Bad weekend for me, mostly down to the tension build associated with being submissive male, with no outlet/cause to serve, thus receiving no personal satisfaction that one gets when serving a Superior Being. It's been a while since i sought out the help of a professional, in the hope i would be able to control the urge, but without firm direction, the mind waivers. A word of warning to all males who devote themselves to their Superior Person; enjoy what you have and never take it for granted. I've now got to figure out whether i have the metal to fight the thirst, or just accept may fate and pay the lady. First World Problems. h
Henry58 sorry to hear about your current situation. I remember when BK stopped everything because I was acting like a spoiled child. What you said about never taking it for granted is so true. Even if you partner only plays some of the time. I truly hope you find true happiness soon.