No more secrets: F/m self bondage, puppy play, cross dressing, anal, chastity, fantasy, outdoors This is my fist time writing a story. I am not a good writer, but let me know your thoughts. This is just the first part I may or may not continue depending on feedback. Hello my name is Bob Smith, I know a common name but the only reason I feel comfortable giving out my real name with the story that I am about to tell. My wife and I have been married for over 10 Years now. We met in High School and have been together ever since. We are both from a small town and as we were dating, neither one of us believed in sex before marriage she would sometimes find traces of something I left behind and forgot while being kinky. Most of the time she would not even mention it but a few times she even offered to help. Back then I was mainly just into bondage and mummification. So there was a few times she would help mummify me when our parents were gone and then give me a blow job or something. Anyway after we got married that changed, She still knew I was kinky and honestly had no idea to what extent. She would occasionally tie me up in a way that I ask for and then we would have sex later. What I really wanted her to do was tease me and use me as her sex toy, not to do it just for me. Throughout the years I would slowly let her know of another kink and she would add that to what I ask her to do. I even one time bought a really nice and expensive leather straight jacket. It was a year or two later that I was in an adult store and found a chastity device. Chastity is what started my kink and fetish life as a young teenager reading stories online. So I was brave enough to buy it. At this stage in our life I would usually wait until my wife was going to be gone and I would write her a note of what I was hoping for in this bondage session, then I would tie myself up for her to find me and the note when she got home. That way she could not say that she was not in the mood to tie me up, I had already done that to myself, I just had to hope that she would leave me tied for a while and tease me some before eventually having sex and ending the scene. This could have lasted for a few hours or a long weekend deepening on the occasion. But often it ended with her not in the “mood” and untying me either immediately or after an hour or so, no teasing, nothing My wife made a comment a while ago after I mentioned something else I wanted to try. I wanted to be tied down to the bed with a ring gag in my mouth, Then I wanted her to give me a Blowjob and force me to eat my cum as she kisses me though the gag. I somehow brought up that I was embarrassed to tell her that but I wanted to try it, and if I expect her to taste/swallow it (Which she somehow got a big aversion to blowjobs after the first couple of years of marriage so I have not had a blow job in, probably 7 years) then I should be willing to try it. If I am tied where I cannot get away and have an open mouth gag in then I can’t change my mind after the orgasm like I would otherwise. Anyway my wife mentioned that she was sad I was ashamed to tell her that, She said I should not be ashamed to tell her anything. So I found a BDSM checklist online and filled it out honestly, that is one thing that I will show her this weekend. I also asked her to lock me in chastity before she left and to take the 2 keys with her, that way I would not be able to get out no matter what. Now I am just plain tired of not sharing all my kinks with her. I have been scared how she would take it and if she would still accept me but I know without a doubt she loves me and if she does not know my kink then she cannot decide if she wants to make me happy by engaging in them. So I finally decided to just show her the rest of my kinks and I will do that this weekend. You see she is getting back from a trip to see her family on Monday and I have some use it or lose it vacation time so I plan to take Monday-Thursday but I took Friday as a possible day off. If I don’t show up on Friday it is not a big deal but I did not want to commit to using that much vacation until I see how my wife will react. I told the office we were going on a camping trip and would not have cell service, the weather turns questionable at the end of the week so I might come back Friday but will stay the weekend if the weather is good and be there next Monday for sure. I have already been stockpiling things that I will need for this weekend for the last few months. Rather than give you a list of those things now I will just incorporate them into my story as they come up. We live out in the Southwest of the USA so there are no forest or anything like that to go hide and keep our weekend secret. We live in the desert which is wide open and there is not much around to hide from, but the good news is there are not nearly as many people that live in the desert as the numbers you find around wooded areas so I am hoping that I can stay hidden. Especially since this will be done during the weekday when most people are at work. Another benefit is that the weather is perfect in early spring to be outdoors and school is still in session so that is less people likely out and about in the desert playing around. So while my wife is out of town I will get everything I need for our camping trip. After loading up the truck with all the kinky gear and the normal camping equipment and food etc I left this letter on our bed for my wife when she gets home: “Hey Babe, I am glad you are home safe and I hope you had a good time with your family. Sorry I am not here to be with you but I have a whole week of camping and other stuff planned for us. I am already camping now and the directions to my spot are in the office on my desk. So for tonight sleep here at the house and I will see you when you come out tomorrow! I also packed up your camping cloths so you don’t need to bring anything except snacks for the ride here. Love you and look forward to seeing you! Bob” I left the house first light on Monday morning. I would have a full day and one night to set up before my wife shows up. The Setup I went to an old spot I knew of where I thought no one would want to go and it had a nice tree by it, the only one in sight! So I unloaded all the gear and started setting up the normal camping equipment first. Tent and bed, set up one camping chair, a shade gazebo, our tables, water supply etc. Then came the big set up, but not before making lunch, my last meal as a free man for the next week. After lunch I took off all the cloths that I drove here with, leaving me in my chastity cage and nothing else. I put a big tent steak in the ground and parked my truck on top if it. I placed all my normal cloths in the truck including all my keys (truck, house, and all the keys to the locks I would using this weekend. Then I locked the truck door. A 10 foot chain was attached to the steak my truck was parked on. I then placed a collar around my neck and locked it on. I took the other side of the chain and locked it to my collar with a large, heavy master lock. Now even if I did not go any further I was only able to move 10 feet from my truck and would remain naked at least until my wife comes tomorrow. I had bigger plans than that though so I started to keep going! I bought a black latex bitch suit that zips in the back once your arms and legs are folded inside of it. I had it custom made so that it also had an anal condom sheath and a zipper that my penis and balls can stick out of. Before I stepped into that I first had to get a cage out of the back of my truck. The cage is a little bigger and stronger than a large dog cage. I also rigged the door so that it would lock whenever the door closed. And you guessed it the key to the cage is in my truck. I also had to get a large jug of water and hook that up to a watering device I made. The device is essentially a dildo I got off an old dildo gag. I drilled a hole down the middle and also some holes about half way up the shaft. The tube I fed into the dildo had a bite valve on it. I knew this would force me to half to put the dildo half way into my mouth not only to be able to bite down and open the valve, but also so the water would not run out of the other holes I drilled. My mouth had to cover all the holes if I wanted a drink. This might help my wife to see that I have a fantasy about being forced to suck a strap-on and even deep throat one in the future. She will see that fantasy on the BDSM checklist, but the fact that I made it so I have to suck on a dick in order to get a drink will let her know I am serious about it. After she gets here she will find me locked in my cage and at some point sucking on a dildo. She will eventually find out to get me out of the cage she has to let me out of the truck, but will she do that right away or wait a few hours or the next day? Since Sunday I have been on a liquid diet and before I left Monday morning I gave myself several enemas until the water ran clear. Hopefully it will work that I won’t have to poop at all until after my wife gets here and gets me back on a solid food diet. Otherwise the anal condom sheath in the dog suit will not work as I have planned. In the bottom of the cage I have a thick dog bed so that I will be able to be in it long term and not feel the bars of the cage. It is now time to start to get into the suit. I put my knees in the two legs and start to pull the suit up. When it gets over my ass I stop, apply a lot of lube to the inside of the sheath, then I insert it into my ass. I have always wanted to try anal play with my wife but I have not been brave enough to bring it up because I don’t want her to think it makes me gay etc. After it is in place I thread some string through the pull of the zipper, that will come in to play in a bit. I continued to pull the suit up my chest. Then I made sure my chastity cage and balls was outside of the opening. As this is my last chance to use my hands I got remotely operated vibrating dog tail butt plug, I have left the remote in the tent of my wife’s pillow. Next I pulled up the zipper as far as I could before having my arms in place. I then grabbed the string in my mouth being sure to bite down on both ends. I folded my arms and placed them in the sleeves. Now the hard part was to pull on the string so I could get the zipper all the way up by myself. It took a lot of time and many pulls of the string but once I felt the collar of the suit close I let one of the strings fall out of my mouth, then pulled the other string until it came off the zipper. Now I was stuck in the suit until someone, hopefully my wife, found me.