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    My first cage came this past Monday. It’s a cheap Chinese plastic cage. An Evotion Wearables knockoff. The tube is a bit long but for a first device it’s living up to and exceeding my expectations.

    Problems I have encountered: this thing pinches like hell when putting on. I’m still working out the best method for getting it on with minimal problems. Sometimes it takes a while to get it worked out. I also have somewhat sensitive testicles (I’m sure most men do) so getting them through the ring can be a bit unsettling but I’m getting more used to it. The first two times I wore the cage I was using the largest ring provided. On that second day one of the boys slipped away so I moved down to the next smaller ring. So far so good. The boys like to ride up high which can get a bit unpleasant with that sensitivity I mentioned.

    What I’m happy with: I have heard many stories of issues people have and I seem to have avoided a lot of them so far. Right out of the gate I have been able to wear overnight without pain or problems. The cage is very comfortable once on. There isn’t a lot of weight but I do notice it (probably because I’m hypersensitive about it since it’s new). I am able to wear it when I go out without issues. I wear looser clothing so it doesn’t show. Even though I don’t fill the cage (turtle) urinating has not been an issue but I do have to sit to go.

    My Goals: I’m a self locker. Right now I’m not looking for a kh or any kind of relationship (see my intro). When I do decide to get into a new relationship this will be brought up early so they know and can accept me for who I am. I’m a chronic masturbator so being locked is a means to curb that. I’m also overweight so looking at using chastity as a motivator for losing the pounds. I’m still playing with the goals and frequency because I don’t want to unlock too often. But like someone on a diet you can’t cut out all sweets because you can fall off the wagon hard, so don’t want to go too long either. Right now I weigh myself on Saturday (and through the week). This weeks Saturday result must be lower than last weeks. As long as that happens I’ll unlock and keep it off until the morning. I’m open to suggestions on targets, timeframes, rewards and punishments. Despite being a self locker I don’t see a problem with cheating because I like this locked up feeling too much.

    I did order a new cage (Vice Mini) to see if it will be better with the pinching and a better fit length wise. That should be here by end of this upcoming week. When I relock tomorrow I will remain locked until the new device arrives.

    I look forward to where this new journey takes me.
     
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    Welcome @OscartheTurtle to CM. Your intro is great and we all have been where you are - even though we all seem to get there from a different direction. A couple of things I noted. 1. Having too long of a cage is not a good thing. It took me a while to give up the Alpaha Male, big Dick ego and admit that I have a smaller penis. That being said, the shorter the cage, the greater control you will have over those nasty erections.

    Also, I have lost >65 lbs through a low carb diet that is being controlled by my Mistress. (You might be able to self-impose some punishments). I am limited to 40 gr of carbs per day and whenever I exceed that, I have to wear a tightly laced steel boned corset for 7 hours the following day while Mistress is at work! At first, wearing the corset sounded like a Funishment for a sissy like me, but, after you've had one on for 5-6 hours, breathing gets pretty difficult and it is pretty uncomfortable. Anyway, you might consider giving yourself a self-imposed punishment of sorts as an alternative to a reward such as being unlocked. It has been very effective for me.

    Please post often about your journey and enjoy the interchange with others here in CM.
     
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    I ended up unlocked for about 24 hours yesterday. Got a late start to my Sunday and didn’t have time to fiddle with the cake to get it on. I am now safely back where I belong as of last night. Despite the ill fit of my current cage it just feels so right. Can’t wait for my new smaller cage to get here this week.
     
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    Ended up being unlocked for about a week. A lot of personal stuff going on plus my back was acting up.

    I did receive my Vice Mini last week. First couple of times I tried it on I was disappointed. I was getting pain from the base ring. So after playing with the different size parts that are included and some personal grooming (hair down there doesn’t work well - at least for me) I was able to get it on and stay in it comfortably. I locked on yesterday morning and have been locked ever since.

    My thoughts on the mini. After getting the right size bits figured out it has been really comfortable. I’m not using the actual “vice” part though. Since I’m a turtler, even with the smallest vice on it was shrink back past it. And with it in the way I would never be able to get back to the end of th cage to urinate. Speaking of peeing, this cage is not as open as my cheap Chinese cage so it’s been a bit messier. I sit to pee when caged anyway but certain trying to pee standing in this cage would be disastrous.

    In regards to the comfort, I have found Aquaphor has been a great help to keeping thing comfy.
     
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    Well done. I hope your explorations continue to be successful. You certainly seem determined.
     
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    Tomorrow will mark 4 weeks of owning a cage. Currently I’m locked up tight in my Vice Mini amd just started my 2nd straight week with no release. The cage has only come off to clean and to adjust the spacer piece as I had a few escape attempts by the twins. I have a couple of observations to share and this might get a bit long so bear with me.

    Observation 1) I’m really starting to get horny. I had my first cage dream last night where I dreamed I was freed from the cage and had the hardest erection of my life. It was a deliciously sweet dream. I’m getting to the point where I will get erection attempts with no manual stimulation (jostling the cage around will get me hard). I read this story this morning (link below). It was shared here in the mansion yesterday I believe however I don’t recall the name of the post or poster so my apologies to them for not naming them here. This story got me hard, but more on that in observation #2.

    https://www.literotica.com/s/taking-it-up-a-notch

    Observation 2) The story above is about cuckolding. It’s not something I’ve ever been consciously interested in. But it got me to thinking back on my marriage with my late wife. My wife had two affairs on me that I’m aware of. I always suspected more but she would never admit to them. They were both with black men and one ran for several years before I found out. I was pissed off and threatened to leave after the first one but we had young children and I loved my wife very much. She always told me throughout the marriage that I was the only white guy she would ever sleep with as she preferred black dick. To describe my wife at the time of the first affair - she was 5’3” and maybe 125lbs. Very pail and dyed her hair platinum blond. I Knew they were talking non-stop because she would have thousands of text messages every month and one month ran up close to a thousand dollars on the bill because she way exceeded the minutes available on the plan. I always figured I was partly responsible for her stepping out because I had stopped giving her the attention and affection she deserved. I learned of the true extent of the affair one day when I found a letter she wrote to him confessing her love for him and that she would leave me if that’s what he wanted. After that the affair was done. That was the first and only time I truly ever saw red (literally). The second affair was the one that ran for quite a few years. It was someone whom I knew she was really good friends with but I never thought they were actually sleeping together. They claim one time when we were all at dinner I told them it would be ok if they slept together but for the life of me I don’t ever recall saying that. Anyway I found out about this affair right after my wife was first diagnosed with cancer. I confronted her and really struggled with wanting to leave her vs wanting to be there as support while she fought this battle. Again my love for my wife won out and I stayed.

    After thinking about all of this it makes me wonder what my life and marriage might have been like if I had known about and been interested in chastity back then? Would I have been like the guy in the story above? Locked and not able to fuck my wife? Having my dick controlled by her lover? I never really put it together until now that I have already been cuckolded, I just didn’t know it.
     
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    One thing I forgot to mention in that last post: part of my regular porn viewing is interracial porn, especially the ones where the black stud is pummeling the white girls pussy and ass. Hmm...
     
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    So the weight loss goals are not going well last week and this week. I’m adamant though to stick with the reward/punishment cycle. My thought this morning was “am I sabotaging myself to stay locked?”. Subconsciously it very well could be because the denial is delicious. Maybe I need to reassess the timeframe goals between releases. Either set it at two weeks or 4 weeks. Not sure yet.
     
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    So I moved to a smaller ring on my cage. Too many escape attempts by the twins. Ever since I have been having some discomfort. More tender areas around the scrotum. The Aquaphor helps but I haven’t been as diligent as applying as I probably should be. I have also been having some of the painful pulling with erections. Something I wasn’t having in the first cage or with the largest Vice ring.So as I enter my third straight week of lockup without release I’ll try to get these things squared way.
     
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    A bit of disappointment this morning. After a thorough cleaning and inspection shows that there is an area on the scrotum that needs some time outside of the cage. So I’m going cage free until it heals up.

    On the plus side, I did order two steel cages from dhgate. It’ll be a while before they get here but hoping they will be a good fit. The cage portion is shorter than the Vice Mini I’m wearing now.
     
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    So took a week off unlocked to clear up the spots that had developed and to get through some onsite meetings. Back to being locked feels a bit odd but looking forward to getting into the swing of things. I will remain locked for two consecutive weeks to make up for the lost time this past week. New cages should be here before months end. Can’t wait!

    Stay locked (and thirsty) my friends.
     
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    Finding rust on the shackle portion of my lock. The ability to turn the key sometimes is stiff. Anyone have any thoughts or recommendations for a better lock that won’t rust from simple showers? I’m not submerging the lock.
     
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    ASUS locks seem to be pretty durable. Brass body and a stainless shackle.
     
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    A common theme I run across in the mansion is a turtleing penis. Not sure if this is a common thing among men, or if men with extremely short flaccid dicks prefer to be locked up? Maybe it’s both...
     
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    New cages came in today! Will try them out over the weekend and update.
     
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    Just a quick post about this device. I received it (and another) on Friday. I tried this one first as I like the aesthetics of it better than the other. Screw vs lock.

    Good so far: when it’s on and everything is cooperating it’s good. Really good. The close proximity of the bars to each other and the fact that I completely fill the cage means very little sensations to the penis. In my other cages I didn’t fill them so if I ‘fiddled’ with them I could get a lot of sensation. Not so with this.

    The not so good so far: if my ball sac isn’t hanging loose then everything tends to get uncomfortable. Testicles start to turn darker color but there is no pain. I’m concerned about this (obviously don’t want circulation issues!) so haven’t worn it during the day. The gap on the device is big enough to slip my finger through without a problem and visibly it looks fine. Urination is the messiest of the three devices I have worn. I’m sure that’s a given due to the bar design on the cage. (So I have to weigh a clean(ish) urination vs lack of overall stimulation.)

    Friday night the first fitting was causing some uncomfortable sensations with the outer ring and the ball sac so I took it off. Let everything loosen up under a warm blanket and tried again about 30 minutes later. Got everything on and comfortable. Decided to sleep in the device. Things went fine, the boys stayed loose.

    Saturday morning, I got up and showered with the device on with no issues. Honestly it felt like I wasn’t wearing a cage. After the shower decided to take it off as I was heading out for the day. Didn’t want to deal with problems away from the house with a new device.

    Saturday night, put the device back on. Slept with it but was woken up around 4 with pain due to pulling from a strong erection so took it off so I could sleep. Haven’t put it on since.

    I’m not giving up on it since it’s still very new and I’m learning. I didn’t like the Vice Mini the first couple of times I put it on early but once I figured out its kinks it worked just fine and I could wear several days straight before unlocking.

    I’m going to try the other device tonight and see how that goes. I’m concerned because the gap is smaller (can’t get a finger through) but the ring is much wider so more space for the ball sac to settle in without pinching.

    It appears I rambled much longer than initially anticipated.
     
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