The real feeling of Chastity

Thank you Wishful, and MissKelly. And everyone else! I appreciate it.

Today we are headed over to Ms. Suz house for yet another party. I fully expect to be locked in a dog cage for the night, hooded, and gaged with the new hood for the remainder of the evening. Do I mind, not really, but it gets boring.

Goddess is in the bathroom getting ready, and I've got clothes on for the night..heading out in 15 mins..L8R

M

 

Last night wasn't exactly what I thought it would be. When we got to Ms. Suz house, Ms Cathy was there, and follwed us into the room where I usually stay. Evidently thought, there were two cages in there, and one was occupied by Ms. Cathy's boy, the other, obviously reserved for me. I got the hood / gag, clothes off, and went inside the cage, and they left laughing. Talk about uncomfortable. Here we are, both hooded, gaged, naked in a dog cages (seperate), and just sitting in silence, listening to our women voices through muffled walls and leather. After a bit, I just settled into a daze, and worked on my breathing, relaxing, like I usually do when I'm alone and waiting for her.

The women came in a few times just to check on us, and at the end of the night, I was escorted to the car, and drove my Goddess home. Quick munch job on her, and she was off to sleep.

M

 

Hi everyone. Great week. I finally got 'laid'! What an amazing feeling..I can't believe its been so long. The thing is I was actually in control; could speed up, slow down, whatever..rather than at the hands of someone else. That is one fo the things I miss most, I guess. One of the realy frustrating things about this chastity / slave thing. Anyway, major orgasm! :-D

Tonight, Ms. Cathy is coming over for dinnner, along with her friend. Goddess is getting ready and we're going shopping. Looks like a great weekend; not if it would just warm up..

M

 

Wife's out shopping, I'm cleaning up from the weekend. And an interesting one.

We had Ms. Cathy and her boy over (still don't know his name!) for dinner on Sat Night. I was to make dinner, and basically serve everyone as the man slave of the house. She had me naked, with the device hanging low.

When they showed up, my wife asked if her boy should undress, and Ms, Cathy said no. Instead, he was included in the nights dinner and drinks as an part of the group, and I was the only one serving.

I don't have time to write a long disertation on what happened, needless to say it was at first, rather un-nerving to be the only naked person in the room, but as the time went on, I honestly got a little hot and bothered.

And, I was feeling good about it by the end, as I was getting compliments for the dinner, and for how well I was serving everyone. My wife really gave me lots of compliments on how I clean the house up, do her laundry, make the bed, etc. I really felt proud of the dinner, and how I acted throughout. When I think about it, I think I'd like to do it again, but perhaps with more people.

Anyway, gotta run.

M

 

Thanks, Sissystephanie. Appreciate it.

Quick update. Things are going well. Falling into the routine as we move through winter, and come up to almost a year! I can't believe its only been a year..it feels a lot longer!

I spent pretty much most of the weekend in the basement in a state of complete sexual frustration; either locked into the floor, or unlocked, but hands locked to the wall. She came down quite frequently to tease me both physically and / or verbally. The best being when she brings me right to an edge; but just lets go, and the worst when she slapped me in the face sunday night several times, while laughing, wondering why I was so suprised that she's not going to let me cum this weekend. I was suprised cause she promised it all day sat & sunday. I'm sure you can imagine my frustration.

Anyway, today was more of the same, locked downstairs, waiting for my tease. I actually get very excited hearing her walk around upstairs, and get crazy each time I hear her near the stairs. And when she does come down, its never a letdown, let me tell you.

So things are good, and I'm enjoying the time

M

 

Hi Lessfree...Yup..I know the feeling; I've been pretty much below ground 80% of the time I'm home this past two weeks. Apart from my chores, she is keeping me in a constant state of sexual frustration down in the basement.

In fact, this is the first time I've actually been on the internet at home in a while.

We had an incident this weekend. ....Ms Cathy came over and hung out with her for 1/2 the night, while I was downstairs. Then I heard the door shut, and then nada. I was locked to the floor, so I couldn't go anywhere, so after about 40 mins of not hearing any movment, I started shouting out. Nothing. She had left! and left me locked downstairs!

About 2 hours later, I hear the door open, and its my wife, Ms. Cathy and her boy. She immediatly came downstairs, and apologized for leaving me there. She said 'she forgot' i was downstairs, and she really did seem upset about leaving me downstairs. Well..I was really pissed, and yelled at her. which of course, embarised her, cause Ms Kathy heard.

She didn't handle it well. I could see her go from worred about me to pissed all in a matter of seconds. It was too late for me too, I saw in her eyes she was going to lay in on me. So I put my head down, and said sorry. She just walked upstairs and left; evidently to say good by to Ms Cathy; then came back downstairs.

My punishment was the large gag pulled really tight, then some pretty bad caning with my hands cuffed infront of me kneeling down. What suprises me though is how quickly she switches from pissed to nice. Its like she's gets her anger right out during the process. Just as soon as she put the cane down, she scooted up the chair infront of me, undid my gag, and pets my face gently, explaining that I really did slip her mind, and it wouldn't happen again. Just like that...Then, she pulls up her skirt, and has me go to town on her, still cuffed, and bent over on all fours.

20 mins later, of course, she's explaing that there needs to be proper punishement and after the gag goes back in and I'm left alone for another hour; but not before being told sumarily that the only way I'll come in Feb is if I make it up to her..And you guessed it, make it up to her is pretty much stay in the dungeon.

So thats my life these past week..I'm really getting edgy. I never know when the teasing is going to start, or worse, hoping it doesn't end . And even if she leaves me down there for an hour or two before making an appearence, she's still on my mind almost all the time.

M

 

I agree dboy. I was right in being upset, and we have spoken about it since. The thing she forgot was that I was locked up; not that I was down there. She hadn't locked me up..i had under her direction. So yes, a major screw up, but forgivable..and yes..she and I both realize the risks of playing with bondage like that.

Oh..meanwhile, I picked up my check today from finance. I tried to give it to my princess, but she wants me to hand it to her in cash, so tomorrow, I cash my check..Its been a real long time since I've done that.

M

 

Thanks Soprettysub. I never really thought of myself as a sub..this sort of just happened. I was into chastity cause of the control part; but before that I was heavily into bondage re; women. But once my wife started taking control, I don't know, I just loved it. And I'm hooked.

Tonight, for example, I came home with a ton of $100 bills from my paycheck; Really a stack. And of course, Ms, Suz was there (her party tomorrow again). So, when I got home, I knelt down, dropped my head and put my hands up with the money as an offering..She took it with a matter of fact attitude, put it on the table then dismissed me to my basement.

It was very strange handing over all that money. When she came down about an hour later, there was no mention of it at all. I can't believe its just gone like that. This is going to be strange having to hand it over every 2 weeks.

I did get a promise though...No orgasm this weekend. Sigh.

M

 

Hi Sillyfebdude. I'd agree with your observation around her not wanting to see me as her husband anymore..I'm positive I wouldn't go for cuckold. No way, hozay..There is no reason to be in this relationship if she's screwing someone else!

And as we are coming up to a full year at this, I asked her what she wanted for her valentines day 1 year anniversary. Her answer suprised me. She wants to hypnotise me. I was like 'what'?

She wants me to take all the dedications I've made this past year and record them into audio files; 30 at a time..Then she wants me to listen to them through a headset. She says she's going to record some instructions in there, and wants to see if 'it takes'. I was a little taken aback, but I'm game; Also, her promises of lots of sex of course had a lot to do with it. I really want to fck her again, naked, with her under me!

So yesterday and today (and most likly tomorrow through the weekend, I'm doing audio files of all my dedications, and on valentines day, I am getting hypnotised.

As long as she doesn't want to cuck me, I'll be fine..

M

 

Hi SFD.

I can't foresee any situation where I would want to be in a relationship where my wife / goddess was doing someone else. As for me turning (or being turned) into a woman, I can firmly state that neither I nor my 'owner' would want that to happen. FOr me, this is about power exchange, and for her, its about authority, and servitude. And for both of us, its for closeness.

As for the 'hypnosis'. All I'm doing is listening to my dedications, and her suggestions. Though I don't know what they are, I'm sure I'm not going to come out a zombie on the other side, with no will of my own.

Of course, if a year ago, you asked me if I'd be content to sit in the basement alone with my dick locked to the floor for the evening, I'd probably had laughed at it.. But I don't think I've been manipulated to do this..I feel this is my choice because of the sexual excitement and dynamic between the two of us...

Its hard to explain, but these sexual feelings, heart pumping, adrenalin rushing, I've had these before, but its always been alone, and never with someone; or if it was with someone, it was seperate with eyes closed (if you know what I mean). But now, when she tells me to lock up for the evening, I really get a rush. I want to please her, and I get very sexually excited!

And yes, I've had fanticies about this stuff; I've got femdom/ cuck, and feminization videos as porn, but the actual thought of doing something that turns me off; or worse, makes me completely jealous and ruins our relationship; I don't see myself being able to go down that road willingly.

Steve (or Chloe) must have wanted what happend to happen beyond the fantisy, because we don't do this against our will. Its choice.

Either way, thats my perspective..

Perhaps after listing to myself whisper my dedications, I'll change my thought process.but I doubt it.. (at least I hope not!)

EIther way, thanks for the thoughts,.

M

 

Thanks Randy; Preciate it.

Easy day today; Ms. Suz was over again..She asked me what I felt about the pending hypnosis..Does she know everything? My princess just looked at me for the answer. I shrugged, and said I'll do what I'm told like a good little slave ;-) What else can I say.

BTW: The party last weekend was more of the same. Me and Trace (thats Ms. Cathy's boy) just sat in cages while the girls drank and were merry. I'm getting used to just hanging around with my thoughts now. Its actually very relaxing sometimes. Sort of zenny

Anyway, ready for a long weekend..Still have a bunch of recordings to do; My princess is also doing some tomorrow also. She got a nice little nano for me to listen to. She's excited. I can telll..

Everyone, have a great weekend..

M