I love being in chastity, but... Because of it, sometimes I do things I regret. Last weekend, I engage in a financial domination session with a lovely Mistress. I knew what it was about and She was honest right from the start. She said She was going to takemy money and She took more than I’d like to admit. I can't blame Her, I was begging Her to do it. What bothers me, is that if I had not been locked in chastity (I have been for one week), I would not have given Her as much money. I would have masturbated with the first tribute and moved on. I would not have been so easily taken advantage of. I love that being in chastity makes me feel so submissive, but I hate that it makes it so easy for any beautiful women to take advantage of me. The worst part is that I want to do it again, because it turns me on, because I’m still aroused, because I can't have an orgasm, because I'm locked in chastity. It’s a vicious circle. I find myself wondering if I should give up chastity. I have a lot of thinking to do. In the mean time, don’t worry about me. I’ve installed Cold Turkey on my PC and blocked access to all porn site, clip store and webcam sites for one week, while I figure stuff out about myself.