.
     
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    i have to say we've been stopping with the CB since a few weeks. my gf feared that it could make me sterile, by pulling so hard on the testicles. and the pain at night was too hard to sustain, i could not sleep more than 2 hours in a row. once i noticed that my penis was like "dead" : the pressure on the cage impeached the blood to irrigate it, and it had got insensitive...i'm sad to say it, but i dont think its healthy to wear this device. its sad because it remains a strong fantasy, id like to be kept in cage again...
     
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