Hi all, I have decided to move my journal to Chastity Mansion. I used to have a journal on blogger.com but find it more appealing to post it here among likeminded people. This is a place where my quirks and kinks can be understood. First of all, a little about me.. Im 34 years old and from Denmark. Me and my mistress have a small company together where we both work. Besides that, I study philosophy. I love to read books and listen to music. My favorites are Rammstein, Tom Waits and Portishead among others. I have taught kids and adults in martial arts but these days I am only doing some fitness to keep in shape. I live with my mistress and she is my loving partner in life. I cherish her so much and she is known in here as Fantasee. This journal is intended to primarily revolve around the Ds-part of our relationship and chastity, but.. Life is rich and contains many facets that are intertwined in our lifestyle. Therefore I intend to post issues that other people in that context can relate to, even though the issues (big or small) may not be directly related to chastity or Ds. I am danish and english is not even my second language. Therefore you need to put on the forgiving attitude when reading this. Meaning: I know that I can communicate in english, but subtle frases are easily misunderstood and sayings are not always applied correctly. So tell me if something sounds strange or simply wrong. The language may be the cause. But.. This is a journal.. Today I have had a light hangover. Yesterday my dear old friend came to visit and we had some wine. I quickly got tired due to a lack of sleep, but she continued to talk to my friend until 8 am. So today she has been very tired But they had a good conversation and a good time last night and its been all worth it. My chastity: The belt is a Neosteel belt and I have been locked in for some time now. It has taken some time to get used to it and to bend it in just the right way. I am slim and thus my hipbone is prone to abrasions when wearing a full steel belt. It started out as an experiment but the mindset the belt induces has come as a surprise to both mistress and I. We both like to keep it that way so the keys are securely locked in the safe and I do not know when (or if) I will have an orgasm or release. It may not be this year. I only hope that I can fullfill my mistress' wishes and desires and I also hope (and starting to know and realize) that my eventual release will be her decision alone without regard to my wishes and desires. Right now she is sitting at her (my!) computer in her white robe waiting to go to bed after a long day and I sit in my chair with my Mac while writing this. Life is good Goodnight to you all..