Post from my blog.. ------------------- Mistress has been teasing me about what she will do when we have a stud in the house. She has been talking about tying me down to the bench to have the stud fuck me (which turns me on tremendously) But.. (and really big but), she has also threatened to stroke me off while i was tied to the bench getting fucked. now of course that would be a great time, until i cum. After i cum however, there is 'The Crash'. In the mood that i am in, i am greatly turned on by the idea of being forced to cum while being fucked, and then having no choice but to continue being fucked (and forced to suck cock) after crashing, but i just know that once in that position, well, that could be very bad.. LOL. But i suggest it all the time too, like force me to cum then peg my ass, or keep me tied up after i cum, put a big butt plug in, put on the porn, and leave for 30 minutes.. come back later and continue.. So, every time she teases me about it, it turns me on, but i am not sure i would ever want to experience it. It's just like the eating cum.. Every time before i cum, i really really want to be forced to eat it, but every time after i cum, the few times i have been forced, it is quite the struggle, gagging and almost throwing up. I just dont get it, how can something which can be so discusting be so appealing at the same time. Even now, knowing how i would feel after a cum, I still want to eat, fantasize about eating my cum.. I want to be forced to eat it, we even have a contract that says i must eat it, every time. Fortunatly (or unfortunatly), my mistress likes to take pitty on me, and often doesnt force me, for which i am glad at the time.. I guess that's why the thought of giving a guy a blowjob is so appealing, i could give someone head (mmm), have them cum in my mouth, eat it, all without cuming myself, and crashing back into reality (or perhaps i live in reality, and i crash into an evil place from which my chastity belt helps me escape from).. Mistress often comments that she likes me much better when i am locked up and horney, because after i cum and crash, i guess i can be a little grumpy / hard to deal with, or whatnot.. So she has told me i am not going to get to cum very often anymore (i can deal with this).. But i would suggest, if i were forced to eat my cum every time, and probably get back into the belt almost immediately after cuming, it would probably help enforce my submission, and probably get me back into the correct head-space faster. Although even when horney, i do enjoy some time out of the belt (last night was nice, i didn't do anything, but still nice to have a night out of the belt), so maybe just a periodic time out whenever she chooses, could be a reward or whatever, but probably shouldnt be right after cuming. I think i should always go right back into the belt after cuming, every time, for at least a day.