When thinking about male chastity so many topics come to mind. One topic that many of us enjoy discussing and debating is cuckolding. Now I think we'd all agree that cuckolding is mostly a male fantasy but when we can sift through all the BS there are several members here who appear to be in "credible" cuckold relationships proving to us it is real and possibly exists on a larger scale than we know. Sometimes I find myself fantasizing about living that kind of relationship. Then sometimes I think how it could easily be a relationship destroyer especially for couples who have never been swingers done wife swapping etc... Yet every once in a while I crave the thought of it, of course this it typically at my horniest points of chaste periods. As far as pleasing my mistress goes I am a very good lover, we've always had great sex that usually ended with my orgasm after giving her a couple. Now it usually ends with her orgasm and on her terms. Whats changed over the last 2 years as far as sex goes is that I have no say in the bedroom, I am guided by mistress to do solely what she wishes me to do. If I'm allowed to orgasm, 90% of the time she gives me a handjob and can now get me off very very quickly, in fact she's perfected the handjob. It's not that she doesn't like PIV sex but I'm starting to think she likes humiliating me by making me cum so fast. When she does allow me PIV I orgasm almost instantly and she just laughs about it. It's extremely frustrating because as much as I want it to last and enjoy my gift, deep down I like that my premature ejaculation makes me feel a bit pathetic and under her thumb. Knowing that other women would find my lasting ability or lack of, a complete joke. It's thoughts like these that draw me to the thought of cuckolding, the desire to see or to know that my mistress can get a good long hard fuck if she wants that. Sometimes I think back to when we used to make love for long periods of time and I miss that. Embracing each other, her large tits pressed against my chest, sweating together, the smell of sex and her pheromones in the air driving me wild as we're making love. I want to see her in the throes of sex like that again, being so loud and vocal, her skin glistening with perspiration from the exertion. Seeing a large cock stretch her and seeing the bliss on her face. Ironically cuckold porn was what first drew me to chastity because it's so taboo and erotic but I knew what I was viewing wasn't really real, just a created scene. I think what draws me to cuckolding now is the desire to live vicariously through my mistress's lover and watch him do what I'm no longer at the moment capable of or allowed to do for that matter. Then for me to lick her after they're all done. These are very mixed feelings for me that I love thinking about yet dislike the fact that it's such a turn on for me. If you occasionally have cuckold fantasies about your relationship, what do you think it is that draws you to want to see or know another man has been with your partner? Why do we like it so much?!?!?