Subkliks weekend and super extended subspace

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    I think this is a good place to post this, even though i have an very very busy schedule and i am unable to even post comments on others threads often for time constraints. Well here goes, and i will see how many times i can post updates, hope you enjoy.

    Wow is the only word i can think of. This past weekend was definitely the start of a new stronger and better and more fun lifestyle for my Wife and i. It started Friday night with a strap on experience where she expertly massaged my prostate with her "dick".
    i had the most amazing orgasm ever, (with help from her hand) then i found myself in a state of subspace that i haven't known since my 20's when i served my first ever mistress and began my journey.

    i might mention i have been getting testosterone shots from the Dr. and this is a major contributing factor. Also my Wife although in midde years herself still has a body that competes with any woman in her 20's it is hard to understand how i could ever have slept beside her without a raging erection, most would say she would be enough, why do you need shots? Anyway i am digressing, since this weekend i have been unable to stop myself from shaking and desperately begging for whatever i want especially sexually.and quivering uncontrollably when she denies me.
    i confessed to her that i was still in subspace and that i was in such a state that should She decide to spank be publicly or walk me with a leash i would comply. Normally? NO way i want to keep our stuff private.

    Now both of those scenes are unlikely to happen but what we did do was a first, although the afforementioned first Mistress sent me to a grocery store with restraints on my ankles and wrists wearing panties that stuck out my shorts, nothing could come close to this weekend.
    We went to a public park with a picnic. She brought only one set of utensils for her to use of course and nothing for me to use. She sat on a bench in a fairly secluded area and i laid on the ground in front of her where i could easily kiss her feet. She ate like a goddess and every single scrap of food i ate was off of her feet. i had yogurt, chicken and cookies all from her feet and between her toes.
    W/we knew we would never get caught but it was fun thinking there was even a slim chance of being caught. It goes without saying that i was locked up during this event and wearing pink panties which she asked me to discreetly show her while i was down on the grass at her feet.
    When we got home and showered i was in such a state that i had to confess that i was not able to control myself when alone.
    She took the unusual step of locking me back up after we had showered and clicked the lock personally before i was allowed to leave the bathroom. i have told her that with this new level i don't trust myself anylonger and i am locked up 24/7 now. Her orgasms are off the charts, however and i service her orally for an amazing long time and i am permitted intecourse without cumming only. i have not had an orgasm for quite some time now.

    The last time i was at work unlocked i needed to call Her every half hour trying to keep myself together. This is why i need constant lock up it seems. So...WOW, i feel like a teenager again and so incredibly under her. i can't believe i can still feel like this in my middle years. i can't believe She can be like this after 23 years and raising our 5 grown children.
    Luckier than i have ever been!!!
    subklik!!
    (in subspace)
     
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    Wow that sounds awesome! I'm glad things awe working out well for you. May I ask why you're getting testosterone shots?
    If it's for erection issues I would have thought a DR. would give you little blue pills. I know it's none of my business but am curious.
     
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    I used have low testosterone. My Doc prescribed Androgel. It's a gel I rub on my shoulders every morning. Before I started I couldn't maintain an erection, Now I'm hard all several times a day, and I sleep a lot better.
     
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    Hi Smaug and happy cats:


    No problems with the "none of my business" thing I am the one who posted it after all.
    The fact is when you have any medical issues it is best to correct the root cause and for me it was T- levels that had dropped off the charts.
    For Mrs.Klik and i our sex life has from the beginning always been voracious. It had been intercourse at least once a day if we were busy but when we had (have) time it was twice or up to six times a day. We would have so much sex and really good passionate sex, that my parts would suffer abrasion from constant use.
    In recent years it had gradually dropped off to once or twice a week and that was me performing just to keep her happy as I had no interest in sex at all.

    So if you correct the testosterone it all fell back into place, for me at least. The blue pills would only at best mask a problem like this. Viagra or Cialis might have given me an erection which would have pissed me off because i would have to have sex to get rid of it. i wasn't even interested in sex and the blue pills can't change that.
    When your t-levels get low your hormone levels rise and you gain wait in areas you normally don't. I grew small breasts usefull for the dressing stuff as it filled out a "A" cup but useless because i never felt like playing anymore really. i got to be seriously bitchy.

    So back to the present, this last several months has been a gradual build up to where i was before. i am in fact as randy as a teenager. So I recommend the Testosterone replacement IF it is the root of the problem. i know of the gel and the patch, i chose the needle route.

    However the new found or (restored natural) horniness creates another problem. A problem that Mrs. Klik and I have known in the past. Abrasions on my penis frm over use!
    Even with not being allowed to cum my, wait a minute she has it locked and has the key and told me it was hers and i can never have it back so ummm....Her cock is suffering right now and is under Mistress orders to rest,
    Hah, if She lets me.

    So i am sure i will be keeping this thread up as long as i can.






    subklik! (is horny all the time just like a teenager)
     
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    More of the same, however I have been locked now for six days and have been satisfying my Wife every day orally.
    This is actually unusual for us as she usually enjoys intercourse but then she is enjoying Her power more than ever.

    This is not a huge or sexy entry this time because if I continue this I want to reflect on the reality of living this fantasy within the parameters of a loving relationship.

    way cool weekend coming up!

    more to cum;
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    Wow again!

    my Wife and Master has gone to a new level, She has taken complete really COMPLETE control of me.
    i actually quiver when she enters a room. She whips me regularly and no longer has any guilt issues about hurting me.

    i am in blissful subspace for near three weeks now. She is doing things She would never consider even a year ago.
    I am constantly locked up especially when i am not with her. I am usually unlocked at night so she can play with Her cock. Her cock is not allowed to cum at all but must be hard and large for Her at Her whim.
    This morning she tied me to the bed and told me to stay, while She went to the store. She came back with diapers!
    She put one on me and left me there for three hours. She came several times to talk, She told me She may want to brand me!! Where did that come from? Then she asked me if i would still love Her if She NEVER allowed me to cum again. You all know what i said, same as any sub in that space. i vowed that i was her toy and my whole body and being was for Her pleasure and amusement. Her pleasure is more important than my orgasm and i get more pleasure out of pleasing her than i do an orgasm anyway.

    She allowed me to change my diaper and put another on me and locked my pants by the front loops with a padlock, then put me in a dress shirt untucked to hide the lock we went out shopping for a shirt and for a suit jacket like that. Then we came home and she left me again! That was 2;Oclock PM and it is now 7:pM my diaper is not very wet yet but i must stay in it until about midnite!

    Wow, She is deeelightfully out of control.

    subklik
     
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    Subklik,

    That sounds awesome!

    My wife has me locked up in a CB6000 with another six weeks to go of my sentence (it was given to me for back talking her).

    I'm a huge diaper/AB/humiliation fan and she often assigns me an outfit for my cleaning duties around the house on the weekends.

    Keep us informed as to your progress--sounds like your wife has taken to this with a vengeance!

    Bobby
     
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    Saturday evening about 7 I was called and instructed to pack a bag for overnight.
    At 8 O’clock Master comes home and She tells me we are going away till tomorrow.
    She is a bit upset with me for some minor infractions and this was why She ordered me into a diaper.
    She wanted me to feel humiliation while i was being lectured.
    We pack up and head out, here I am locked up in a CB6000 and in a diaper and panties on top of the diaper, being driven in a car i bought and i still had the nerve to talk back and get angry with Master.
    She drove in silence for an hour and i knew i would be in trouble. We drove to her uncle’s farm in silence mostly but the last hour of the trip found me begging her to forgive me and cheer up. She took my hand and expressed her hurt to me and i felt so small. We arrived at midnight and we were in love again.
    Her uncle is a gentleman farmer with 500 acres and he is a kind gentle sweet man. He recently gave us a substantial financial gift for no reason at all except that he is so happy to see his niece so well treated by a man, and wishes us the best love for all of our lives together. That’s how loving he is and my Master is his favourite niece.
    Before going to bed that night she decided that i needed to be spanked for my behaviour earlier. We would go tomorrow into the woods and select a fresh branch from a suitable tree and i would be whipped with it until i had stripes all over my ass. Then i just had to wait and endure the torture of knowing i would be beaten badly tomorrow. I was also to wear a diaper for the whole weekend.
    The next day Sunday we awoke and i was transformed into a scared little boy. i was still wearing a CB6000, diapers and snug panties over all that. i was still forbidden from using the toilet except for bowel movements. Master is not into that kind of play, thank god.
    This day was torture! First her uncle took us out for breakfast and met some friends of his and i was really in a strange headspace but i warmed up to them and "normalled up" until one of them mentioned it had been a certain number of years since she had seen my Master and instantly i realized that Master had brought her boyfriend here to meet them when she was cuckolding me. i was humiliated silently over that, as this “game” came close to Master and i breaking up. I hate remembering that time.
    She put her hand on me to stop me going to the loo, and gave me “the look” i knew what that meant...use the diaper.
    Going back to the ranch we were met with visiting neighbors who chit chatted about country/small town type of gossip as i was forced to sit and be sociable when all i wanted to do was get this punishment OVERWITH!! Sigh...Master was being the perfect elegant lady and my mood was slipping deeper and deeper into subspace. Uncle was noticing and became concerned for me. He has known of my severe health issues in years past, and though i was looking flush. i was, just not for the reasons he thought.
    Finally uncle took a late afternoon nap, and Master and i went for our walk in the woods. Equipped with pruning shears and a pocket knife we strolled hand in hand towards the woods. You would have thought i was being shot the way i stumbled and trembled. i began begging for mercy and forgiveness. Master said forgiving me was easy because she loves me so deeply and that i forgave her for her misdeeds in the past before i surrendered to her as a slave/servant, however i must be whipped for what i did and their was no escaping it. As we walked my stomach did summersaults and i was wetting my diaper with fright. i was told to find a good branch to make a switch out of.
    i stopped at a tree and clipped off a whippy branch, Master said it was a good one but once i peeled the bark to the fresh green underneath i whipped it once in the air and it broke. Master was not amused, i was led to a tree and she picked out a branch this time. It was about 30 inches long and i peeled the top 18 inches down to the fresh green wet wood. Master was pleased as She whipped it in the air, my ass was already starting to sting. This was going to HURT!
    We walked to an old cedar fence and She looked around and said right here. i whimpered slightly and got down on my knees and pulled down my pants then the panties and the diaper. She took a pair of my dirty panties out of Her pocket and shoved then all into my mouth. They were full cut high briefs and they filled my mouth. She told me to lay on the rock i was kneeling in front of and to shut up. i did as i was told but looked up one last time and silently pleaded, she just pointed down. i closed my eyes and bit hard on the panties and waited. Master began to recite my infractions one by one going back weeks!
    When She started whipping me i was in shock after the first hit but i was relieved. i knew i deserved far worse than i was getting. She began beating me fast and hard telling me how angry she was with me.
    After thirty fast hard strokes she stopped and said “that’s enough get up slave”. i began to stand and touched the belt of my pants and she stopped me and said I’ve changed my mind get down again.
    i started to cry a little and i shoved the panties back into my mouth and laid on the rock again. She began beating me in earnest, another 15 strokes and another lecture; She went for all the sensitive areas on my ass and was harsher than ever before. Finally she was finished and told me to get on my knees and pull up my diaper and panties. She watched as i fit them perfectly around my legs to cover the diaper and waited for her to tell me to pull up my pants. i emptied my bladder right there into my diaper. She looked at me sternly but with a satisfied smirk. “Pull up your pants slave, and stay on your knees”. i was actually wearing shorts and i was on bare knees as she told me to walk like her dog beside her. As we walked she was smacking my ass with the switch and giving me orders. The padding i had on was preventing me from really feeling anything but the principle was enough. I crawled beside her as she gave me my orders for the rest of the day.

    Number one, i was to be a perfect slave/servant to Her and Her uncle once we got back. i was to cook and serve dinner, pour tea, set the table, fetch what either of them wanted and do it with a smile.
    Also after dinner i was to do all the dishes and i was ordered to all this without the sub-space behaviour i had displayed when the neighbours were here, earlier. Not that She didn’t enjoy seeing me that way but it was just too obvious that i wasn’t exactly right in my head.
    As we approached the main property and the ranch house came into view i was told to stand up and get myself together. This was the start of feeling completely relieved, suddenly the burden of guilt left me and i felt the joy of Her company again. We walked arms around each other and i poured out my heart with how sorry i was. i told her She may need to do this again but i would work to not make her need to.
    We came into the house with a glow of new love around us. Uncle was awake from his nap already and our return made him seem very happy. We always make Uncle smile anyway but this was special.
    The rest of the day went exactly as planned and i did as i was instructed acting as the maid/waitress while Master chatted with her uncle and they relaxed. Although he did try to stop me from dong so much, i smiled and joked and did it anyway. Before we left i was told to change my diaper into a fresh one and make sure i put the old one in a bag and take it with me.
    When we drove home we talked more and i didn’t even interrupt Her one time. No surprise really.
    Master told me i would be in diapers for the whole week and i was allowed only two per day.
    I am still in a diaper now and sitting in a half full wet diaper until i get home from work.
    Some may wonder about this, i never post about diapers and have no interest at all in adult baby fetish or anything like that. Master had two dreams of me in diapers and at her mercy, and based on that decided to try it. Master is really sweet with me and gentle. She calls me several times a day just to hear my voice and tell me She loves me. She calls me to tell me our song is playing and i rush to the radio to hear it with her. She strokes my face and caresses me with so much love. This is why i submit to her.

    This past month has been a complete change; we are now deeper into this than ever before. Things i never thought possible except in my fantasy are now real.
    She absolutely loves me and i cannot wait to post again.

    Subklik... in love...in subspace...locked for Master.
     
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    Yes i remember very well the first time Mistress Michelle told me in a most nonchalant manner."rachel go pick out your switch". Like it was a daily occurance or something. My backside started trembling as soon as i walked out the door. Then there was having to pick out your own switch. It seemed like it took me forever, nope too brittle, too fat, too skinny. i thought geez what's wrong with these trees in Virginia. So i finally pick one and walked meekly back into the house. Mistress looked at it and said what am i gonna do with that, you call that a switch. So back out the door i went. To this day i don't know if there was really anything wrong with the first one or if she just wanted me to comtemplate my fate a little longer.

    The searing pain i felt i can still feel to this day. The worst part is when i go see her in July i am gonna get another switching for masturbating w/o permission. i am even more scared this time as the first time i knew it would sting more than a paddle but this time i know how much more.

    MM's sweetpea
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    Rachel:

    i can give you a clue, there is NOTHING wrong with the trees in VA! LOL

    Virginia has some of the finest foliage in the USA. Served a Mistress in Richomnd for a while.
    She kept me chained and padlocked to one of the most beautiful majestic trees i had ever seen in her very private wild expansive back yard. Seems to me that a copperhead showed up one day when i was tethered, that ended that fun. We never did that again. Ahhh yes old Virginny...the memories of yesteryear.

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    Thursday June 24:

    Last night Master wanted some cock time, after over a month of not coming i couldn't wait!
    i waited for those magic words giving me permission to come...they didn't...neither did i.

    We have had several discussions about the weekend past and She has expressed concerns about all this coming to an end. Her concerns not helped at all by my screaming fit on the way up to Her uncles.
    Even though i was whipped for that transgression severely She has still not gotten over it totally.

    i must say, for a woman who was totally unsure of Herself only a few years ago She has totally come into Her stride as my Domme and Master. Hard to get used to calling Her "Master" but it is Her preference.

    She comes home from work and expects me waiting with Her favourite drink in my hand and it better have fresh ice cubes or else. She strips off for a shower and throws Her clothes on the floor or wherever and i am expected to pick them up and put them away, which i do. i am expected to hand wash Her panties and hang them to dry so that she has a fresh selection every morning to choose from. When She is on Her period i get on my knees in the morning and place the first pad of the day in Her panties and stick it down. Then dutifully i pull Her panties up for Her.

    i hand wash Her bra's when they need it and the one She chooses for the morning will be hanging on Her hook that i installed for Her use only. i wear exactly what she prescribes to bed,She tells me what nighty She wants to see me in and in the morning instructs me what to wear. This morning it is a tight panty girdle ove my CB6000, if it is not going to hurt too much. She hates my bulge and sees too many women checking out my crotch whether i am locked or not.
    So She likes me to use a girdle to keep my front flat. A full steel belt with a TV front is in the near future for sure.


    (i stopped to put it on before i forgot and wow it is VERY comfortable, GOOD so on with this:)


    i rub Her feet, give her pedicures, fetch Her anything She asks for with NO exceptions.

    Why? i love Her, thats why, and boy does She ever love me! Truth is when You find a Woman this good who is this worthy of trust fantasy can come to life, and we can live it thoroughly. The key is to remember this is fantasy. in order to turn it into full time i have to be GENUINE in my submission, TRUST her not to make me do stupid things and never push Her to do what She is not ready for. Wow! in a few short years we both got what we wanted. i am only sorry it took so long to find Her.

    Hallelujah!


    To be continued:
     
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    Well, there is actually so much to say and so little time.
    Lets begin by saying i am in serious subspace again. This morning i was awakened by Her turning over in bed and laying on Her back. i looked at her beautiful features and remembered the day i first saw her many years ago.
    i remembered the day i saw Her on her *********************************. i wanted to reach through the ******* and kiss Her even then, no especially then but how could i have ever known that someday She would be my keyolding master. my head was so misty and dreamy i started kissing her breasts and her belly. I moved down between Her legs and She stirred with a moan of approval. I began to suck and stick my tongue into Her g-spot.

    my CCB6000 has trained me to control my erections so i can now stay limp until She requires me to be of service with Her cock. Needless to say, i stayed limp but i dripped like a faucet. She was awake by now and i was in a semi 69 position with my knees on one side of her chest. She put Her hand out and caught my lubricating drips and spread it on my ass and started preparing me with her finger as i kept sucking on Her.

    She brought out and put on her biggest strap on and buckled it in about thirty seconds...She had me suck the rubber cock for her and lick it up and down...then deep throat it as far as i could. i estiamte i got it about 6 inches into my mouth or so. i know i can do better it touches my tonsils so far and i wat to take it right to those rubber balls.

    Enough cock sucking,,,
    She put me on my back and threw my legs up over my shoulders, all i could see was the ceiling and my pink/fuscia toenails...i knew that i was abut to be fucked really well...She put the head of Her cock up to my opening.
    Pushing gently as the lube was allowed to do it's job, i begged Her to fuck me and i begged Her to be gentle.
    She called me Her bitch slut and told me to shut up and take it...Se put it into me the entire eight inches and held it there. then started pumping while i began to sink slowly into my most submissive place yet.
    She took me with Her strap on and kept me there. She pumped grabbing me and jerking my hair and finally had Her orgasm...She told me She loved fucking Her personal little slut. Holding onto my hair until She was done convulsing.

    Wow again, i am now so peaceful, She has gone to work leaving me with a list of chores.
    i feel like i am on drugs, i am so dreamy and peaceful. Wow...i have had no orgasmic releif for weeks and weeks, but the sex has never been better.


    subklik is in love!!!!!
     
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    Hi to anyone following this. Sorry about the edit above but realized i put too much information in it.
    Not to mention the fact that it looked too corny and unbeleivable Even though this blog? is 100 per cent true i think i have to pinch myslef and realize that not everyone has life as good as i do. i don't want to toy with anyone and i don't want to not be beleived. As i read my posts it really does seem like "wank material". i find that very disheartening, because it means that even when i read it and remove myself from it i have to admit yes it does seem embelished in places. After all every one says their Mistress is beautiful, and why shouldn't they?

    Who ever wrote the rule that a woman has to be a Victoria's Secret model to be a superior catch?
    i find that offensive actually, in my position i know that i would love my Wife even if she gained a hundred pounds, or whatever happened i would remain loyal to her because she has PROVEN that She loves me over all other men. i will admit to one thing, even though i edited it out on the last post, She is ********, and so is one of our kids who is ********* in fact. We all attend as a family'''''.

    (i apologize for this edit again. Having twice posted something i feel i shouldn't i have twice come back to delete it. i truly apologize, i think i have cured myself and i will therefore never make the mistake of posting too much personal information again. i owe it to my family.)

    Men can be fat bald and whatever, but not women. So do i have the right to complain? No, i have less right i think, i think that gratefulness and humility is in order for me, as i appreciate what life and the gods have given me.

    i beleive in love and i really do wake up every day pinching myself wondering what i have done to deserve this incredible life i live.

    Now, lets see if i have the guts to leave this post as written...


    PS: I have injured myself and so all play is off and i am even unocked today for the first time in months to facilitate doctors visits.
    Mistress usually unlocks me at night to have use of Her cock and every morning i am re-locked.

    So as a result of my injury i have nothing erotic to post except that She is SOOOOO tired form all the orgasms this past two months that She is considering restraining me for a couple of nights to get some rest.


    i will post later on whether or not She makes good on that threat.


    S.K.
     
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    i am in bed today working and recovering from my injury.
    Mistress put leather restraints on my ankles and wrists and a locking collar on my neck and i slept like that. She did not restrain me at all because of the pain i am suffering,
    i also slept in a bra and panties and in my 6000 and a very pretty lace cotton nighty. She says it was to scare me a bit :p She also repeated Her threat to tie me for a whole night. So far just idle threats??

    When i awoke She dressed me in these things and did my make up and helped me with a blouse and a skirt, stockings an my favourite shoes with a 4" heel. She did all this to make me comfortable and give me a treat. i have no idea what She was thinking when She teased me into an erection at 4 AM and then let me go back to sleep :lol:

    A very nice treat indeed.
    Well i hope to have more interesting things in a couple of days.

    subklik dressed en femme.
     
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    Wow this is a very interesting blog? to follow! I like hearing all about your adventures. I wish my family lived somewhere out in the country, or at least close to it. I'd love to visit Virginia someday.

    Your KH seems to have really embraced her dominant side. I'm sure my fiance wishes I could embrace mine like that! Or at least at a faster pace than I am. We have a 3 yr old though, so it's hard...

    You seem to really love, and be grateful for, your KH and I don't think any of it comes across as "corny". And even if it did- who cares? Sometimes love IS corny. I also understand you editing your posts and stuff... I also try and not post anything that is too personal. You never know what kinds of things can happen. :)

    Anyway, keep up the exciting postings! :)
     
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    If this helps it has taken Her seven years to get to this place. This last eight weeks has seen Her increase Her Domminess exponetially. She is without inhibitions.
    She is taking me to the grocery store right now in a bra! She woudl be terrified to do that before now.

    Tell "locked" patience. It will come.

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    I know patience is a virtue while we start this lifestyle... I've made more than a few posts about that fact... :) I'm just trying to re-inforce in her mind that she shouldn't be afraid of taking it too far... I'll let her know before we get to a point where something is too much...

    P.S. I also think your blog is well written and don't blame you for omitting possibly personal details from your posts... As an IT professional I can tell you the internet is not as anonymous as most think...
     
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    The internet is like a weird man in a trench coat offering you candy. You can get lured in thinking it is so nice and bam... it’s too late! Your tracks are everywhere.

    Thank you for the kind words. I actually try to stay 100% truthful in what i write.
    i am cognisant of the fact that it is really easy to make things up, and because of my professional background i know what i might sound like. Sooo...i actually tone down what i say. i hope that isn’t making anyone smirk.
     
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    Official post here: (Not more commentary)

    She who holds the key to Her cock said something new tonight. We went out for dinner and a waitress was paying too much attention to me. The bar maid also came personally to bring us beer. I was told they were being much too attentive with me, but (here it is) Mistress said
    "I feel much more secure when you are locked up, I feel less jealousy"

    So there you have it. another reason to enjoy the confinement. :rolleyes:

    If you follow this blog you may notice that "Master" has chosen to be "Mistress" again.
    Just wanted to point that out so i don't look inconsistent

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    She who holds my heart and the keys to everything had another surprise today as i walk in the house. A pair of locking plastic pants from fetware.
    i am not kidding! She is getting SERIOUS!!

    She has talked lately about chaining me up for the night so i can't bother Her while She gets some rest.
    i asked "What if i need to get up in the night?". She said "Oh yeah..."
    Well i guess She solved that dillemna didn't She?

    Funny thing about giving yourself so completely to a woman, i can't speak for others, but it makes me feel so erotically leashed. i get btterflies in my stomach thinking about where She has me.
    i cannot make a single decision anymore without considering how She would feel about it, or how it affects Her. i already am cut off from financial decisions without Her input which is ok because She loves me so much She will do anything for me it seems.

    For example She allowed me, no insisted that She buy me a beautiful red vintage sports car, She never even asks to drive it but She has spent hours cleaning it and making it nice for me. So whatever anyone thinks about me serving Her and attending Her every whim and being spanked when i am bad, this is not what i call an abusive relationship.
    It makes me emotional to think of how She loves me. i actually tear up sometimes during the day thinking of Her.

    However She learned some time ago exactly what a "scold's bridle" or a "brank" is, and what it was for. She had a gleam in Her eye when She told me about it.

    subklik

    (getting more and more "sub" all the time).

    As i sit here typing whilst locked into my plastic panties, i am expecting some exciting things to post very soon.
     
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    The weekend has buzzed on by with me more attentive and obedient than ever; i got no release at all meaning it has been more than a month since my last "orgasm" which itself was prostate induced and more of a build up in frustration and a trickle release. This was described in the very first post here on June 2nd...and that would put that experience on Friday May 28th for the last release of any kind for me. Mistress says it may be one more month. I am both digressing here yet getting ahead of myself, so let me re-direct this.

    Over this past weekend She had an orgasm again through my tongue but only one time.
    She says She is exhausted from all the orgasms and She needs a break. Listen to this though, mid day Sunday i am locked wearing a pair of bikini panties beautifully painted toenails on mu knees servicing her with a quickie licking and sucking of Her Pussy and She starts asking how i am doing. Being polite i never talk with my mouth full, so i listen.

    She begins to tell me how She enjoys wearing the pants in the family now and how She can demand sexual satisfaction from Her "bitch slave". Well this talk gets me hot, and she drops her long skirt over my head and relaxes standing there telling me that a typical man would love to have a cold beer served to him on the couch by a pretty woman who upon handing it to him gets down on her knees to suck him off. Remember my mouth is still full and by now Her hands were at the back of my head..."Well I am like that man and you are like that woman" she started to get very wet at this point and gushing juices..."I want you to suck me off like my slut bitch". Amazing how compliant a man can be in the right circumstances.
    "When a woman sucks a man off he cums in Her moth and guess who doesn't get an orgasm? HUH?" She grabs my hair firmly and gives my head a jerk without letting my mouth away from its assignment for a second. "That’s right bitch, the one on Her knees. Guess who is on Her knees today bitch"? "Guess who is getting off in someone’s mouth?" now She can barely stand up and i am holding her with my hands behind Her upper thighs as She starts to spasm...
    "Guess who is going to service me and go away horny and unsatisfied?"
    whammo!!!!!!
    She let go a gusher and i never tasted/drank so much cum in my life! She was pulling my hair and quivering when She stopped and relaxed i actually had to beg to be allowed to clean Her up with my tongue. When i do that i must be gentle as She is extremely sensitive.

    So there you have it. The only sex all weekend, but interesting with other things of interest, let me catch my breath and see what i can remember.

    There were numerous dirty emails, She also made me read to Her my letter of servitude that i wrote to Her with fifty points of specific respectful and worshipful things i would do in order to make sure She is the leader in my life and in our house This i read to Her each morning and each night.
    She took me out Friday night in my new locking rubber pants with a diaper on. (see previous post) She made me wear the same diaper from three in the afternoon to midnight. The best part was she gave me several pints of beer until i could not hold it any more and i had to let it all go in the diaper. We were in a nice restaurant at the time and it is a place where we are regulars. The entire wait staff comes to our table whenever we show up and they always give us free food extras and at least one free bottle of wine or something.
    This is related to my wife’s public profile. (That may get edited out later so if you see this you may be lucky) So in front of these people she makes me piss myself over and over.
    Then She got up to go to the ladies room and made a point of telling me. She did this three times during the meal saying things like "My bladder is just so small tonight! I just have to pee again!" I meanwhile, sat in my ever wetter diaper thankfully the plastic pants were doing there job. Then she took me for a walk around the neighbourhood where we talked about all the houses and architectural styles...anything but my condition.

    Ok i have to say knowing She had keys to both my locking rubber panties (locking at the BACK just by the way) and Her cock was incredibly arousing. She took me home at midnight with me driving Her as a chauffer, in my now soaking diaper.

    When we got home Friday i was unlocked and sent to wash up and change myself. Then I presented myself to Her and hands behind my back She unlocked me from the CB.
    We went to sleep and had no sex just me sleeping with my head on Her chest and Her taking my head in Her arms. I typically sleep with my head on Her chest or shoulder.


    Saturday we went for a walk around OUR neighbourhood. Remember my pretty toenails? They are now hot fuscia/pink with gold sparkly glitter on them. Mesmerizing for me to look at,
    Ok then back to our walk, i was instructed to carry my deck shoes as we walked down the sidewalks and on the road. We came to a great shady semi secluded spot and we sat down. She pulled her skirt up a bit and looked around nervously,,, "quick, get your mouth in here and go to work...", i was in there soooo fast! She couldn't keep it up though as She was afraid of getting caught.

    After a few minutes we kept walking now with me carrying both of our shoes.
    We walked and stood in front of houses and talked about them all the while the sun shining down on my sparkling toes.

    Saturday night was work for me getting Mistress drinks when She wanted and doing laundry while setting up some proposals for work.

    Saturday night at bedtime i got another surprise, she called me over to Her side of the bed and i obediently scurried over with my head down and hands behind my back. This is the "routine" for most nights. She unlocks me for bed so that She can have access to Her cock whenever She wants. Even just so She can play with it or squeeze it or lay her hand on it all night, Whatever She wants. So She puts the key in the lock and looks at me anticipating then stops pulls the key out and says "No! Tonight I am leaving you locked. I am tired and I want to rest. When My cock gets stiff you bother me with it all night. If you're not pressing it into my leg or somewhere you are masturbating all night. So tonight no more of that.

    So I was erect in chastity all night and my balls got stretched to a crazy place.
    But i am owned and content...and VERY horny.

    This is going to be one very long month!

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    So last night my feet were secured to the foot board and we were only going to sleep for six hours so mercifully no diaper. Hands behind my back, long cotton white nighty, and sleep. With this arrangment my head was about exactly where Mistress' breasts were directly in my line of sight. Sweet! Except i couldn't reach out and touch them, but i could lan forward and kiss her arm and elbow.

    During the night Mistress shifted in her sleep and her bare cheeks were right in my face!
    Yes i kissed them what do you think? i was also painfully erect and when Mistress got up and released me i got an ice pack for between my legs, and would you beleive even the ice pack didn't remove the erection? It ook a long time til Mistress' erection went down.

    i realize that if it is now Mistress cock, this means that it belongs to Her. This meaans when Her cock becomes erect, i do not own that either, this is Mistress erection.

    Very busy and have to get work done so a short one today.

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    i wondered if i should post new today or edit the first post but here is my decision...a quick new post.

    As Mistress left for work today, She told me to empty the D/W and put away the clean dishes.
    i did as i was told, the kids are all still asleep (summer hlidays oh joy) so i am alone in silence obeying my Wife when it occurred to me that i was getting aroused by Her telling me to do household chores. :eek:

    i smirked to myself and realized that after weeks and weeks of orgasm denial i am entering a place that i never knew existed except in the fantasy slave/chastity stories i used to wank to. :rolleyes:

    So the butterflies in my stomach start whenever She calls from work and gives me a new order. my toenails are still painted better get slippers on the kids are waking...


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    Yay!!!!

    Sex last night!! :D

    Mistress had an orgasm!! :p

    i didn't...wasn't allowed to yet :mellow:

    Mistress has discovered She sleeps better when Her cock is locked up. :(

    That means i may go weeks without even releif for an hour...

    Ok off to work now...

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    Where have i been these last few days? Terrible answer actually.
    i realize often how much of this lifestyle is a choice on the part of both (or more) participants. Yes, i have desired and fantasized about these things since i was at least ten years old but when something is a fantasy everything is on your terms. There are never fights and disagreements because in fantasy every thought is understood by your fantasy keyholder and every action is understood. Every punishment you receive is deliriously painful, deserved, and subjugating. Oh also in fantasy you may not need to hold a job or run a business. These things are bubble busters in reality, work, kids, medical and health issues (mine) and then good old family friction. my Wife and i have not had a fight in a long time. Interference by mother in law, later and separately father in law, and condescending criticism and comment from born again christian brother in law. (Her brother). The anger was all over the house, kids vowing never to speak to grandparents again, saying "I hate my uncle" etc. the pall over the house was incredible. Meanwhile i am still locked up but it is just incidental not a vital part of our intimate life.

    Then it finally exploded, She began screaming over an otherwise small issue, threw her cel phone then threw dishes before it all settled down. We had a chat about this and lucky Her cel phone wasn't broken because She needed to call her mother and confronted her and called her on her behaviour and told momma to fix it or things would get really bad for everyone. Mother in law stepped down from her horse with hat in hand and apologized to me for things and hoped it could get back to normal, so far (two days) so good.

    For this period of time when my family was under such stress i became the Alpha protector of my Wife, the leader of the family (which i always am) and very decisive with all of us.

    So there you go, no stories of whipping or sex or any titillating details just life.

    However, i expect this to change rapidly as Mistress allowed me to cum last Thursday, this helped a lot with my alpha attitude this was the DAY before the disturbance.

    We had sex last night after being locked continuously since Friday morning it was embarrassing how fast i came. i was so sensitive!

    Tee shirts coming in time for "International Femme Domme Day" owned and slave.
    This morning in my sleep i apparently said to Mistress "i wish it was socially acceptable to wear your locked collar..."

    That made Her very happy,,,



    Stay tuned...it only gets better!
    Wonder what tomorrow will bring?

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