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    We have played with chastity and my wife and mistress controlling my orgasms for a while. In 2018 I have now been told it's a permanent thing. I was instructed to order a hygenic stainless steel device, which I did and are now locked 247. Unless of course Mistress decides she wants her cock. I have recently been instructed to order a wand vibrator which Mistress has used on me while locked. We were both very much surprised that I did end up cumming while locked. Mistress thought this may have been a freak event. So on the weekend Mistress decided to try it again, twice in fact. I ended up cumming both times, once in the evening and once in the morning. Its not a freak event!!!. Mistress can force her locked cock to cum as she pleases. I feel like it is like a half orgasm. I have remained extremely horny afterwards and have not gone low. Mistress has not yet decided to feed me or collect my cum. That's her decision. She has said she wants to further explore fully ruined orgasms tho. More to come as the journey continues....
    Continuously locked since 1st March.
    Posted with Mistresses approval
     
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    I am feed my cum it’s not to bad, she wants me to eat it so I do. I have not tried to cum while caged, neither has she.
    Good luck with everything
     
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    Can I ask are you required to always swallow your cum or just when told?
    The wand is quite something
     
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    Welcome!

    Looking forward to hearing about your journey, there are many journals here(including ours:)) and each is unique.

    I will attest to the wand...we got a doxi wand and she loves it! Between that and the rather large strapon, she has very little reason to unlock me lol.

    Good luck!
     
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    Hmm yes wow thanks, I think
     
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    Im really starting to feel safe, normal / comfortable and right being locked and owned by My Mistress, rather than being unlocked.

    Locked, controlled and owned is quickly becoming the norm.

    Posted with Mistresses approval
     
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    This is a good place to be! i remember how intoxicating it was for me to recognize my authentic self within my chastity and service. It's funny trying to recollect all of the reasons that i advanced for *not* being able to become a chastity slave; all of which fell by the proverbial wayside once i consented to being owned. And now, it's simple to consider myself as Her property.
     
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    intoxicating is such a correct term.

    You are quite correct, I certianly now see myself as Her property.
     
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    Mistress has decided to take full control if and when her cock is required to have a silicone sound inserted or to have her PA piercing in her cock, I am told each day what to put in. Fortunately the stainless steel cage I wear allows for a sound to be inserted or a PA ring to be worn. Today Mistresses cock has a pink 13.5mm short sound in. I have to carry with me all the time the 14.5mm and 16mm and insert it when requested. ( i believe it is Mistresses intention to stretch her cock to enable her little finger to be fully inserted) Mistress requires me to keep the 6mm 2 gauge PA ring on my key ring when it's not in her cock. I also have a 8mm 0gauge ring but have not had instruction on this yet. When I'm requested to wear her item of choice I am required to send a photo of proof. Mistress also now checks the tag number of the plastic lock on my device to ensure it matches the number recorded when fitted that is written in my diary. And so the journey continues
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    Well it's been an interesting few days. Mistress wanted her cock and wanted it to cum, i must say it was like the biggest orgasm I think I have had. We also went for massages and my therapist keep instisting for me to be completely naked. Although I was towel up I'm sure that she new I was locked. I did get a checky squirt of warm oil down my bum crack and then she whispers is everything okay. Rather naught but nice. Mistress has decided in future I will be wearing a C String no not a G a C String, which has been ordered.
    Mistress has also been out and purchased an heart shaped ice tray in which I believe will be holding her Golden nectar for her to add to my drinks at her choosing she has not mentioned if she will be collecting and frezzing cum yet.
    I have been extremely horny and I think come to the acceptance that this is now how life is. Owned and controlled by my beautiful Mistress.
    I have also been instructed to order a leather riding crop which should arrive today.
    I have been told to post daily here or at least 3 times per week.
     
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    Mistresses crop arrived yesterday and by bare ass received some sweet test strokes and then it was back to work even hornier
    Wore the 13.5mm sound basically all day it would seem I'm getting use to that now.
    Mistress has instructed me to text her at 10am 2pm and 4pm each day. I have to tell her how horny I am between 1-10 and tell her I love u Mistress because. ......
    I'm forever grateful to be under her ownership and control
     
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    That's so lovely!
     
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    CStrings arrived yesterday and when I arrived home I was instructed to put it on and nothing else so I spent the rest of the night naked with just a C String on.
    Mistress seemed very pleased.
    I have been instructed to also order new lace underwear which I have done.
    https://bodyaware.com/collections/m...ts/mens-lace-cheeky-brief?variant=53612854087

    Today Mistress has me wearing the bigger 14.5mm silicone sound and a CString to work.
     
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    A weekend away at our new appartment Mistress has not requested anything to be put in her cock
    She does however like me wandering around naked and locked.
    I left my nipple pumps at home but Mistress has given them a hard tweek from time to time.
    Loving her having control of what she wants
     
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    I have to say even if Mistress is feeling not so well or has a sore back she loving just leaves her cock locked with little attention untill she is ready.
    Owned by her under her terms
     
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    OMG Mistress has suggested that she would like to see me cum with her playing with my nipples
     
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    Can u even do this?
     
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    Yes its possible!
     
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    WOW ok any pointers for research?
     
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    It depends, how sensitive your nipples are, but just playing with them, or having them licked and teased! Not everyone can cum this way! Mrs Chaste has done this to me whilst caged, I find I remain fairly flaccid and the semen just comes out. Its a nice feeling but not like a proper orgasm. It also takes a long time and is wonderfully frustrating! When Mrs Chaste has done this to me, she stops as soon as the semen starts coming out in case I get to much enjoyment from it! I believe some people can have proper orgasms this way! I'm just left feeling drained but unfulfilled! Mrs Chaste is amazed she can get me to "leak" as she calls it without touching my cock! Its a full load as well, and if she stops, and restarts its even more frustrating! She will quite often just have a little play with my nipples just to see me start to squirm! Then just leave me! Have a go its one of those things that when she starts I think "oh no!" I never know if I'm going to get to "leak" or not but I do love it. I don't think all blokes can experience this but you won't know unless you try. Have fun.
     
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    I have now been instructed to no longer use the term Mistress and now must address my owner as Lady .....
    I have also been told I am now on a period of no orgasm for 30 days Lady... has generously back dated that to my last release which was 10th March.
    I'm honoured and lucky to be serving such a beautiful Lady
     
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    Lady ... has indicated that when I do cum that after my full month of denial she wishes to measure the volume of my cum
     
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    Lacy knickers have arrived I have been instructed to wear a pair today and I've started to drip cum
     
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    Lady. .. decided she wanted cock and cum inside her. Currently unlocked looking forward to the next part of the journey
     
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