My Journey

…and this morning, an uncaged hand job.

 

....and haven't been in since the 5th of October...so that was a bit of a bust.

But, I'm back in. Hopefully can make it a couple/five days or so this time without a release...and just edge. gotta get that dopamine hit....

 

Oh my gosh.

Well the wife is very horny....she wanted me to take care of her. Well she got a litte frisky.

She first had me put "her" strap-on on, so that I can fuck her with it.

She then had me put a large plug in my ass....she literally said "stick a butt plug in your ass before you fuck me".....I'm not one to turn down something like that. So of course I was pushing it in, writhing back and forth...she then got a little turned on and had me use her Hitachi magic wand on my cage. So fucking hot.

She then had me go over to the bed, where she held the vibe on my cock, humiliating me verbally. I played wiht my tits and came all over...she took the cum and then put it on the still-attached strap-on and smeared it all over her pussy.

She then had me fuck her pussy with that cock...all while telling me how good the dildo felt...

Wow. Just wow.

 

Nothing going yesterday, but today she wanted to take a shower together. She had me sit in the shower (we have a large sitting area in our shower) and she held a vibrator on her clit with my caged cock in her hand.

she came…and then made me cum.

not to totally glamorize….the orgasm was really nice and intense…but I’ve been in a SHIT mood this whole day. Big let down and depression. Post O letdown I guess.

 

Played with this morning, still caged. She got sick of the session and told me “she was done”.

 

Lot to be “thankful” for tonight…

 

Just saying….Valentine’s Day started a new lockup for me.

She told me “this is your valentines present, you’re not getting off and taking care of me!”

Serviced her and fucked her with her “medium” cock (still WAY bigger than me…vixskin outlaw).

Heres a nice shot from this morning!

 

Going on day 8. Family in town, kid’s activities, etc…no real time for play. Hopefully this week…

had a caged O 5 days ago….

 

We talked about the last time I had an uncaged O…

it was 12 days ago. I don’t go that long! That’s crazy. She’s been keeping me going through literal stimulation and teasing…

we took an after gym shower together…she peed in my mouth and then teased me with the hand held shower head while squeezing my balls. Felt good!

 

Two days ago the wife told me she wanted me locked up again. Yesterday she fucked my ass fully clothed and I was fully naked. Super turn on. My ass is still sore as she pounded me with the fat one. Little edging for my cock with the vibrator, but not enough to cum through the cage.

this morning she instructed me to wand my caged up cock (see current pic) while she lay next to me in bed drinking her coffee (that I brought her of course!).

I didn’t cum, but had a nice edge and enough stimulation until I get her off later today with either my tongue or, if I’m lucky, she lets me fuck her with a strap on.

 

Hard back to yesterday where after te kids got dropped off she told me to lay back, put my but plug in, and she used her wand on the cage until I shot all over. Wow. Big cum shot. I would assume it was the two edge sessions leading up…

so, she hasn’t let me satisfy her yet. Last night we were literally laying on the bed talking, super innocuous, and she took her pants off, grabbed her wand, and proceeded to tell me that I can watch but not touch her…fuckin a that was hot. Talk about straining in the cage!

 

Back in….had about a month out? Now I’m back in. We shall see!

 

So, the wife and I just had a bit of a breakthrough in our relationship, which is interesting understanding the dynamic after being together 25 years.

This is what happened:

We entered into a situation that she was going to fuck me (peg me) with her strap on. I'm a total cock slut...my god. I love for her to dominate me, to basically huimilate me and own me. So fucking hot. So, since THIS isn't a sex story...cut to the chase --she got so turned on she made me watch her fuck herself with a large dildo and vibrator on her clit while I had a large toy in, nipple clamps on, and a wand on my cage. After that...she pegged me hard, I came 2x anally and from a vibrator, ate my load, etc. I was caged the whole time.

So, after that happened.....

Here we go. we started talking about what we like and don't like. She said a "hard limit" for her would definitely to bring someone else into the relationship, and that she's worried I'm a bit of a fag for cock, and would like to get fucked by another guy. I told her I would, and that i"d love to watch her get fucked/taken by another man--one that she can get fucked by hard outside of our dynamic. (more on this below)

Well, this obviously isn't her cup of tea.

So it brought up our likes and dislikes, sexually and in our relationship. As we talked through everything (openly) it became REALLY REALLY obvious.

She's the guy in the relationship. We are in a TOTAL femdom/FLR relationship in the household. I'm a super manly man outside of the wife/kids dynamic, but she TOTALLY dominates me and everything around the house. She is "the man of the house" for sure. She bosses all of us around, is the yeller, etc. etc. She even told me that I'm "too emotional sometimes and want to be around/with her too much" haha.

I think, over 25 years of being beat down by her, that I've gotten more and more to the point where she is the domme and I'm the sub. It's a coping mechanism for me to now be totally sexually subservient to her.

Turns out, she REALLY likes when I'm in chastity AS LONG AS I am not too needy. She loves the control over me. She loves the fact that I am subservient and do what she says and help her how she wants me to.

VERY interesting that the dynamic that we have formed throughout our 25 year relationship relationship has manifested itself to us sexually, to the point where I get off on being her sub, and she gets off on dominating me.

Like I said, a bit of a breakthrough.

 

why is today such a flipping head trip? I honestly have no idea. I'm a bit of a mess. Super needy, pining over her, emotional...I just need that release (not THAT release) that she gives me in terms of time and physical attention.

Sheesh.

 

Back at it…this time at her request. Been a long while; a few months. Honestly I feel good…

 

Sex has been hot lately.

Day 1 she made me go down in her, then fuck her with a big dildo while she used her vibrator.

Yesterday she gave me a ruined O, that got me really hot.

Fooled around a lot today…pegged me with a huge Dick, hit me with a paddle a bit and had a p spot and caged O.

Midway through the session…I Fucked her with a large strap on and let me tell you she was VERY happy about it.

I’m pretty fucking lucky.

 

Locked up again. She wanted sex this morning and I told her I jerked off just before she woke up.

that did it…we took a shower, and she teased me and peed in my mouth to taste her—then she made me go down on her and eat her out while she was sitting on the bench in our double shower.

we then hit the bedroom and she locked me up. Wonder how long this lockup will be? Long I hope!

 

Yesterday brought some pegging, anal (on me) and prostate play.

I had a couple ruins…but not a full release. She got off with me fucking her with her dildo and a vibrator on her clit.

last nights sleep was really hard. Super horny. Annoyed this morning because she’s not playing with me…..moody