The real feeling of Chastity

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    M,

    I guess your wife will be back soon and we won't hear from you in a while. Thank you again for sharing. I wish you the best but I think you already have it. It was a long, hard journey to be where you are and I'm so glad it finally clicked and you're both in a great place.

    Many of us are following your journey. Only a few may post but your story has been an inspiration for myself and others. I think that's why a lot of people want to know details of your 'trip' so they can better prepare themselves for what may come.

    Again, my best wishes for you and your wife!

    dboy
     
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    Your an amazing slave Mobico, though I just joined the site today I've been reading your story for years. So happy for you.
     
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    Hi Everyone. Back again. My mistress is gone for the weekend back to SF to get some items settled, and prep the house..We are going to move there in Sept. Rather exciting; though I'm also a little nervous as I realize I've become completely dependent on her for everything.

    When my mistress came back, she told me that we are moving to SF. Long story short, there was no talking her out of her wanting to move. She needs to take care of her fathers house..she's not going to sell it; she wants to live in it. Of course, I had a choice; I could keep the house here, and stay here, or go with her..that is how firm she is about it.

    Now before everyone gets angry and sounds off about how I am being stepped on, I want to explain that the conversation would have gone this way with or without the d/s relationship. She is going to live in SF: She wants me to come, but she can't force me. This is when I realized how dependent I am on her.

    So, I've thought a lot about it, and will be moving with her. I have nada tying me down here. So I get to pack and pack and pack. :) And that's what I'll be doing all weekend. Meanwhile, she's out there prepping the house.

    Meanwhile, things are still going well. Still horney all the time, and still not getting any. :-(

    Talk Later
     
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    Great to hear from you again Mobi glad to see you are still breathing at least! lol. Your journey continues..............
    slave stroppy
     
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    Hi and welcome back.

    SF is a really nice place, very beautiful and quite a kinky town. They're very liberal about things like that.

    I guess no more parties at Ms. Suz ( you still haven't revealed any details about these 'wild' parties) but there are plenty of doms and wild parties in SF so things could heat up a bit.

    Thanks for keeping us posted.
     
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    Mobico,
    not sure if you will ever get the time to read this, but I wanted to thank you. Both my Mistress and myself want to thank you, for the amazing inspiration you have brought to our lives. We're over a year in now, and we wouldn't of had the courage to begin if not for your story. God bless you! I wish you all the happiness in the world. Is she converting a room in the father in laws house into a dungeon? If you do get time you can find our story here, we update it daily. There is also a link to my Mistress's blog. Thank you Mobico, I hope we cross paths one day.

    http://younginloveandinchastity.blogspot.com
     
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    Heh, after all this, a move will be practically an insignificant life change! ;-)
     
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    Interesting.... Update?
     
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    I wonder what ever happened to Mobico.
     
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    Curious minds do want to know!
     
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    i seen him on here but I don't knows why he not writing in this thingy no more, praps he been told not to.
     
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    Hi again. I'm now in San Fran; living as a full time slave under my mistress. I don't work and she doesn't need to. Its been a wonderful ride; and I'm loving every minute. I'm am locked full time in a neosteel belt. I don't have any freedom, and I don't want any. I'm driven to serve not by sexual denial (I don't get out of the belt very often) but by love. My mistress rules the nest. I follow. There are parties. Its really a lifestyle, and I'm lucky to not need to work anymore.

    I'm writing under her supervision. I don't have internet access; and she has access to all my accounts. She saw an email from Sissystephanie, and had me respond. I'm not going to be responding to any more emails though. I appreciate everyone's feedback over the years; but I've been asked not to post anymore. Have fun, take care, and be safe in your play!

    M
     
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    Mistress of M,

    Thank you for allowing M to post his final message on this thread! I'm sure we all know how happy he is to love and serve you. This thread was a wild ride all because of your hard effort.

    Guess it's time to say goodbye and best wishes to you both!

    Sissy Stephanie
     
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    Yes bye from me as well Mobi hope all goes well for the future but why would you change your mood to "scared"? ah well
     
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    mobico69 au revoir bon chance Mon ami
     
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    This has been a great thread to read over the last couple of years but I have always struggled with the idea that it was a fake story..

    I somehow knew he was going to type a good bye post. There seemed to be a predictable pattern to his posts that I came to observe over time.

    In any case, if it is real then good luck on your journey. If this was all a fantasy then thanks for entertaining.
     
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    Have you read this thread?
    SFD
     
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    I so miss the interaction and the sharing from @mobico69 ... this was an amazing thread and an amazing couple. How awesome it would be if the mistress would let him share an update from the past few years ....
     
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    @mobico if you are still listening thank you! Hope you are having fun and are well!

    Wanted to make a comment so everyone gets a chance to read this amazing thread!
     
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    What an interesting thread. Goes to far for ME but fun to read. Would love to see an update,
     
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    Lovely.

    This is how it should be for males in chastity.
     
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    Well done.
     
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    Deserved.
     
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    I’m trying to put this development over the period of continuous 1 month in the lock. Though it is not the first time I have been locked but all the earlier occasions were only for few hours or days or max a week( in the present cage).

    However, it all started on long term( I would say even a complete month is long term for me as the beginner) with one online friend suggested to go for at least a month without unlocking to experience the true enjoyment of under the lock. That guy is locked from long time. May be years and a single. So I had been asking him that though I have tried to be in the lock I was not feeling any difference and enjoyment in the same and he convinced me that it will not be felt if locked for a week or so, but actually should be caged for more than a month without removal except for cleaning.

    Eventually I followed his advice and got myself under the cage A273 on 27th Oct. even after that, I have been asking in postings or in chat with few members in the CM as how it feels or why I haven’t felt anything in cage.

    Today, I have completed my one month in the cage except removal for cleaning. Out of this one month, had one prostate massage and two ruined orgasms while locked.

    After completing the first month, let me tell how it felt step by step :

    First one /two weeks the pain, pinching under the scrotum was like hell, was waking up so many times during the night to pee and calm it down, used lube under the scrotum but still it was persistent. Even thought of changing the cage with a bigger ring (presently 40 mm) Then slowly the pain/pinch calmed down to maximum extent. Now I don’t feel the pain except once or twice during the night.

    The erection during the night was pushing my cage away from the body, pulling my balls away. Now I don’t feel that pushing away, the erection happens during the early morning but it swells sweetly under the cage, as if it is humbly requesting its owner to give it some more room to grow and as sweetly I reply to just calm down. The erection I’m getting from last one week is really sweet reminding me of whats there.

    The metal used to pinch me during sitting/ riding/driving or whatever I do. But now it got so adjusted I almost forgot it wearing. Even psychologically, I was little scared to go out through the public places, close to my colleagues or even my kids. But now I almost forgot about it and moving freely close to anyone or any place.

    The cumming while in cage makes no change, one prostate massage, two ruined orgasms makes no change, the frustration is so sweet. I used to think that if once the cum comes out of the clit, our original feelings will be coming out the male ego, the attitude and behaviour. NO, it not happened with me. On the above occasions after the cum, I was so calm for some time, docile as if it has to be have happened as it happened. And it has not changed my mind to go out of cage or as a person out of cage.

    Submission: I always wanted to exchange power with my KH ( from many years ) but never happened. During the last week of this month, I really feeling that I have started to the power exchange. In our pre caged days we used to go to the maximum exchange in arguments on very small things. But now im just keeping quite on her words. On her tone of voice or her command in the voice. (she had that tone and command always but I never used to accept it, now its slowly changing). Im simply feeling to be docile and be at her feet like a pet licking her feet, wagging my tail around her feet. No voice no sound just be at her feet.

    Feminism: I always believe feminism is the subconscious reason for getting into the cage for any person. (otherwise why would a male voluntarily lock himself either on behest of KH or on his own) so, when caged for long term, the feminine feelings come out, have posted few pics in albums taken a day before. Now I feel to dress myself with help of my KH and when I dressed up, im feeling that this is what I’ m made for. (earlier got the boyshort panties after reading few opinions on CM, however it was only on the comfort aspect)

    Urge to unlock/lock: I’m feeling not to unlock and I begged my KH that she should not allow me to unlock and make me be like this only. Im enjoying this sweet pain (or pleasure). Let me see how long I will be locked and how far my journey will go.

    looking to shift to still smaller cage.

    latest pics uploaded in my album
     
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