Venus and Vulcan's Journey into Chastity and Cuckolding

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    I decided I would try journaling a bit with my experiences of cuckolding and chastity considering a recent breakthrough between my wife and I.



    I guess I could give a little background info before I start on that, though, so I can paint a more complete picture for future reference. The following is an excerpt from an erotic fiction story I am writing for fun based on our experiences and is an honest representation of our exchange:



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    "[Mrs. Venus] and I were high school sweethearts. I think even back then, we knew we had something special. That didn't stop us from breaking up for a few years, but it did bring us back together once we had outgrown our childish natures.



    Being with her felt natural. Nothing has ever been forced between us, it seems. After a while, we decided to take the plunge and move in together. It took nearly no time for us to get used to our new abode. We had finally gotten our nest built with our collective belongings when it began.



    On a warm night, we sat on the porch, enjoying some cold cocktails and a cigarette. The topic of sexual experiences came up in our conversation that night. We eacheeach shared the highlights of some of our more memorable "sexploits" with grins and giggles.



    "Did you ever fuck a guy you just met?" I asked after answering a question.



    "Oh yeah. At a party in college, I met this guy who was pretty good looking, and I was single, so I went back with him to his room."



    "You dirty girl!" I joked.



    "Have you ever had a threesome?" She asked, still chuckling.



    "No, actually. I thought it would be sexy to do with a third woman, though. Have you?"



    There was a pause as she looked away from me. She turned back to me with a huge grin and nodded. "Yeah"



    I took a sip from my cocktail, followed by a drag from my cigarette. Then with a grin, "Okay, I have to hear this one, slut!"



    She proceeded to tell the tale of how she and a guy-friend and one of his friends ended up in an impromptu menáge a tois. She described how nice it felt to be the center of attention with two men at once.



    "I don't know...I guess in a weird way, it's kind of a "power thing" for me, too. It just makes me feel powerful as a woman to know I'm wanted by both of them and...I don't know. But it was a really nice experience."



    Maybe it was the words she chose. Maybe the booze had something to do with it. Maybe it was bound to sprout one way or another. All that I know is that it sprouted and took off like a rocket ship.



    I became fascinated with knowing about all of the sexual things she had done. Mind you, this didn't stem from jealousy. Nor was it a misguided attempt to reassure myself of the security in our relationship. Quite the opposite, in fact. It was exciting and turned me on. I felt secure enough that I simply trusted her, which was a first for me.



    Over the following weeks, the more I thought about her answers to my ceaseless questions, and the gaps my imagination would happily fill in, the more I realized that it was incredibly arousing to me. I found myself awake at night trying to imagine her taking one man behind her and another in her mouth as I masturbated. At times I felt bad for fantasizing about my girlfriend being a total slut, but I couldn't seem to help myself.



    I found myself watching more pornography, as well - cheating wives, mostly. My mind was fixated on this. Meanwhile my sex drive was cranked way up. I couldn't get enough. I masturbated daily by that time, sometimes twice; and I would still come on to my beautiful (now) wife at night before bed. "



    ***



    Anyway, I soon told her how I felt and after a series of heart to hearts, we decided to start slowly with being more open sexually. She had a few dates and scored a couple of times which made me ecstatic and ridiculously horny. I also struggled at first with whether or not I made the right choice. In the end, I realized that I trust this woman completely and I couldn't help but be happy at her liberation. I also went out on dates and got lucky a few times around that time, but it wasn't as exciting as I thought it might be. I wasn't ready to date and I was okay with that.



    For a couple years, that's about as far as things went. Her dates dried up. Then we got pregnant, but unfortunately the pregnancy did not work out and we lost the child. For the next few years, everything took a stand still and we tried to recover from this major life upheaval. Some days we thought things would never get better. But we stuck it out together and they did.



    About two years ago, Mrs. Venus suggested dating again. I told her, "I would be thrilled if you want to date again. I'm here to support you in every way, but I think I'll stay away from the dating scene personally."



    Boy, did her eyes light up. I think it finally clicked that I have a genuine cuckolding kink in addition to being non monogamous. We started talking about it in bed. While I would whisper things in her ear like, "I'm so glad you want another man inside you. Don't you love how naughty it is that your husband will be horny and faithful while you're 'cheating' and satisfied? I'll even take you out for a romantic dinner after you two fuck to celebrate our cuckold marriage." When I reached down to touch her, she was already so turned on, I could hardly believe it. She pulled me on top of her and slid me inside, wanting me to tell her my fantasies. That night I brought my wife to 3 delicious orgasms (she typically only wants 1 or 2...I've always been a pleaser more than a taker) while I told her so many dirty scenarios that play in my head. This became a recurring thing she liked as she prepared to reenter the dating scene, which she officially decided she would do about 2 months ago.



    Shortly after that decision, Mrs Venus' ex from years ago was going to be in town. Using the right emphasis so that I knew what she meant, she asked if I would be okay with him visiting. Without mentioning the hint, I said it would be fine. He really is a nice guy, to be honest.



    The week before his visit, my wife kept mentioning how she had been meaning to get the room in order. With my cuck-senses tingling, (I won't tell you where) I made quick work of the project as a surprise to her while she was at work. When I saw how happy she was, my heart nearly bursted out of my chest. I told her that I was happy to help her out with anything she wanted. I tried to use similar emphasis as when she asked if he could visit, but I didn't say a word about sex.



    The day came (hah!) for his visit, about a week or two ago. Mrs. Venus and I, accompanied by Mrs. Venus' ex boyfriend and his girlfriend, spent a lovely day together enjoying one another's company. They knew of course that Mrs. Venus and I were (and are) polyamorous, and we knew that they were (and are) as well.



    Mrs. Venus and Mr Ex stood very close together. I said nothing. Mr Ex smelled her hair and gave her a kiss later on. I said nothing. Mrs. Venus returned the favor when Mr Ex got a bit handsy as we talked about what we like in bed after dinner and drinks. I said nothing.



    Mr. Ex's girlfriend decided to call it a night and at the point my palms grew sweaty and my heart rate doubled. The familiar adrenaline rush of being a cuckold shot me with full force and left me almost dizzy in excitement and...Fear, for some reason. I decided it would be a good idea to slip off to the restroom in order to ground myself and collect my thoughts.



    I had only been there a moment when my wife slipped in. I knew what she intended to ask: If I was okay with them having sex.



    "So, he's really putting the moves on me out there, huh?"



    "Yeah, that's for sure. It's pretty exhilarating, but also scary."



    "I understand completely honey. You have every right to feel that way. This has been a lot of fun for me too. But, I just wanted to check in with you and see how you're doing. I don't ever want to hurt you. I love you."



    "Oh, I'm fine for now. You know I trust you. And you knew that I knew that this was a very likely possibility. I wouldn't have done all this if I doubted my trust in you. I'm just a bit concerned about how vulnerable I'll feel if things play their natural course. So I want to know, before I answer, how do you feel about it?"



    With a nervous chuckle she said, "I'm really liking it. It feels really good. But I won't do anything you're not emotionally ready for. And I won't regret it either. I love you more than anything."



    I couldn't help but smile. How lucky am I? I decided then that any vulnerability I felt afterwards, my lovely Goddess of a wife would be there to show me that I had no reason to worry and that I was genuinely, truly, loved.



    "I want you to use protection, but...I want you to do it," I said turning to face her. "I want you to fuck him as much as you want. I want you to have fun. And I want you to know that I'll be right outside the door touching myself to the sounds of your orgasms with your ex in our bed."



    We started kissing and touching one another. I teased her clit until she was soaking wet. Then we prepared to exit when she turned to me to stop me.



    "Are you absolutely sure? Because I don't mind not doing this. I just don't want you to regret this later."



    "Thank you honey. I'm sure. Go get you some good dick for me. And then tomorrow we can cuddle and make love while you tell me how fun it was to be such a naughty wife."



    "I love you"



    "I love you too"



    After we returned, Mr. Ex asked me what my thoughts were on he and my wife going to bed. I thanked him for his candor and respect. I let him know that we just discussed it and that everything was fine as long as they both consented and used protection. With that settled, they went off to the bedroom while I settled in on the couch in the living room.



    I gave them a little head start before I got up to listen in. As I heard the sounds of kissing and movement, I couldn't help but become even more excited. I heard the lapping sounds of cunninglingus accompanied by Mrs. Venus' moaning. I began touching myself. After a while I heard her say, "Allow me to return the favor." I was then hit with the sounds of her lips wrapped around his cock while he grunted in pleasure. I had to take short pauses to keep from going over the edge already!



    After a bit more time, I heard my wife tell him, "This is fun, but you know at the end of the day I'm just a cock slut."



    I had to stop touching or risk finishing before they began!



    Before long, I could hear the sounds of the bed squeaking and soft moans from them both. Their rhythm slowly increased until the bed was squeaking more loudly and the head board was smacking against the wall. I heard my wife's moans grow louder until she was practically screaming for him to fuck her. I was stroking myself furiously, totally caught up in the high of subspace.



    Then she yelled out as she climaxed, "Oh my God! Oh my God, I'm going to cum on your cock while my husband listens!"



    I heard him grunting and announcing he was cumming too. Though I was hardly touching myself, I also exploded into a mind bending orgasm that nearly took me off my feet.



    Things grew quiet and shortly later, Mrs.Venus emerged to get water for them both and asked me how I was doing and reminded me she loved me and couldn't wait for me to 'reclaim her'. She then returned to Mr. Ex and things were quiet for a couple hours.



    I began to hear the unmistakable sounds of sex once more, and in a daze, I shuffled over to listen in again. I heard my wife have one more orgasm, less intense than the first, but still markedly more powerful than usual. I heard her beg for his cum after she came again. Once more, I accidentally had my own orgasm and I thought I would simply melt into a puddle on the floor with my own semen.



    About an hour later, she emerged once more and spent a couple hours with me (he had fallen asleep) before going off to bed. I decided to try to sleep too, but it was difficult to drift off. I eventually did though, but only for a few hours.



    I awoke early in the morning to another adrenaline rush. Had that really happened? I laid on the couch while my mind ran a mile a minute. My erection was so powerful it was almost uncomfortable. About 30 or 40 minutes later, I heard them talking in the bedroom. I didn't think much of it until I heard those familiar sounds of the love of my life being plowed by another man. I once more crept to the door, but my wife had kindly left the door open, so it was very easy to hear everything. I wanted to risk a peek, but I didn't want to make things uncomfortable or interrupt. I heard my wife have another intense orgasm. Then I heard her telling him to use her to cum. Once again, I blew my load before I knew it was going to happen.



    With shaky legs, I slunk back to the couch and waited for them to come out. When they did, we all chatted for awhile before he headed out to get back on the road to his upcoming job in Washington state (we live in Michigan).



    Since then, Mrs. Venus and I have been having amazingly hot sex. She is having stronger orgasms, and so am I. We spent a lot of time focusing on one another and talking honestly about how we feel. As a result, I think we have begun to find our flow for our particular situation. I have no regrets and we are finally taking steps toward a cuckold marriage.



    We have additionally decided that I will be placed in chastity (once my device is properly fitted) for increasing intervals until I am used to it. We agreed that it would be fun to keep me locked at her discretion full time once she has a boyfriend.



    I decided that we would pursue this the way she wants to. I want her to genuinely enjoy this. And after all, isn't focusing on her pleasure the whole point of this? It is for me.



    I honestly couldn't be more thrilled that my soul mate is actually interested in my longtime fantasy of being a cuckold in chastity. It's literally a dream come true and we are certainly looking forward to the future.



    Thanks for reading. I'd be happy to hear your thoughts!
     
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    Quite the journey, sounds like its everything you both want. Enjoy the ride.
     
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    Wild times are headed your way
     
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    We're definitely excited to be on this adventure and see how we enjoy things as we take slow steps. Thank you!
     
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    We're certainly hoping so!
     
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    hope it works out for you
     
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