Many years ago I found I had a fetish for tease and denial and have been blessed enough to find partners who also had an interest or desire to participate. In all my fantasies of being tease, denied and caged 1 thing that I never wanted was the situation I find myself in now, mental chastity. It is such a painful and hard thing to have access to your genitals and yet still not be allowed to touch or play, its super frustrating and really tests my will power. My Domme however enjoys having access to what is hers and will randomly just grab me and pump away or tease the tip while telling me not to cum. This can happen any time of the day or night and can at times get so painful that I wish and beg to be allowed to be back in a cage. This has been going on now for about 18 months (the last time I had an actual climax) the worst part and the hottest is I sometimes I leak a small amount of precum randomly without being touched and she laughs and thinks its highly amusing. Sometimes she will run her finger over it and lick it up other times she will command me to stick out my tongue and make me suck her finger clean. After 18 months I can sincerely say I envy those who are locked in a cage safe and sound away from such torture lol
Hehe. Sounds like she’s my evil twin. Yes making you clean it up is very effective. Have you acquired a taste of your sweet nectar
Yes mental chastity is a tough go. In some ways more than being physically locked. But it sounds like your commitment is strong.
Oddly yes I have acquired a taste for my own sweet nectar I can only put it down to the positive reinforcement I get when I obey immediately. It used to be very reluctant in the beginning but now I find myself looking forward to it.
Good boy. You have been trained well. My hub is still learning , and at that stage where he gags and begs not to have to do it. Fun stage. I read where one KH had issues at first then he learned. Then she would have him play the roulette game of spunk. Where she had her BULL cum in 2 shot glasses and her hubby in 2. Then he gets to spin the wheel and has to consume the first 2 that land in front of him. Can’t wait till I’m there with mine.
That sounds incredibly hot but my Domme is not into cuckolding and I've accepted that some or many of my fantasies will not become reality as this life is about her wants and her needs though she has told me if I ever do get to come I will be swallowing every drop and after 18 months I'm a little intimidated by just how much there will be.
I am in the same boat. My wife is going with her boyfriend tonight and my fantasy is to watching but it will I think always just be a fantasy. I also have to swallow every drop and I still gag after years at it.
My madam has never had the chance to make me do it, as she always at her bulls house and I am not permitted to be there.
When I was allowed to cum after the weekend, it was in my Wife’s ass crack and I had to clean every drop of it up.... I was in heaven
Quick update I'm now being locked when She is out as I confessed to a morning grope while half asleep so she says I need a reminder of what's hers.
True but it's more a reinforcement for me than anything else as I am left unlocked the rest of the time. I still go to sleep and wake up uncaged which is the danger time. It has bolstered my resolve to be better for her.
I know I am the same. I should not need to be locked. I am totally obedient and have not had an unscheduled cum for a long long time. My wife and my love and obedience to her are what keep me going.