11 days in - I barely remember what it feels like to have a full erection let alone orgasm. I'm out to dinner with my wife and ask her if she had given any thought to my release date. I receive back a smile and a question about how long has it been? I tell her 10 days - going on 11. She laughs and says that is nothing really. I tell her I'm not sure I can do this much longer. I'm told that maybe 30 minutes on the treadmill will help me persevere. I admit to her that her punishing me does help me try to stay in line and obey the rules. Even so, I ask if she has given my release any consideration. She says not really as she has a lot on her mind and I shouldn't concern myself with it as it will be her choice. She asks if 45 minutes on the treadmill helps me understand. I get the picture and look down at my food and say yes, I understand. I look back up at her, beautiful smiling face and remember why I asked for this. I love her.