Hello everyone, first of all, sorry for sharing such a personal story but I would really maybe like to get some opinions from people who went through something similar already. About two years ago I introduced my beloved Miss to chastity. She was absolutely vanilla and seemed hesitant at first, but came to like it eventually (genuinely, I think). We used it occassionaly, not permanently at all. She said that this year, she would like to use it more, which made me very happy... for about 4 days. I was locked until today, when she unlocked me and ruined my orgasm. I introduced her to that practice myself and most of the time I would like it I think. But this time it made me feel so down and almost depressed. When she saw how sad I was, she apologized, which made me feel like a complete idiot. Here I am, asking for something and when I get it, I feel sad instead of happy, making her worried as well. The thing is, she is not some kind of porn mistress which would laugh in my face and maybe beat me after being so sad and whiny about it. She loves me and I love her. I don't think she can be that mean to me and I am also not sure if it would help my feelings and our "real life" relationship at all. I am trying to talk this through with her but it's hard when it seems like I don't even know what I want. She understands that I like it when she is mean to me in bed, but bringing chastity into the mix almost feels like wanting her to be mean to me all the time. I would appreciate any ideas, opinions, tips or experiences which you might have. Thanks!