I don't believe what just happened.

Ok, so my aesthetician/friend M offered to hold my key on Wednesday and hold it until i saw her on February 29th. I just blurted it out in her office that i wish someone would hold my key. Next thing I know M is holding my key until our next appointment. She is in a committed and monogamous relationship so there won't be anything happening between us aside from her checking in on me just to make sure things are ok. Today my best friend/FWB S who also knows all about me and is in an open/poly marriage comes over to hang out and watch some movies gives me a hug and apparently i didn't stick my butt out enough but she felt my cage and said something. She assumed I had self locked again and asked me about it. I told her M had the key (who S knows because i recommended her to M over a year ago). S told me she wanted to hold the key and we spent most of the afternoon talking about what each one of us wanted out of this and what our likes/dislikes were and what our limits were. Long story short, S is going to get the key on the 29th after M gives it back and she's going to have control for a while. We both agreed it wasn't going to be 24/7 but she was going to reward/torment me based on my behavior. I'm really nervous and scared because in the past the only people who had held my key was my ex-girlfriend and I've never been involved in a poly relationship. This is all going to be quite new for me and we both agreed that communication was paramount. I think this really could be a lot of fun, I truly hope so, but i'm still nervous.

 

You're absolutely right. I hope both of us meant March first. I sent her a text, hopefully she'll be up soon to reply.

 

That’s completely acceptable, you are most certainly entitled to form your own opinions. Have a wonderful day.

 

S is about 95% sub and 5% Dom/sadist. Being my best friend/FWB she is definitely reaping the rewards of me being locked up and she is really enjoying the situation. I'm truly grateful I have interaction and someone to engage with. I'm really looking forward to her getting the key because she want's to get more involved and i'm really enjoying the fun time we have together.