Tomorrow, I will be going to see my PCM about putting in the referral for me to go see an endocrinologist so that I can begin taking Testosterone. I already have a letter from my psychologist on the ready. So tonight I feel like I am sitting on the cusp of actually being able to begin my transition. The emotions whirling inside of me are completely indescribable, though if I were to try, I would say a strange mixture of sheer terror and pure happiness