For those who haven’t seen my introduction posts, I can work away from home for up to a month,and not long after introducing chastity to our lives my goddess requested I self lock when I’m away. I happily comply with her request and I enjoy the sensations that occur when I’m having little fantasies about her whilst I’m going about my day. I mentioned this to my goddess and she was not pleased as she thought I was fantasising about other women, and made me tell her about my fantasy, I tried to explain that if I told her and she did it, then it takes our relationship back to her satisfying me and introducing chastity was to make it about her pleasure. But I told her, it involved her making me edge,(which I had never done before), on her breasts and she would rub my cum into her nipples and then instruct me to suck them. Needless to say when I arrived home she carried out my fantasy. She really enjoyed watching me edge for her and now one of her favourite things is to make me edge a couple of times on to her cliterous before cleaning her. When I’m away at work I remove my device once a day for cleaning, so my goddess sometimes tells me the night before that I have to video call when I am cleaning myself and I have to edge for her before locking myself back up,sometimes my reward is she will tell me if she got her toys out and satisfied herself, which I really enjoy knowing I pleased her so well. But now my fantasy is no longer a fantasy but by telling, it has made my goddess explore a new area of gratification that she is really enjoying, and I have had to find new fantasies, all involving my goddess. We were chatting about this a couple of days ago and I thought it might make an interesting post. Whilst my goddess now understands that I feel telling her my fantasies make me feel that she is putting my desires before her own, even if she enjoys it. She has requested I tell her if she does something that is a fantasy, I agreed and also promised when she feels that she totally in control I will tell them to her so she can use them as rewards or punishments as she sees fit. But another interesting side topic that arose during our conversation was wether she would be happy and comfortable doing anything I fantasised about. I assured her she would, we have been lucky that after nearly 40 years we have always been likeminded in sexual preferences. I couldn’t imagine fantasising about something she wouldn’t be comfortable with, because for me a fantasy has to be something that could become reality.