Well, an interesting evening last night to say the least, due to climaxing last Sunday evening without permission,(ruined orgasm) I was told I would not cum again until at least the 18th, this seemed a little daunting, but also I felt that at last my key holder was getting to grips with the idea of not making life to easy for me. Then on day 3 I received a clean, very quick, no attention, this was also surprising, and again reaffirmed that things were moving on, but then nothing! Not even the slightest hint of any training time, I kept to my contract and did not moan or mention this, but inside I was beginning to feel a little resentful, and neglected, similar feeling to which also lead me to attempt this lifestyle, Then last night my K.H. appeared to be implying that I would receive some training that evening, by this time I was feeling quite indifferent, and unloved, so instead of going along with it, I felt the need to get things off my chest, Its seems that for chastity my K.H. read NO ORGASMS, NO ATTENTION. I explained that due to the lack of orgasms I was receiving, I needed more ‘shows of affection ’ She also said that sometimes she just wanted sex, without all the extras, I then explained that the whole idea was that she now controlled my parts, if she wanted oral, she gets oral, if she wants sex, she gets sex, if she wants an orgasm, she gets an orgasm, but whether I get any of these things is completely up to her. I explained that I was at a crossroads, that I was quite happy to forget the whole thing, if that is what she wanted, but she explained that she enjoyed the control, and could see the benefits, We talked long into the night, held each other and went to sleep, needless to say im on day 7 , equalling my record, I have to say ive made the connection between chastity and love, its seems no matter how long I go without an orgasm, without feeling the love of my key holder, the feelings just aren’t there. I really hope we can move on from here and both discover the extreme pleasures that I believe this lifestyle can provide for our sex life but more importantly our relationship.