Ok, so for Valentines Day my Mistress/wife surprisingly allowed me to climax even though my date was several months away. After climaxing, I talked her into stopping the lifestyle. She reluctantly agreed, but said that if I ever decided to go back that it would be permanent and the only time the chastity belt would come off is when I am securely tied up. I was tired of being her property and thought I would never ask her to treat me like her slave again. At first I enjoyed being able to climax whenever I wanted. That lasted all of two months. We spent last Saturday making love, but it was entirely vanilla. In the middle of the night, while she was asleep I dug out her collar and put it on. It is a wonderful hefty one that locks with an Allen key. When I am her slave, it stays on all the time and I am never allowed to remove it. It is quite substantial, but most people never notice it when I wear it under a shirt. Then I found the chastity belt and put it on. Finally, I put on one of the diapers she makes me wear while I am in chastity. That morning when we woke up, I begged her to forgive me for the two months of selfishness I put her through. I pleaded with her to allow me to become her total slave once again. She quickly agreed but only after telling me that my climaxes are going to be even more rare and that my previous life is going to be a cakewalk compared to what it will be now. This time she said, there would be no going back. From now on, the only time the chastity belt will be removed is when I am securely tied up. I did not care; I just knew that I wanted to be not only her husband, but also her property. Why did I give in? I thought for sure that part of my life was going to be over. Yet, I could not keep myself away even though I knew full well what the ramifications were going to be. So far, she has kept her promise and my life is much more demanding now than it was before. That is fine, as I really missed it. Now she is gone out of town for the weekend and I am in my locking maid uniform. I am expected to have the entire house clean before she returns late on Saturday. I hate to say it, but I really did miss this and would hate the idea of having to give it up forever.