This post is mainly about my mind set. Since i was a kid, as most CD's start wearing moms, sisters, or a friends sisters clothes at a young age. I put on my friends moms bikini when i was about 8 and saw myself stealing her skirts, panties and bras. Thier daughter was my age and more my size and style so of course i stole those too. I have always been a straight normal male with a fetish of being controlled, forced to dress and act like a lady, and serve a cock. But as most its always been kept to myself. Throught the last 20 ish years i have continued to dress on and off behind my ladies back. Recently my new gf said she wabted me to be caged and she like control, but wont touch my ass and deff wont dress me up. We got my first cage about a week ago. My clitty as i know see what i am, is almost 9 inches long and extremely thick. The cage I recieved had several rings and of course the biggest one fit very snug, but tolerable. When i tried to put the cute pink cage on my clit, it instantly went hard and wouldnt go on at all. I lubed the crap out of thw cage, iced my clitty and finally got it on about half-way onto my soft clit, and locked it. There was 2/3's of my clit overflowing the cage, it felt so good. Next my plug came in. And I have been caged for about 4 straight days now, plugged every day for about 16 hrs a day. I have been looking at sissy hypnosis videos, cd pictures/videos, and i realize i am ment to serve. I am a sissy! My only worry and fear is where i am and my reputation. I really what to move far away and start over as a women where noone knows me! The minute i was locked up i knew! Life is better in panties, with my pussy filled!