I thought i would share my thoughts and experiences with you all. My Mistress/girlfriend and i have been playing with smbd for over five years. We bought a chastity device a few years ago when we read about female control of the males pleasure and orgasms. Over time we played with it for sometimes up to a couple weeks. As time passed and we got more into heavier and heavier femdom activities. We both seem to realise that this wasn't just a weekend game anymore and that our lifestyle was more of a permenant thing being she was incharge sexually. but how could this be more 24/7 for us when we have to function as vanllia people daily. We decided that for this to work better she needed full control of our sex life. And that I would have to become a pathedic slave to her, my pleasure should never be the focuss any longer. I would need to be trained as her sub. Well punishment and discipline became more regular, kinkyness would have to be stepped up and I would have to beg for her to take complete control over me. I thought this all sounded like fun. But for the most part I liked being in control daily, even when we where playing I was always topping from the bottom. This frustrated Mistress and things never got going that well. Until last year when we where playing and I was begging her to be the cruel harsh Mistress I wanted. She decided that if she was to take complete control sexually I would have to be trained and obey whatever she said from now on. She said if I didn't then we would go back to our vanilla life because she enjoyed being the Mistress but needed me to commit to being her sub/slave. I really love her and wanted to make her happy and give her the pleasure and power she deserves. So I said I wanted this for real for us. She informed me that things will change drematicly and life as I know it will be over. I wanted this so badly I begged her for it. I was told I would need servere training to change all my bad habits, and that for the most part i would really not enjoy this. She said she loved being in control, but now things will be for her pleasure and amusement. First she said that from now on, I would never get the pleasure of fucking her up the ass. I would be the one who receives it. She had fucked me in the past, but she was serious now about me taking it on a regular basics. She would never suck my cock again and let me feel the pleasure of her lips. I was told a slave should never feel that kind of pleasure. And that because she knew how much I hated the taste of my own cum, and would never go down on her after sex. She was going to put me thru a cum training program. I was told that I would always have to lick, eat or drink my cum whenever I was allowed release. I like other men always fantasize about having to do such a disgusting chore, but after we cum it not something we want to do anymore. She said that will change and she meant it. Masturbation was now forbidden and that she would control my orgasms, because she now owned my cock. Well after a few weeks of this, things still went my way most of the time. She did start collecting my cum and would tie me up and force me to drink it at times. I must say that is the worst thing I could be made to do. I was ordered to keep myself shaved as a sign of my servitude. This wasn't so bad, since her initials where already branded into my ass from a few years ealier. But she knew I was still masturbating and not attentive enough to her needs. So she decided we needed to use the chastity cage again. This time she had me in it for 45 days. But knew I could pull out of the CB3000 and cheat occasionally. This infureated her and reading things on the net decided that I needed to be pierced so she could lock the tip of my cock up and prevent me from pulling out. Well this was extreme, the thought of having my cock pierced was frieghtening. But she was determined to have full control of my pleasure from now on. I agreed and she had it done within the week. She came to watch and said it was the most erotic thing she had seen. She now had me marked for good. Evertime we played she would keep pushing me to beg her to take complete control over me. I wanted to please her so badly, this was so hot. Well once the piercing had healed we had a permenant chain attached to the ring, so she could pull it thru and attach it to the lock. I am trying to make this story as short as possible, but after i was locked up. we played some games to determine my time locked. It went from 90 to as high as 132 days. she would take it off for shaving and washing weekly. She would tease me and frustrate me. but usally she would let me cum. Of cource I would have to eat my mess. I was starting to feel very docitille to her and was always wanting to be attentive to her needs. Don't get me wrong this long term wear was hell for me in the beginning. Morning erections, balls burning from trying to pull up. All my complaints went on deaf ears. When I was out sometimes for a week or more she would have me jerk off under her suppervision and save and freeze my cum for feeding at a later time. Anyway sometime in early January she decided that I would go a year locked up and have no pleasurable orgasm for six months! She wanted me to prove my devotion to her by doing this. This was hell to accept, but i had no choice. i looked forward to my milkings and even eating my cum. The teasing was unbearable and frustrating. The six months where to be up sometime in July, when she offered me a option, a orgasm and then my next six months nothing, or release until September and then I would have to do five years in chastity. She said that she would allow me 12 orgasms the first year, then it would be cut in half ever year after until year 4 I would be allowed two and the final year one. Her objective was to totally take away my manhood and sexual pleasure. She said that doesn't count for her removing the cage and having sex with me, but my days of masturbating would be over. Was two months of freedom worth five years I asked myself. Well after six months without release and not knowing what I might have instore for me anyway. I agreed to the five years. I am out now and what a wonderful feeling to cum. I am still having a problem getting real hard, but have read it takes some time after a long term lock up. Mistress let me inside her, the feeling was incredible, i had to pull out before I came, because I am no longer allowed to cum in her. She is not satisfied by my performance and had me get viagra so I can please her longer. She told me that I should be happy having such a long time out of my cage, and to enjoy it to the fullest. She said she had made a huge sacrifice also by obstainning from intercource for six months, but her dildo and my tongue did the job. I am currently having to jerkoff twice a day for her, she plans to keep 14 loads of cum a week frozen for the next two months, that will give her about eight cup fulls on hand for her continuing my cum training. My god how disgusting and humiliating. I was once a real he man, taking women as I pleased, now I have given up my manhood and am under her total control. She doen't want to femenise me, but under my clothes I wear panties, my cage and shaved bald for her. I must kiss her feet when she comes home, and address her as goddess or Mistress when where alone. I am fucked by her on generally a weekly basics, and have to please her orally a couple times a week. I am disciplined with her crop or cane ever sunday now, and the welts last for days. When she calls me to the bathroom, I lick her dry and usually once a week i drink her golden nector as a sign of my servitude to her. She makes me tell her how much I need to be dominated this way, and she tells me how happy it makes her. She has said that her fantasy is to see me service another man one day, and even be taken up the ass by one. She says she never would have thought about having so much power over someone, she couldn't be happier. I never thought I would ever be in this situation and have all my manhood taken away. Chastity isn't for everone, and I never thought I would be in this situation myself, but looking back at it now and having had no control of my sexuality for the last six months. I have gotten used to it. It truly is a new way of life now. The worst is still the cum eating especially when she spoon feeds me a cupful. I still gag, while she laughes and says how pathedic I am. And how she will never have to taste my cum again. And that I am lucky to be given any release at all. I couldn't imagine how some subs go for a year or more without release. That might be few and fair between, but having gone six moths frustrated, i look forward to my new contract. Atleast for the first couple years.