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    Good to see you back. :angel:
     
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    MW, Deja vu! i'm sure i've heard that before! :tongue:

    So yeah i'm back more dom than ever now, got a bit of a ruthless and wicked side thats come out of me, i'm trying to chanel all my moody, angry i'm now a non smoker energy into something productive.

    I keep having thoughts about smoking, how good it is, how much I love it, Why is it so hard!!!!!? I'm only on day 2 by the way, nearly cracked in tesco just then, seeing all the cigarettes in their shiny packets. Mmmm Marlboro lights! Damn it!

    Kris is being supportive though, think he likes the extra time i seem to have in my days now, and seems to kiss me a lot more, he used to kiss me but alot more now if that makes sense?

    Got a full day of training with kris today, well after i've done my housework.

    Hope everyone is good
     
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    There's a thought... maybe if I go on a diet I will have non-eating energy to express! :happy0195:
     
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    Lol! @ MW! I've found that all i wanna do is eat now! so i'm going to have to enforce a diet on myself. I was well behaved and had salad with kris for dinner.

    He's being a lil sweethart at the mo, I just trained him in how to apply makeup to my liking and then he just gave me a bath and pampered me, it was bliss, all those bubbles and a glass of lemonade, I'm not drinking on a school night :innocent0002:

    Think we should watch a dvd now, alien was on last night so we watched it, even though Kris bought me the box set with all 4 in it, fancy watching aliens, then sex and the city tomorrow night!!! glad i preordered it!! :jumping0036:

    So i'm on my 2nd day as a non smoker, i got through it, Does anybody else smoke or quit? I'd like as much advice as possible on how to stay strong and stop, everywhere I go theres a smoker! Just looked up pics on the net and found this one of Brian from Placebo, it's made me want to smoke but also femme Kris up even more!
     

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    I used to smoke... have been smoke free about 5 years now. It took me about 2 years and 200 tries to actually quite. Best advice i can give is to just keep trying! If you fall off the wagon don't sweat it, get back on and keep going!

    A couple of things that helped me quite was sleeping a lot and working out (normally until i was so exhuasted i could barely walk!). I did that for about 3 months to get over the initial cravings and then settled into a more normal workout routine.

    Wish i could say i stil work out, but that is another story!
     
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    Thank you for the advice newsub4a.

    I'm on my forth day now and i could commit murder! :evilgrin0020: i'm ok though, keeping myself busy, playin on the ps3, watchin dvd's, cleaning the flat and spending money (on pants) :party0042: i'll post a pic of the ones i'm getting, they're a bit cool. Makes me wonder how i kept an underwear fetish whilst smoking 20 a day!

    Last night, nothing to report, we watched sex and the city then went to bed and slept! :sad0137: (jeez, i'm going mad with the new smilies - blame MW for that lol!) I want nothing more to get back to being the full on dom i was, i know i'm getting there eventually. I feel/know Kris is disapointed with the lack of play (If ya dont wanna say it to me Kris, I'll still read it in your blog cos you'll write it in there) I'm disapointed in the lack of play too!

    Argh!! i need a cig!! maybe when my new pants come i'll feel good/better about myself, at the mo i'm tired, worried and in desperate need of a ciggarette!!!!!!

    I'll keep ya all up to date on day 5 of my non smoking (hell) about how things go tonight,

    Take care all.
     

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    Wow... if the model is in the box by accident, can you send him my way when you're done with him?!

    Did you love SATC? I cried from the opening credits all the way through to the closing credits... no exaggeration. I'm trying to get hold of the special edition with interviews etc.

    Go smileys! :jumping0044:
     
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    I loved it! Kris says he hated it, he's a liar!! He kept sayin Carrie should not be with Big, she should be with Aiden! that coming from someone who don't like it lol!

    If the model comes in the box, i may keep him as a bull :anim_63: (not really, only said that to wind Kris up) so yeah i'll send him your way
     
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    I must admit, it grated massively with me that she was with Big, but then it always did.

    Didn't like Aiden either. I don't think she ever really had anyone I liked, Lol!
     
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    I think she should have married the shoes! They're her real love, or maybe Stanford! :happy0011:
     
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    Agreed! Either way, you're right... then Stanford would have got his inheritance!
     
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    And they could have spent it on more shoes! And Stanford would have got his dream of the Vera Wang dress, but only Bigger!
     
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    Kris has updated his diary so wreckon i should do mine, I've managed 2weeks of not smoking which is really good for me!

    Kris said last night it's as if i've never smoked and he doesn't even remember me as a smoker, I do! but then i'm thinking of all the money i'm going to save and all the toys i can buy for me and Kris, well thats after i've bought the new Tomb raider for my ps3 but it isn't out til next month so there's plenty of time.

    Things have been a little quiet, we had some really amazing play time over the weekend, which was brilliant, getting back into the swing of things and everything, it's been quiet though through the week as we both work full time and are a bit sleepy of a night time, it has been nice though we've enjoyed each others company a lot more.

    I know i've said it twice now but I shall deffo be updating my blog more often now.
     
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    Lol @ you.

    Glad you had a great weekend, and a big :jumping0044: on the not smoking. Apparently it takes 21 days to make or break a habit... so not long until that goal now!
     
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    I feel like :character0028: at the mo haha! I seem to have alot more energy since the non smoking. It's all good.

    Kris has been amazing during the non smoking, last night i went out with a smoker and he was like you best not be going for a cig, i wasn't i wouldnt dream of it, but it was just nice to have that support there.

    I'm planning a night of fun for us both tonight, don't really want to go into much detail at this moment because I know Kris will probably read my blog before hand and i really dont want any surprises to be ruined.

    I will let you all know how our night of kink goes as soon as I know how it goes hehe!

    On a poo note, the PA is out now, it was a battle with myself where I was adimant it was staying in, a loosing battle me thinks as the hole in my banjo string has still yet to disapear, even with a smaller piece of jewelery. Boo! i loved that peircing, think i may get a 2nd in my tongue which is kinda my joint fave peircing of my 7.
     
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    So Kris posts more than me! I'm not having that lol! :party0042:

    Kris has posted about our doings last night, i don't really have much to add to it, apart from it was amazing, i've missed seeing Kris like that, 100% submited, moaning away like a porn star, it was hot, me liked it. I knew summit was going to happen last night, I was more my horny self and couldnt control my urges in the car on the way home from our night out :party0023:
    starting by talking dirty to him in the car, then getting my hard cock out as he was driving and teasing him.
    I felt like i was getting back to my naughty fun ways, i never wanna go back to bein mundane and tired. Things are soo good!

    Hope everyone else is good!
     
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    Seem' like i'm not the only one bein quiet on the mansion, so i've decided that even though i don't have much to report i'm gonna do it anyway, just so peeps know i'm alive.

    Got home from work tonight and Kris had been out for takeaway, mmmm char sui! me likes, and rose wine! me likes even more!! :happy0167:

    I'm knackered after my day at work, I want nothing more than to play with Kris, keep our kinky momentum going, it seemed to hit a brick wall last night, Kris was whacking me off, and it was taking me ages to cum, i guess my heart wasn't in it, i want nothing more than play. I don't know what was wrong, it just felt like something was missing.

    I'm sure it'll all get good soon, we both work shitty hours and are both always tired, the new addition to our family is a like a child too, always stealing our attention, always wanting to join in when me and Kris hug.

    I'll keep you upto date though,

    On another note does anyone know where maid muffy is?
     
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    Guilty as charged!

    Not sure actually! Send her a message perhaps?
     
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    Still not much to report i'm afraid, Kris and me are stil tired out, last night i got home from work, Kris had got chinese in and a bottle of wine, we also had some cake, it was nice.

    I ended up in bed at 10.30 which sucked, I was too tired to do anything, Kris came through after finishing a film he was watching, which I thought was poo and didn't want to watch, we had some snuggle time, which turned into him whackin me off, I enjoyed it, but afterwards I got the same feeling from the night before, I want more! Don't get me wrong (especially you Kris) if your reading this, Kris does drive me wild and bedroom events are always amazing! I just want to feel completley in charge and dominant.

    We're planning a weekend of couple time which will be amazing, I know things will get back to normal.
     
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    You can't go full tilt all the time, I don't believe it is physically or emotionally possible.

    Weekends are there for a break from work to help you recharge, so maybe you need a mid-week break from D/s so you *know* you are going to have a quiet night???

    Not especially romantic or spontaneous, but at least if you have one night "off" there's no pressure and you can both do as you please and get an early night if necessary?

    I'm before coffee, very sleepy and probably not making sense. Lol. :animal0017:
     
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    Makes all the sense in the world and was very well spoken.
     
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    Well our planned weekend of couple time didn't go as expected, there was me thinking of a vanilla weekend full of ps3 playing and dvd watching, Let's put it this way, thats not what I got!

    Things started to pick up on the Thursday night, me and Kris started having sex again which was great, it was quite vanilla like, but I still felt all dominant, throwin Kris around abit and making him do what I wanted! Go Me!! :party0042:

    Friday morning was pretty much the same, we both woke up horny and could not keep our hands of each other!

    On Saturday after the food shop we went to the adult shop and made a few purchases, some love eggs for kris, and some hotpants and a flogger for me, we rushed home and tried them out. I've had a crop before but i think theres something better with the flogger, how you can tease rather than straight up inflict pain, Kris loved it too!

    He seems to love my pants also, I feel well hot in them! it's bizarre how I have all these issues with self confidence but stick me in some sexy pants and i come outta my shell, it's all good though.

    I'm back to being a happy master now! Yay!
     
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    Things are a bit quiet at the mo, both me and Kris are back to work, i'm full of a cold and generally feel like shite.

    I've wanted nothing more than to dominate Kris since the weekend, plough straight ahead as we started at the weekend by getting back to our roles, alas this aint happened but me and Kris are still good, we've spent alot of time talking ang hugging (kris hugs are the best in the wholest world!) :love0077:

    Things are not kinky at the mo, but they are really nice, we hardly see each other cos of work comitments :animal0017: but we seem to appreciate the time we have together so there are no complaints from me.
    :happy0030:
     
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    After a bit of a row last night me and kris are all good again, we had a stoopid argument over my silly insicurities, well they aint silly but they are, I know that makes no sence what so ever, it does in my head though and it's my blog lol! :anim_35:

    I took Kris to get peirced today, a favourite thing of mine, he's slowly catching up to me in the number I have, eek! must get more done myself :anim_01:

    This all started during our makeup sex this morning, Kris was telling me that he wanted to submit more in public and also be trained to be a fully fledged sissy gurl, as i was licking his nipples, slowly teasing him i decided right you wanna submit, your getting them peirced, the subject had been raised before on several occasions but nothing ever came of it. I'm glad he got them done, on the downside he has both, i only have one, so now his look better than mine :confused0086: lol! but on the plus side he looks super hot and also proved how much he wanted to submit.

    I'm all happy at the moment *how many times have I wrote that and then been fuming in my next blog* But yeah seriously this time, it feels like we're having a new start and to tell the truth i'm excited to see what becomes of it.
     
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    Hiya, just checking in!

    If it makes you feel any better, I think 2 nipples pierced is much more a "girlie" thing, so that's better for kris. :animal0008:

    Glad you're being able to deal with the arguments before/during, rather than stewing for days.... that sucks.
     
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