I love being in chastity, but... Because of it, sometimes I do things I regret. Last weekend, I engage in a financial domination session with a lovely Mistress. I knew what it was about and She was honest right from the start. She said She was going to takemy money and She took more than I’d like to admit. I can't blame Her, I was begging Her to do it. What bothers me, is that if I had not been locked in chastity (I have been for one week), I would not have given Her as much money. I would have masturbated with the first tribute and moved on. I would not have been so easily taken advantage of. I love that being in chastity makes me feel so submissive, but I hate that it makes it so easy for any beautiful women to take advantage of me. The worst part is that I want to do it again, because it turns me on, because I’m still aroused, because I can't have an orgasm, because I'm locked in chastity. It’s a vicious circle. I find myself wondering if I should give up chastity. I have a lot of thinking to do. In the mean time, don’t worry about me. I’ve installed Cold Turkey on my PC and blocked access to all porn site, clip store and webcam sites for one week, while I figure stuff out about myself.
Made your bed now sleep in it, comes to mind. However I do understand that being frustrated sexually could drive you to do some extreme things but what's the attraction of someone taking your money. I can understand a dominant partner getting a kick from controlling your spending or what you purchase to some extent, but to just take it.....? Please educate me.
I'm not sure. You'd have to ask a financial domme. Maybe because it's an extrem form of power exchange.
Sorry, you'd said you'd begged for it and as I understood your post it was agreed on before hand. I personally would agree on some kind of control could be kinky, but I would not let someone just take money from me, pro domme or not. I suppose this is subjective to how much money you have. For me taking £5 out my pocket would be a major financial act of dominance x
Well...I did meet someone today, who seems very nice. I'm still having a hard time to trust, but she's taking it easy on me. So I have hope! Who knows, in a week, I may be even bitter than I am or the happiest person in the world. So far she's really cool...