I have been drawn to Female Domination since I was a teenager. Back then in the early 80s porn was hard to come by but when I was exposed to BDSM porn in magazines I was hooked. Even before I even knew what sex was , in 3nd grade even, I liked girls clothes and photos of princesses and pretty girls. But I was also a boy who played football, macho games etc. Enjoying wearing my sister's clothes was confusing and embarrassing. 25 years ago, while asleep next to my wife, she was touching me .somehow her hand reached my bottom and me, half asleep, reached back took her hand, directed it to my hole and whispered "please fuck me". She did, at first gently but as I grew more excited she went harder and rougher. I loved it. Thus the cat was out of the bag. I felt I could allow my fantasies and desires out. So I started buying sexy women lingerie and clothes, on my way to becoming a cross dresser. My wife allowed it but was far from happy about it. It was tolerated and sometimes we would spend an evening with me dressed and feminised. We even went out together with me as Sharon , my sissy personality. I was very much into female domination and hoped to get her to dominate me, if only occasionally in the bedroom. We had a couple of whips and a strap on. Although she used those on me it was obvious it was done just to please me and that she didn't enjoy it. Of course thus defeated the whole purpose. Around that time (15 years ago) I met online a dominant woman who wanted me to lock myself in chastity as part of a sissification she and I wanted me to go through. She lived in a different country so we used plastic locks with numbers and I sent her photos of me locked so she could see that I was locked and have not removed my cage. It did not go well. I was using CB3000 and it had two problems. 1: I was able to free my cock out of the cage by making it very limp and small, thereby cheating. 2: I was so aroused with all the sissification, porn, nighties and lingerie that I was hard every night several times. I could not sleep and could not function at work. On top of that, my wife was VERY against it. Disgusted to be accurate. So, after just 2 weeks or so, my chastity came to an end . 5 years ago I stopped cross-dressing completely. Threw away all my female clothes, shoes, make-up, wigs , toys. Put it behind me . Two months ago something happened and I found myself craving sissification in a very deep way. One of the first things that caught my attention and fantasy was chastity and it's affect and importance to a submissive sissy mindset. I decided to go first with a small, flat and simple chastity cage. In the following post I'll describe my initial experience wearing it.