The Diary of Little Richard: a raging narcissist copes and crys upon intervention and incarceration.

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    If it's not blatantly obvious to you that this is for mainly just comedy/entertainment and not strictly any sort of actual 'erotica'-- well, you can always close the window. Sorry you don't like to smile-- or 'party'!

    This is meant to purposefully be a humorous perspective 'switch' as you like have-- reading the 'journals/blogs' section of those entering chastity for the first time.

    Maybe it's just because I like talkin' about and thinkin' about dicks, but let's admit it together, so do you!

    Otherwise, what the hell are you doin' here?

    I am not entirely sure how frequent this will be, but it's intensely silly by design.

    Again, for the non english speakers -- the 'co-worker' is really Richard, the sadist that Little Richard is bound to.
    And the co-workers Boss....well, that part should be obvious. The co-workers boss enforces his incarceration and it just seems to make him want to please his boss--- of course, anything at all to wiggle the shackles off.

    That task is indeed harder than he'll be for the foreseeable future.

    Enjoy, hopefully this tickles you today--especially since you'll be reading a literal 'Dick Diary'

    The name I sided against was "Diary of a Wimpy Dick" but alas, it was not meant to be.

    ~Bella





    # Day 1
    Dear Diary.

    Hi.

    I didn't know how else to find relief and get some things off of my figurative chest considering my current situation, so I decided to document my experience for those that have co-workers like I do....have a co-workers boss to be weary of-- so much is happening so fast, and not in a fun way.
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    I am starting a diary here today because I’ve overheard my co-worker and my co-worker's Boss talking at length today about buzzwords ‘ permanent confinement’ and ‘base ring sizes’ , and something about a ‘trial run’ .

    I had no idea what they were actually up to until — while taking a very relaxing nap this afternoon....just minding my own business without a care for anyone or anything —and I woke up to the sight of being completely encased in metal, these thin bars prevent me from even standing up completely straight. The lack of concern or empathy for me is illustrated by whoever designed this cage. I'd call it a cell but a cell is made for standing up in-- which is nearly impossible at the moment. They also clearly had no consideration for those like me who are naturally tall. I’m not even fat either , although I used to be a little chubby in my younger years. My current height aside , who the hell thought this was a GOOD idea.

    I immediately took a nap when I was woken up by my co-worker practically talking to me, it sounded like an apology, or a ‘I’m gonna break you out, buddy!!” But I was too distraught to pay attention as I laid back down against my metal encasement.

    When I woke again, this fresh hell was no doubt akin to my worst nightmare. I reached for the bars of my new cell , demanding answers from my co-worker but it fell on deaf ears apparently. He shrugged and then I think I caught a whiff of him mentioning to me -- giving me a gesture that “we party too much.” Not only do I find the notion patently absurd, but with how much fun we have had together, I feel like I don’t even know who my co-worker is any more. Listening to his boss must really scare him into action . Feel sorry for the chump, really.

    I tried most normal approaches by gradually trying to ease and sneak through the bars but I’m no T-1000 from the Terminator franchise. I also tried getting a running start by ramming into it like I was some sort of medieval siege equipment — even as I was pressing as hard as I could , I felt like all hope was lost. Didn’t budge an inch . This feels like some sort of misunderstanding , and if it is not , I believe my incarceration to be , in fact, total bullshit.

    I wonder: what crime have I committed to deserve this? Are these authoritarian overlords of mine really this disgusted that I like to party so much? BTW, diary….. I honestly don't like anyone who doesn't like to party.

    As I reminisced of my days on the job with my co-worker , I did happen to remember that day that me and him were looking at some Asian ass porn ….and you know what? I guess I never realized how much I got a huge tickle out of seeing some petite and horny ladyboys-- with little cute floppy I get the impression my co-worker doesn’t tell the boss about that but gosh , that day was the best….my memory is a little hazy though … and at this point , all I can remember is getting covered in coconut oil and tickled until I threw up everywhere and passed out directly in my own vomit.

    I’m not proud of this, but I admit this freely here, diary. I’m a bit of a party animal and an insatiable slut. My co-worker knows and we party practically every day — but when the boss shows up …. She rarely chews me out but I get submerged in some sort of wonderful , warm, squishy ‘dunk- tank. ‘ what the hell IS that anyway? Do they take me to the carnival? Am I being punished or rewarded? I’m also routinely throwing up in the dunk tank ….but I can’t help it….. so much climbing out fallling in climbing out falling in. It gets EXHAUSTING. But I suppose that im committed to making sure my co-worker doesn’t lose his free spirit and willingness to do whatever the fuck I demand of him.

    Now that I think about it —- I remember my co-worker getting a hold of me when he was looking at and thinking about me going to prison. He wanted me to stand up because he liked me behind bars.

    I guess he’s not my best friend after all. After all, what best friend throws the other in jail for ‘being too available’ or 'always willing to party’

    Is this about the time I was getting ready to get dunktanked and I threw up before I got in my position? My co-workers boss couldn’t stop laughing . At least he felt my pain and tried to comfort me.

    Or perhaps my co-workers boss is upset with his performance ? Maybe she will recommend me not ever visit her carnival again — which would be unfortunate — but when she said “the smaller the better “ she wasn’t talking ::gulp:: about this cell I’m in , right??

    I feel like I’m about to get royally fucked somehow. And not even in the ‘so-excited-im-gonna-throw-up’ kinda way. I’ll do some poking around and write again once I find out more about my fate.

    Xoxo
    ~D



    Day 2:

    Dear diary,

    My co-workers boss keeps referring to this as some sort of intervention. Told my co-worker that I need to fall in line or perhaps get fired. Who does this bitch think she is? Surely my co-worker doesn't buy into it.....but he did , I believe, BUY my prison cell himself. I'm so confused....and I don't know if this is just a weird, overly long and awkward April Fools Day joke, but I'm pretty sure April is next month.

    I really hope I'm wrong about all of this, and this is actually 'just a dream'. Not the kind *I* like, but it's not always up to me.

    Also, now that I think about it -- I beg your pardon, lady, I may like gettin' dunked in your dunktank, and riding all of your particular brand of rides quite a good bit---it's pretty stellar truth be told --- but your sideshow ain't the only one that makes me want to party ! Lighten up, let me spread my wings and let me live my life, sheesh!

    xoxo
    -D

    Day 3

    Dear Diary

    Now I'm being insulted and degraded. Never have I felt so humiliated. I can't even stretch out fully in this cold and cramped cell. They stripped my beanbag pillow away and now I'm just hung out to dry. Beginning to think my co-worker's boss is the brains of this operation and I'm highly skeptical.

    She says I do good work sometimes , but why would she want me here? Apparently because I'm a narcissist -- using everything I can to pleasure myself , and wild parties at the carnival aside.....how dare she?

    Surely if she saw how much I have cried over the last few days.....how I've tried successfully to bend my way out of my cell, she would see my resolve and resort to granting me freedom. Surely she would think or have pity on me? Wait.....am I actually thinking like a narcissist ?

    Shit.

    Maybe she was right. At first I thought she was just a bitch, or my co-worker was the dick all along --
    but yeah.

    Maybe I do deserve punishment for my embarrassing , selfish behavior. Maybe if I remind my co-worker about all of the fun stuff we watch together, he'll want to revisit old times. Right? I thought we were best friends but he turned out to be a real Dick, and not just because his name is Richard.

    If she is my judge and my jury all wrapped up into one box-- then I may be in here for a lot longer than anticipated. She rarely if ever thinks about how *I* feel feel like a zoo animal without any visitors, just relegated to the 'closed for renovations' corner of the facility.

    What the hell am I gonna do, diary? Surely this will end as quickly as it started....right?

    xoxo
    ~D
     
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    This is super creative! And very funny.

    May I ask what are the names of some of your other Co-workers? Are they similarly restrained?

    Tommie the Tongue?
    Analisa?
    Nipsey Nipples?

    Perhaps they can help you Richard.
     
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    I do sometimes wonder how your brain works @Miss Bella LOL
     
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    You and me both , dear!

    I guess the whole premise came to me when I spent a good 10-15 minutes reading people’s journals and lots of them express equal dread and excitement.

    There’s the very common expression “thinking with your dick” that could be a good catalyst for why one may need chastity in the first place.

    so combine them together and you have a dick who ‘has a mind of its own’ and as you can tell, Little Richard is less than enthused about his intervention … not that he COULD be enthused

    the poor thing can’t even stand up straight!
     
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    That’s a great question.

    From what i know about Little Richard, I believe Tommy, Analise and Nipsey are less direct day to day co-workers as much as they are neighbors that work in different departments of the whole operation . He only hears about them from other places… as he doesn’t usually get involved
     
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    Day 4:

    dear Diary,

    There’s no place for me to hide. this is my fresh hell.

    I had been trying to get someone’s attention earlier when those monsters started rubbing ice cubes on my favorite bean bag pillow right outside my cage…… I almost froze to death! I had to hide and bundle up….. and I was too out of sorts to continue so I fell asleep on the metal floor as some involuntary drool seeped through the metal floorboard.

    I’m a wreck. Someone send help.

    xoxo
    LR

    Day 5

    dear diary,

    I feel my center of gravity is off. It’s almost as if not being able to stand up has made me forget a little about how to stand at all!

    I used to roll out of bed and have the most glorious of morning stretches— and now I can only press against the cage with my neck and head …. This works to a degree but my body is contorted and it doesn’t feel the same.

    you would think I’m the star of some sort of slasher flick but there are no camera crews. Just so alone.
    As I gave up pushing , I laid down and cried.

    what the hell am I going to do if I don’t come out of this cage? Wither away?

    I feel like if someone got my excited I would totally puke all over them. We are talking seconds, not minutes.

    giving up for now. Will try tomorrow :(

    xoxo
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    Dear Little Richard,

    You are not alone my friend. Some day this will all make sense to you and you’ll grow more accustomed to your accommodations.

    But for now, hang in there, it’s for your own good.

    Your friend,

    Chaz T. Itee
     
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    Embarrassingly, it took me too long to understand the analogy. :oops:
     
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    Day 6:

    dear diary,

    the humiliation continues and I’m starting to be so hurt it excites me . All my life I’ve just been known as Richard . Straightforward. Not complicated, not hard to be familiar with— just your average Richard .

    My coworkers boss , henceforth referred to as ‘the Warden’ has been insisting that I am not my namesake, I am instead ‘Lil’ Richard …’

    what the hell is that all about? am I supposed to be a Hip Hop artist now? Lil Richard sounds pathetic and looks pathetic behind bars. Well, I sure do have the bling and the street cred down pat now with jail time now being on my permanent record.

    Although , now that I think about it….I don’t think the ladies particularly are impressed with Lil Richard being unavailable for the foreseeable future.

    and in a weird way— I kind of don’t blame them — I’m covered in my own sadness, can’t even stand up straight— maybe i needed an intervention after all—

    xoxo
    LR

    P.S. I can’t stop comparing myself to Little Chanel Santini . It’s sadly not a fair comparison. I’m scared that I’m gonna throw up sitting down at the thought. Please send help!!
     
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    Day 8:

    Dear Diary,

    Feels like forever since I’ve written but I couldn’t even get out of bed today. What’s the point ? Can’t even stretch my legs and it appears like my partying days are not coming back anytime soon.

    Richard and the Warden were watching Hallmark Christmas movies last night and for whatever reason , I just started crying . Maybe it’s the sappy overly dramatic love story but I just couldn’t help myself — I’m a weepy mess.

    Also, the warden has been tracing her fingers along the bars of my cage like she just wants me to know that she’s the boss now.

    I call bullshit, but if she wants to party in her office , well— Im down with it!

    I’ve never gone this long without vomiting profusely and now I can’t stop drooling.

    I feel like I’ve gone to the dentist and they’ve shot me full of novacaine but shit— better erase that part before the Warden gets any more dumb ideas.

    I didn’t even get a trial— was there not any reasonable doubt?

    ok, Richard and I’s browsing history must have been reviewed. fuck!

    talk about a buzzkill— anyway, going to roll over and go back to bed now— not much point in standing up anyway.


    Xoxo
    LR
     
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    Day 9:

    dear Diary,

    there have been disturbing developments regarding my neighbor Analiese.

    let’s get something straight, most of the time she’s a dirty girl. Doesn’t clean herself like she should, has the occasionally awful stench coming from her quarters — but usually doesn’t resolve itself until Richard hoses her down in and outside her dormitory.

    I woke up for a moment earlier— my entire world was being shaken — and I witnessed the most unspeakable act of partying I had ever witness. She was doing what I can only imagine is called a buttchug.

    I get nauseous just thinking about it but all I could see was her house being somehow impounded and with each jack hammer I would puke in my mouth a little bit.

    of course I heard the Warden laughing as this happened — something about ‘milking’

    It makes me queasy whenever I think of what I witnessed.

    apparently she’s a tough cookie because I take a glance out of the bars of my cage and there she is — sleeping like a baby after partying all day,

    I’d call it being jealous but I’m not sure what to feel— I just know that it brought a strange satisfaction in me to watch her domain be crushed over and over and over again.

    what does that say about me?

    anyway— back to sleep again …. God it’s so boring around here.


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    Richard,

    What is it with us incarcerated brothers? Why do we take this unusual pleasure in watching the home invasions to the likes of our neighbors such as Analiese?

    My neighbor, Rose Budd, seems to have endured several home invasions lately. And I just sat by and watched like you did.

    I suppose I was just jealous. At least SHE gets to party.

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    Rose Bud had endured so many Home invasions recently and all you could is watch and let it happen, powerless to act


    If I could give you 100 likes for this, I totally would Randy Pantze
     
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    Well, I for one am appalled! Aghast! Ashamed of the pair of you! What is this world when two previously upstanding citizens do not feel they can take a stand against this tyranny!

    Only last week, my entrance broken through. Blatant disregard for my property I tell you. Severe structural damage. It’s draughty here now! In this day and age, with the prices skyrocketing. Do you think I deserve this? And for what? Blatant vandalism. Covering my walls in a slimey mess, days to get rid of. Who would do that? And for what? A failed attempt to get to my home entertainment system!

    It’s just jolly good that they were fumbling around in the dark. Oh yes. It’s acts like this that could make you sick!

    Yet, here you are taking great satisfaction in this heinous intrusion. How dare you hide away, with your high security, looking down at the less fortunate.

    I am shocked,

    Mrs Fanny Brown.
     
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    Fanny,

    While I admit to taking a little vicarious pleasure in seeing Rose Budd getting her comeuppance, rest assured I was bound by duty and unable to render her any aid.

    My attitude these days, if I gotta live in a cage, I might as well enjoy what happens to my neighbors!

    Randy Pantze
     
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    Day 10:

    Dear Diary,

    The bait and switch I've experienced in the last several days has been nothing if not exceptionally cruel. I woke up suddenly in the shower--- no cage or bars surrounding me. Is this it? Am I free? The warm water splashing all around me told me it didn't matter as long as it continued. It even seemed like that dumbass Richard was going to shake some sense into ourselves but before I even had a chance to fully stretch, they slammed my cell shut right on my head.

    As if I were a toddler too little to ride some sort of ride , a poetic "breath of freedom before returning to solitary confinement." At least I got to touch my favorite bean bag before they locked the doors.

    Not to mention, the lovecraftian-horror-story-turned-my-reality has continued. While also free, dumbass Richard had apparently invited some french fella , Guy LaDouche , into the shower with us and I don't know what in the fresh hell he was supposed to be orchestrating between Guy and Analiese but let's just say I think the sewer smells rosey by comparison. God, she's such a slut. No shame either, just burps and falls back asleep like nothing happened.

    Unbelievable.

    This all is like a car crash in slow motion-- I can't avert my eyes and I don't know if I should be mortified or excited.

    I am starting to hear things, startling me awake at night-- like I'm levitating my cell upwards and outwards.....only to feel the cold , stark reality of my new normal send me crashing back down again.

    More soon, diary. Hopefully nothing worse to report than what I've already mentioned in the interim.


    xoxo
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    Be careful Little Richard! Whenever that douche Guy LaDouche comes around there's gonna be trouble. If there is some way you can warn Analiese.....she is about to get invaded.
     
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    dear mr. pantze,

    I appreciate your concern and I think in my unprofessional opinion that there is poison involved.

    Why?

    LaDouche goes in, shortly after he leaves, all she can do is vomit the most unspeakable of material.
    And it's like he's some sort of sadist as there is rarely just one visit-- at least 2-3 in a short time period.

    Afterwards, he's nowhere to be found but I'm going to be watching intently to see what comes of this.

    I hope it's not involving me, strangely.


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    Lil Richie,

    I don't think that douche LaDouche wants anything to do with you. I've seen this way too many times. You are going to press your face up against the bars and watch as Analiese receives multiple visitors. At least she will have recovered quickly from her illness.

    Sure, you are going to feel a little lonely. Jealous perhaps. But this is what good neighbors do: they watch, pay attention, and call for help if truly there's a need.

    Be a good neighbor!

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    RP,

    You may be right.

    The truth is, the more it goes on and the more visitors she has, it really pleases me in a way that I can't describe. Not in a stand-up and cheer sort of way, but rather in a 'I'm so happy for her I could puke" kind of way.
    Almost as if I can close my eyes and imagine that party going on over there, and I just relive my glory days through her.

    Maybe I am getting more sensitive after all. Huh.

    Anyway, Thanks for the moral support!


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    Day 11:

    dear Diary,

    This one will be short — shorter than the current cage I’m confined in .

    why am I drooling so heavily?

    Is this some sort of detox? It’s like I’m teething but clearly have no teeth to begin with. I’d apologize to my beanbag if it made sense to but nothing makes much sense anymore — I started drooling when I saw pictures of my peers in cages too.

    Am I a sadist AND a masochist for feeling that?

    Either way, it seems humiliating me makes me drool. Im small and pathetic and I hope this ends as quickly as it began .

    More soon when I’m feeling up for it

    xoxo
    LR
     
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