Starting my personal Chastity blog.

It was impossible for me to look away. Elaine's breasts were attractive, with large, proud nipples. My arousal was at new heights. The damp patch in my trousers was spreading, but there was nothing that I could do.

 

Elaine kept a firm grasp on the envelop, but smiled.
" I wanted to test what you said ..... about being unable to achieve a erection.
Look at my breasts, they're attractive aren't they?
Wouldn't you like to be able to hold them?
To kiss and caress them?"

 

"Stand up"
I stood.
"Well I can see a wet patch, but there's no bulge.
I imagine that the wet patch means that you are getting aroused, but the the lack of a bulge means no hard-on.
That's good".

 

She held the envelop out to me and I took it gratefully.
"I won't keep you, I expect that you will be keen to get back to Sue."
I took the envelop, my fingers tracing the shape of the key inside.
"Thank you, Elaine"
I forced myself not to run to the door.
"Don't forget what I said, tell Sue that we must arrange a meal together soon."
No, Elaine, I'll tell her and I look forward to it".
Elaine smiled.
"Be careful what you wish for, perhaps you won't enjoy it."

 

I raised my hand in farewell as I headed back to my car, keen to return my precious cargo to my wife.
As I sought the car key I realised how much my hand was shaking.
It had been unbelievably humiliating to say those things to Elaine, but at the same time so arousing. More desperate for relief than I had been for many weeks I drove home in the hope that Sue would show me kindness.

 

Yesterday was the Public Holiday (Easter Monday), and against all expectation I was briefly released from my cage.

On reflection I think that my liberation was because KH Wife Sue wanted to test a new "app" downloaded to her phone rather than any desire for my pleasure.

The new app is a Metronome Function (as used by musicians to "keep time") which can be set to produce a steady, regular beat at adjustable intervals for a fixed period of time.

In the evening, Sue instructed me to fetch a glass from the kitchen and then join her in the lounge. Returning with the glass, I found Sue sitting in her favourite armchair with the room curtains pulled-back. Although we live in a very quiet country village, we are close to the street and -although it is not frequent - if anyone does pass then they can see into our house.

Sue wasted no time: "Get undressed" she commanded "but hold-on to the glass".
Without hesitation I undressed, folding my clothes into a neat pile on the floor.
"Face the window, and move closer to it and stand-up straight!"

I followed the instruction knowing better than to object. Sue rose from her chair and approached. She came to my side and I could see that she had her phone in one hand and The Key hanging on a chain in her other. At that moment I could only hope for what might follow. I was wet and beginning to drip.

 

"Take the key and unlock yourself, I'm not going to touch you".
I grasped the key by its chain and, despite shaking fingers, unlocked myself.
I slid the upper section of my cage away.
" Don't take the ring off, leave it on" Sue's voice was firm
" Put that on the floor" she said, pointing to the upper section of my cage.
"My, but you are wet!".

 

Released from the cage, I began to harden but could not manage a full erection.

"Not very impressive, is it?" Wife Sue watched dismissively.
"Let me show you the new app I have found for my phone.
I can set a time for how long the routine will last. Anywhere from 1minute to 99minutes.
And I can set the tempo at which "beats" are sounded. All the way from 1 Beat per minute up to 360 Beats per minute. I am going to use the app to control how you rub yourself.
I still want you to produce cum, but you will rub yourself at the rhythm that the app gives you.
The normal rules still apply though .... no full orgasm, only a trickle of cum. When you feel that you are going to cum, then you must stop touching yourself immediately."

 

"So lets begin ..... Think we should start slowly and then see what happens".
Sue adjusted her phone.
"Right. Five minutes, at thirty beats per minute. Then we will see".
Her phone began to beat out the rhythm.
My fingers grasped the head of my dick and followed the pace. It was much, much slower than the tempo I normally followed to arouse myself, but enjoyable none-the-less.

 

Hi, Readers. First my apologies to everyone for being such a terrible correspondent. Weeks have passed and I haven't added a single update.
KH Wife Sue checked my CM account recently, and told me that I really must do much, much better if I am ever to expect any "consideration" from her.
And so I shall try harder.

 

Anyway, in recent weeks there hasn't been much of interest to report. I have not been unlocked on a single occasion during the past weeks, and so no ruined orgasms for me.

 

I have tried my hardest to be loving and considerate throughout the period.
Finally, yesterday, taking advantage of the warm weather and sunny skies, KH Sue and I shared a bottle of wine as we sat on the garden patio during the afternoon.

 

As always I was naked (apart from my cage), while KH Wife Sue wore one of her bikinis (to get the most advantage from the sun). Fortunately our garden is large and not over-looked.
Our mood was good and we talked like old-friends do.

 

I felt that the mood and atmosphere was right (or perhaps it was the affects of the wine), and I talked of something that had been "close-to-my heart" for a long time.

 

I said to Sue that I was totally aware of just how inadequate and unsatisfying as a sexual partner, I was.
Of how I realized that my little dick and poor performance could never satisfy a woman, and that Sue deserved much, much more than I could ever offer.

 

I told Sue that - more than anything else in the World - I wanted her to be completely satisfied and sexually fulfilled. Nothing would make me happier.

 

I did not want to lose her, I said, but I would never "stand in her way" or object if she found other ways or partners who would satisfy her more completely. I did not know of what Sue might have done in the past, and I was never going to pry. But, I said, Sue was totally free to do whatever she wanted, with whomever she chose, and I would never try to stop her.
I loved Sue deeply and unconditionally, there was no need for her to keep secrets or to hide things away. Everything that Sue did would be totally acceptable to me. I was simply so lucky to have her as my wife.

 

There was no need for her to find excuses to be away from home, I said. If she wanted to be away for an evening, or overnight, or for the whole weekend (or even longer), then that was acceptable to me. I would never question why she wanted to be away, what she would be doing, or who with.

Sue would have my complete and unquestioning support in whatever she chose to do.

 

Sue smiled softly: "Are you being serious, or just teasing me?" she asked.
"Darling, I am being serious. Nothing would give me greater pleasure than to know that you were happy and fulfilled. It is what I want more than anything else."

 

Sue looked at me ..... "No limits or conditions?"

"None at all, Darling. You can be totally free."

"And if I was to accept your proposal when would it start, and would you be able to withdraw from the agreement whenever you wanted?"

"No, Darling, I could never withdraw from our agreement. Only if we both agreed to bring it to an end would it stop. And, if you wish, it can start from this moment onwards."

"But if you agree and are willing, then there are only two small favours that I would ask of you in return for your complete freedom.
First, that you would always tell me in advance when you were planning (or hoping) to meet with a partner.
I ask for this because I am aroused to think of you meeting with a partner.
Second, and only if you are willing, that when you return to me after a meeting, then you will tell me what has happened.
I only ask for the second because I find it so sexy and arousing to hear what you have done."

 

Sue sat deep in thought for a while.
"OK" she said "I accept the proposal and the conditions that you have asked for.
With immediate effect, not that I have any plans for meetings at the moment".

 

A few days have now passed since I told Sue of my willingness to give her total, unquestioning freedom regarding how she spends her time and about any meetings that she wants to have (Regardless of how long that she would be away from me). At the same time I had explained to Sue just how arousing (for me) it would be to know that she planned a "date", and even more arousing still to hear the details of her date when she returned to me.

I agreed that in no way would any arrangement that we made affect the 24/7, permanent chastity that I had accepted from her - My cock would continue to belong to her and she would control when, and if, I was ever to be allowed to stimulate myself. PIV was never to happen, and any orgasm that I was granted was to result in a "ruined orgasm" that was to produce a dribble of cum at best.

Then, yesterday, as we laid side-by-side in bed, Sue spoke to me ...... Was I still 100% sure that I wanted to grant her complete freedom? Would I be happy to accept anything that she chose to do without question or objection?

I told her that I was sure, and that nothing could give me greater pleasure and satisfaction.

 

Sue smiled.
"That's good, then. One of my old friends from work - Jackie - has asked me if I want to join her on a "double date" night this coming Friday. You remember Jackie - we had drinks together a few moths ago. We've never met her current boyfriend, but he wants to provide a partner for his best friend while we have a drink (or two) together".