Hi there! :sign0144: As you've already guessed, I'm chaste_melissa & this is my journal. My three favorite things are panties, chastity & cummies, though not necessarily in that order...oh, and the color pink! Wait, that's four things. This sissy is silly...either that, or she can't count. Must be cummie withdrawl, or maybe melissa's panties are too tight. Oh well, they're pretty so they're stayin' on. tee hee Anywho...I found the site a while ago, and decided to finally take the plunge & join in on the fun. A little about me... I've used 5 different chastity devices and am quite happily denied by my cb-6000 melissa is self-locked and luvs it that way I'm mildly masochistic, but follow the safe, sane & consensual mantra living arrangements limit my femme-time to panties only, but a gurl can always dream, right? I :love0001: playing games with my chastity. Dice games, card games, that sorta stuff. It adds randomness which can be deliciously cruel, and wonderfully frustrating!!! Also, I've fallen in love with the idea of using a long-term scavenger hunt to earn a cummie, although I've never put a list together and tried it. melissa has made a mental note to explain this in depth later, after working out a few more details No release or cummie plans for me at the moment, as it has been a while since melissa was last locked up. Probably will unlock for an inspection next weeked, just to check on clitty I'll add more when I think of it. Right now melissa's brain is too distracted; I think clitty forgot what the cage was like. For now, I'm off to browse the site, and play with my profile
A little about me... Making Melissa, so to speak Naturally, I wasn't always Melissa, she just sort of, well, happened. Many moons ago, I got out of my parents house and went off to college, that wonderful place where a lot of self-discovery starts to happen. Back then, Melissa hadn't even been dreamed up yet. With time on my hands, I ventured beyond the known world that is 'sexual vanilla'. I tried this, I tried that, I watched a lot of porn, and did a whole lotta jerkin' off. So I was, for lack of a better term, a chronic masturabator. While in college, it was upwards of 4 or 5 times a day. Yes, a day. I'm lucky I didn't end up with carpal tunnel or tennis elbow. As I look back on it now, there is one bright spot from those years. It was back then that I discovered how much I enjoyed wearing panties, both for the sexual thrill and comfort. Melissa didn't exist yet, but my panty-wearing had begun. As I was out of the house, I was responsible for my own laundry. No worries about mom finding her son's sexy unmentionables. Hehe. It wasn't an everyday thing back then, especially on a college kid's budget. As the years passed, I got more comfortable in my own skin...and even more comfortable in those panties. :character0100: Slowly, Melissa was taking shape. I was very happy. However, sexually it felt like a thing or two were missing. I was well into my 20's and life was taking shape. I'm also happy to report that by this time my ridiculously fervent masturbating had slowed to a more reasonable rate of occurance. I was still open-minded, experimenting & exploring at the time though. Then one day, my life changed. On that day I found the missing ingredient: chastity belts. I thought about them for a while. My leisure browsing changed due to chaste curiosity. Soon enough, I placed that order. Days later, my first chastity belt arrived. Care to guess which model it was? Hint: Remember, Melissa is a sissy gurl. If you said, "Melissa must've had a pink cb-2000", you'd be correct. I felt sooooo girlie with it locked on...even if I wasn't wearing panties. I luved every minute of it. It was absolute heaven. I no longer have it, as it cracked after several years of faithful service. Yes, I remember it quite fondly, and I cried when it broke. I'll take the good with the bad though, as it made me, or I should say, made Melissa complete.
Silky smooth Once More This morning, Melissa took a nice relaxing bath, with an ulterior motive or two. Up first was the removal of Melissa’s chastity for inspection purposes. It had been a while since Melissa had locked herself up, so double checking everything after a couple days seemed appropriate. Better to be a safe sissy, than a sorry sissy, right? As was hoped for, all was well with clitty, so Melissa had remembered the correct ring & spacer setup. Yay! So objective one was accomplished with flying colors; clitty was good to go and ready for long-term denial. Melissa has the goal of breaking her personal chastity duration record is in her sights, and her time between sissy spurties recoord will be broken too, if all goes well. More on that later! Melissa hadn’t shaved for ages. Her hair was fully grown-in, and she didn’t feel, or look as femme as she could have. So, after clitty’s inspection was over, Melissa set to the overdue task and got her razor out. It took longer than expected, but it was worth it...not to mention that it was wonderful spending so much time at once doing such a femme act. Only the unfortunately necessary man-hairs remain. Otherwise, Melissa is silky smooth from her navel to the tips of her toes. Hehe Melissa knows she shouldn’t have let herself get so hairy. Melissa will remember to tackle her unsightly follicles in chunks, so as to be able to keep up with it without letting any area get too furry. The fun involved isn’t only reason that Melissa will remember to keep smooth. Melissa made sure of that. Here’s how: Yesterday, Melissa spent some time browsing the gallery section of CM. One of the things that caught her eye was a gallery by ownedsubhubby. The piccies in question involve chastity and Icy Hot cream. Melissa has always had a sado-masochistic streak, and amongst other things, she has used that particular cream on her clitty before. It certainly elicits a reaction. Melissa knew she needed punished for being so hairy. Melissa also knew that it was going to be a while before she had such easy access to clitty for purposes of a torture session. So after her bath, Melissa smeared her cream on clitty and waited for it to take effect. After a few moments, Melissa had learned her lesson.:jumping0039: So yes, Melissa’s kinky side has a thing for clitty torture, and she’s been tormenting her clitty and tessies ever since college. Equally true is that Melissa punishes herself when the need arises, as well as occasionally just for fun or as preventative tool to keep herself properly motivated. [...A Note to anybody whom has never used Icy Hot on their ‘boy parts’: If you do decide to play in that area with Icy Hot (or any similar product), be sure to have access of some sort to plenty of COLD water. A large plastic cup which has the height and diameter to accomodate your scrotum and peepee ought to do the trick. Also, remember that it takes a moment or two for the Icy Hot to really begin working...] Now then, a word or two about those chastity & spurtie records that Melissa mentioned. One of Melissa’s current goals is to be locked-up for 30+ days. By the end of 2011, Melissa is hoping that her personal bests are a duration of 3 months or longer. Wish her luck!!! Anyway, Melissa hasn’t only been looking at piccies lately. She’s also been browsing The Vault to read some of the journals. When she stumbled across dollyanne’s dice game, she got super excited. Melissa loves games of chance & plain old luck. They go hand-in-hand with self-locked chastity. So dollyanne’s game got the wheels spinning in Melissa’s head, and she started thinking about tweaking the dice game a bit for her own use. Rather than jump into the deep end of the pool and roll some dice though, Melissa thought it would be best to send dollyanne a personal message seeking dollyanne’s permission to borrow the dice game. Melissa is patiently waiting for dollyanne’s reply, and is hoping for the best. She’s also using the time thinking over some options for it, if dollyanne approves. In the interim, Melissa is just enjoying chastity, with no date set yet for release or any sissy spurties in the foreseeable future. If Melissa gets dollyanne’s blessing, the dice game will determine her next spurtie. If not, Melissa will decide upon a game of some sort to earn her release. Whether it be the dice game or something else, Melissa is fortunate that her ‘thinking cap’ is snugly locked in place.