susieq's life...good and bad ;)

Nope didn't do it ...a sissymaids job is to serve and please,not go to funkytown ....it's all good my Goddess :whipbang:

 

Mmmmmmmmmm what a day may bring,woke up this morning as happy as a lark ,feeling great ,doing my sis inlaw a favor and that is just what makes me feel like i have a purpose in the grand scheme of things ,it just feels right to me ,talked to Mistress and i know she's very happy and i think that is soooooooooo very cool,rachel and missy all there at once how cool can that be ??...but come home and get the dreaded phone call,the one that slaps your ass so very back into reality 'mind ya this ain't a whine fest but damn!!! one of my oldest and dearest friends jill who's husband died of brain cancer 8 years ago told me that her daughter has the same thing,never smoked ,drank nothing,33 years old 2 small kids 2 and 4 wtf!!!!...i've known her since the day she was born ughhhhhhhh but anyways i called her today at the hospital and we talked abit and she said please ronnie make me smile for a minute,at this point i'm trying not to cry my ass off in front of her on the phone (stiff upper lip!!)sheeeessshhhh and i'm a cry baby but she said you know what i just thought of something you did when i was young that you and my dad did years ago and laughed her ass off and i'm not even gonna say what that was but if you never think that you don't make a difference or impact a life ,think again ,you probably did!! as much as it hurts it made me feel good at the same time ,going to drive 50 miles to go see her tomorrow and give her the hug from hell or heaven ...lifes short people give it your best shot!! love ya Mistress and every one here ,sorry about the rant but just had to let it go :love0064:

 

Thank you tanya and rachel you both are very dear to me, i probably shouldn't have put this here but really didn't have anyone to talk to and i sure as hell wasn't going to call Mistress Michelle although i really wanted to but i'm not that crazy (yet)it just took the wind outta my sails and very unexpected so i needed to vent it ,very sorry all ,she will be home saturday but going up today with her mother just a lil pick me up if ya will ...stupergurl signing off ,thanks for the hug i needed it love ya'llllllllllllllll

 

Was a rough time but hung in there,and that ain't easy if your me in those situations but for the most part was pretty nice i guess ,had to drink 15 beers to fill my tearducts back up but runnin with a full tank now ....lifes good,embrace it and never let go,Curtseys with a tear

 

Just so ya know that everydays not a bad one,my wonderful son closes today on his first home (very proud btw)Mistress Michelle and her wonderful pets wedding anniversery and my ex wifes birthday grrrrrrrr on that one lmao, the suns out and how cool is that i ask ya ? love ya'lllllllll :happy0158:

 

:blink: This could only happen to me !!! i have no idea what i ever did to piss God off so badly but seems i did a pretty good job lol,anyways as per Mistress Michelles request to get my hair colored i thought i'll get my buddy toots to help as she does hair and i have no idea,so i go on over and she wants her grass cut so i said i'll tell ya what if you do my hair i'll cut your grass, seem fair enough?? i thought so but a grass cutting i go and not sure where her property line is exactly so i just kinda over shot it just to be sure,well it seems toots and her neighbor have been in a pissin contest for years (not a big surprise to me btw) and i see the lady come out and look with her hand on her hip and not smilling (ya'll know that look ??) lol so i'm thinking hmmmmmmmm oh well no biggie (yeah right) next thing i know a cop pulls in the driveway and i'm thinking oh hell no lol BUSTED not for smokin grass just cutting it!!! ,all i have on is a pair of shorts that are so short my tiny clitty cock is almost hanging out (now thems some short shorts) so into the police car i go ,got my hands in my lap and was almost getting horny not sure why?? man in a uniform??? anyways i'm about to get charged for trespassing and i tell the cop and i quote are you fucking kidding me?? sorry bout the f word Mistress was all i could come up with :mellow: so anyways we talk abit and i say if it we're your property and i cut some of it would be less you would have to cut right?? ,he agrees and said this is really a waste of my time and i say ya think??? he tells me well next time don't cross the line please(next time my ass!!!)so i did get my hair done,son bought the house,not gonna say how many beers i had after that but was a few lol was a pretty good day i guess ,love and a curtsey Mistress

 

I sure will Mistress and can't wait to see you both even though you won't be there for the most part thank God it's not the ss susie q ship huh lol i wouldn't even get on that one <_< ....lol rachel i think i'll call my show,SO YOU THINK YOU CAN SCREW UP ,betting my $ on that one ,love ya'lllllllllllllllllll very much

 

B) A pretty good day yesterday for the most part i went to an outdoor event for home of the brave (vetrans) was hotter than a ....... but didn't kill me ,had 4 bands,all the food a beer included for $15 and believe me i can drink way more than $15 worth of beer but anyways they had a raffle going on various items and had one for a $50 gift certificate for a tattoo so my cheap ass spent a dollar and guess what? i won it and i know that $50 isin't much towards a tattoo but it's that much more i don't have to spend (have i ever mentioned i'm a cheap slut)lol so as soon as Mistress can tell me what she would like i'm on my way to get it ,Love you Mistress :love0071:

 

damn been awhile since i've posted....dust's her broom

The ten things ya don't do

#1 DON'T FALL IN LOVE
#2read above!!!
#3put everything thats within you towards the person you love or worship
#4Make them feel like the Goddess or

 

Hmmm really screwing this up
Always make them feel like the Goddess or Master they really are ...they love you
#5Never listen to me
#6Be the best person you can ever be no matter what
#7read above !!
# 8 Love everything and hold onto it like it might be the last time...might be
#9 Hmmmmm this is the stuff you should be doing
#10...Nevermind

 

B) hmmmmm needs dustin....whole bunch a crazy crap now....heres a song i thought of at the gathering and it's dumb as hell but here we go
based on the song of green acres the tv show
Farmvilleeeeeeee is the life for rick
onnnnnnnnn it so much it makes Mistress sick!!
reclinerrrrrr spread so far and wide
build a workshop susie and get the m/fer outside
ricks turn
i get allergic smellin hay
just sit right here and type all day
sellin and trading is the only way
don't spend no money feedin em is all i'll say
dee dee dee dee dee dee


MMs
build a chair ya some bitch
don'tttttt make me go cut a swtch
the only sittin ya'll be doing soon
isa trying out the product you'll be making and hummin a tune
dee dee dee dee dee dee
MM ,fresh air
rick,a chair
MM the chores
rick it's cold shut the door
LIFE IS A WONDERFUL THING and together they are there yeah i know it's pretty stupid but what the hell ...takes another toke hmmmmmmmmm

 

PS ,all that of us that know and love Mistress and wonderful pet know what i'm talking about ,the rest hmmmmm sorry just seems crazy i guess lol ...can't wait to see them and then off to see my wonderful son ...loves a burstin in me me and hard to control but gives everyone a kiss,hug and a curtsey

 

Trying to think of who did that song?,i know it by heart lol hmmmmmmmmmm with the weed also the memories ,mind goes first they say :unsure:

 

A wonderful pic of Mistress and you btw at the bottom

 

T'was the night before Christmas
And at my brothers house
Not a braincell was stirrin
Not even the mouse

The lasanga sittin on the counter
Froozen stiff as a corpse
Drinkin to myself
Could it get even worse

And of course it did
couse it's just my luck
Makes a sissy gurl
Wanna say them words ,mother ....

But alas not allowed to
So i'll keep it to myself
A night with them fools
Make ya wonder about your mental health

Gets better as rent a center backs in
to take back the computer
couse the money they didn't send

It's christmas my mountain of a sis inlaw bellows
I knew right then i'd better drink til my skin turns yellow
A toke ya say ,why sure make it two
By now my skins a turnin blue

A sissymaids work is never done
So i put the dinner in the oven
I guess i'm the only one
With enough sense to turn it on
I'm tellin ya folks them people are gone

Bloods thicker than water so they say
If ya thin it out with enough beer
You might even hear me say
I love ya'll really but
Next year i'm gonna stay

In a ditch with a bum
Or a roadside cafe
Anything but that
To the Lord i pray

But their family and all
I should count my blessings
Hmmmmmmm what comes after 1
Another beer
Have a wonderful Christmas Ya'lllllll :blink: