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    That would be funny although could portray the wrong power imbalance.

    I will sometimes revert to Maam or Mistress, but thats about it
     
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    Mrs Sen is slowly starting to stretch her legs in regards to exercising power -

    A few nights ago I went to bed as usual (after her to allow her time to get to sleep) and inadvertently left my wine & bourbon glasses sitting on the table beside the couch. Next morning she told me off for this and told me I needed retraining followed by a quick swat of my backside with her hand.

    Today when we were both in the bathroom, I was drying off after my morning shower and dripped water on her underwear, she pointed and again admonished me (I joked about making her panties all wet) and again a quick swat on my ass. She also commented that I hadn't removed the cage for shaving, but its not a shaving day so had no reason to remove it. She gently brushed the end of my penis and then balls with her hand but only for a few seconds, and then returned to getting herself ready.

    During our normal kiss before leaving for work, my hand was on her leg and I moved it up under her skirt (outerside of leg) and she commented, as I went to move it around the front, she slapped it away and said not allowed.

    All of this has very much been playful, but playful works
     
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    Sounds like you are in for som interesting fun
     
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    We had intended to have some us time last night, but our kids spidey senses were tingling and neither left the house for sports like they were meant to, so that put an end to that. We did make out on the couch for a bit, I told her how thankful and lucky I am that she is indulging in this journey.

    We started talking about normal life stuff, in about 2 weeks, she is away for a weekend with our children and I am staying home for sports. I will have to be out of my cage at least when playing. She said "what if that weekend is the weekend you were meant to be allowed it", I simply replied that I promised I would not masturbate my penis the entire weekend, despite having the house to myself and access to the keys. She only smiled, no words, but we kept making out on the couch.

    Before leaving for work this morning, I requested permission for me to give her oral tonight, she approved. Its going to be a long day at work.... (and I'm not even 1 week in to my unknown no orgasm period)
     
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    She exercised some of her power on the weekend, Sunday morning after enjoying her body and helping her to two quite deep orgams via toys, she instructed me to take off the tip of the cage, she then enjoyed herself providing oral to my penis and balls (she actually said "yum" at my freshly shaven balls before realising what she had said and laughed at herself). She kept going long enough to get her fill, but well short of any orgasm for me. We then just kissed and cuddled for a while before my morning shower. As I had left the base ring on, it was acting as a cock ring and I was extremely engorged, took an age before the cage could go back.

    Went to gym yesterday with my cage on, just to see how it would be. Was okay but somewhat distracting during a few exercises, so will continue to remove it (as allowed) in future.

    Only 8 days now since last orgasm, so enjoying the buzz for now
     
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    Have been thinking a bit this week on the physical act of wearing a cage, there is something almost titillating about having your penis engulfed in a device. I sometimes will look at or read something that arouses me deliberately just to feel the strain of my penis against the cage. Yes it gets uncomfortable after a while, but there is a point at which its sort of enjoyable.

    Mrs Sen is continuing to be playful, grinding herself against my cage when we embrace for a kiss or allowing me cheeky kisses/licks of her boobs and pussy but only short periods.

    She mentioned today about getting her period headache, so it will be in a day or 2. Hopefully if not today, she will allow me to pleasure her before the weekend in case if falls then and she misses out all together.
     
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    Bugger!

    Sitting at work and felt my balls escape the ring, no biggy I thought, only my key isn't on my key ring, so will be a day without the cage at all. Had been on since Tuesday night after sports and was going to be on until tomorrow before gym / shaving. Unintentional and not much I can do.

    Really need to sort out the locking mechanism though so that there isn't so much play in it. Still, for a $20NZ chinese import, I guess I can't expect 100% quality
     
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    So today was apparently the day I was due for a release, she drew a 2 when we started the random lock up idea above. She has been a bit unwell with a UTI/ Bladder infection so completely not in the mood for any sex. She sort of laughed when she told me it was due today, but then just moved on. So we will be drawing a card again and seeing where it goes from there.

    She is away all weekend next weekend and I will be in the house by myself. Will take great will power (or won't power) not to cheat, but I'm sort of looking forward to the challange.
     
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    New card drawn, took out the 2 as it had already been drawn and she selected another card. She asked if it was from the original date or from now, I said that's up to her. Kind of nervous as it could mean anywhere up to 6 more weeks without an orgasm, well and truly smashing my previous longest period (3 weeks). We'll see,

    She has other things on her mind at the moment, so just being there to support and listen is whats needed, talk of chastity and denial sex play is definitely taking a back seat. I guess thats part of the chastity relationship though, play / sex on her schedule / terms removing the whole "duty" element women can sometimes feel.
     
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    A week and a bit since last entry, but really not much to report. Mrs Sen has been on meds with a kidney infection so had no desires for any form of sex play, plus, she and the kids were away the entire weekend.

    I had a busy schedule so stayed at home, but remained locked the entire time I was in the house (sports so not practical out of the house) and as committed to her, did not masturbate my penis all weekend. In times before chastity, I'd have beaten off like a demon all weekend long. I did take the opportunity to explore some with my anal toys including the larger ones that she is happy for me to use on my own, but as at the start of this week, am now breaking new ground for denial.

    Its quite weird, maybe because she's been sick and so sex / sex play isn't even on the radar, but my hormone level is quite settled and I'm not fussed by the lack of my own orgasm. I'm sure that will change when she feels better and wants some attention, but for now I'll quite happily remain locked and orgasm free until she decides.
     
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    Now 4 weeks since last orgasm. This length between orgasms is unchartered territory for me.

    Had a couple of sessions of oral and toys including a mid week one which is unusual but awesome. I was instructed to remove the cage before bed on Sat night so I was "wrinkle free" Sunday morning as she wanted to enjoy my penis. She spent an age performing oral but just teasingly so, never getting enough rhythm together to build an orgasm for me. I also asked if I could enter her which she allowed and climbed on top of me. She allowed me inside her, but controlled pace and motion as I wasn't allowed to cum, mostly just grinding on me but the sensation of being in her after about a month was exquisite. I pulled out after only a minute or so as I didn't want to break the rules.

    Not knowing when I am next allowed to cum is quite intoxicating. Whilst over the last few weeks, sex or sex play hasn't even been on the cards with her under the weather, now that she is feeling better, its very much in demand on her schedule now and my arousal levels have increased ten fold.
     
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    Said to her on Wednesday night that I had been horny all day. I am finding myself more and more aroused during the day and my penis is fighting against the cage quite frequently. Leakage is also more prevalent, although not orgasmic, there is some relief though after a discharge during bathroom visits.

    Weather is colder here now (winter) so bedroom activities are not front and centre of Mrs Sen's thoughts most of the time (both children were out of the house for an evening this week, but we just Netflixd as it was windy/rainy and despite central air conditioning and a "warm house", she wasn't feeling in the mood for anything).
     
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    Glad mrs sen is feeling better
     
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    Congratulations. I cant imagine how you can stop from coming inside even if for just a minute...Ive never been able to restrain when I feel the vagina surrounding me.
     
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    So she decided that the card drawn was to go back to the date we started playing that "game", she had drawn a 5 and didn't want to wait 7 weeks for full PIV, so this weekend I was instructed to remove the cage on Sat night so she could enjoy my penis on Sunday. She climbed on for PIV and I was allowed to cum. Needless to say it was a very long orgasm and felt great.

    Caged back up Sunday after the gym and a shave. Asked her Sunday night if she wanted to redraw a card, she hadn't decided and wasn't really prepared (or in the mood) to talk too much about it. Just left it alone and will see where she wants to go with it.

    On the downside, hurt my back at the gym on Sunday morning so spent the day gingerly wandering around. Nothing serious but haven't done it in ages. Will just take it easy on the exercises this week and let it come right.
     
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    Ever get a case of the 'why am I wearing this thing' blues?

    Have been looking down at myself over the last few days thinking what is this all about?

    It could be post orgasm drop, that I'm not feeling rampantly horny at the moment, it could be that life is just meandering along, maybe its because its winter here and has been cold/miserable for a few days, maybe its because I'm still sore from the gym the other day and I've not been able to exercise as normal, or could be any combination of that or other things.

    I have the keys and part of me really wants a good wank, but that kinda defeats the whole purpose. I'm sure its just a phase that I have to work through in my own time.
     
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    Keep the faith man
     
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    Oh yes I do get you. But those blues usually pass in a day or 2 and youll feel invigorated once again.
    Its summertime here and were sleeping without clothes and Madame Vanilla is wearing shorts in the daytime and my brain is fixated on her wet snatch, so its quite evident why my cock is locked.
    The point is that locked cock wants to come with wife, unlock it and itll come with porn, insta fitties and your mental pervishness...
    Now I have had to heavily insist with Madame Vanilla to take the keys and keep them hidden otherwise I just get tempted to play with myself. That in itself is quite a rush.

    Now I just had lumber sciatica from badly positioned exercising...nothing sexy about that: took 3 weeks to recover and initially I had to ask Madame Vanilla to help me put my socks on...I couldnt even achieve an erection...
     
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    So on Thursday last week I gave in and removed the device, decided I just needed out for a short period. Got home and pushed Mrs Sens hands down my pants, she seemed pleased to have unrestricted access. Despite freedom, I still didn't take matters into my own hands, relying on honour system.

    Sat morning while delivering her oral and toy pleasure, she was gently stroking me, just on my frenulum. Needless to say this became overwhelming and I orgasmed all over myself. I kept going on her pleasure until she had had a few good orgasms, but after that I was done. She commented that I must have been extra sensitive.

    Slept in Sunday after a night of heavy drinking with our friends so no action either way, but after the gym in the early afternoon, have put the cage back on. Feeling okay about it at the moment, probably a bit of a crash going from 5 weeks of no orgasm but still attention to no attention / acknowledgement at all.
     
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    My new cages are finally in the country, after leaving China at the end of May, sheesh it takes a long time for shipping, but they should be here early next week, very excited.

    Mrs Sens monthly arrived today. I say monthly, but its her first since April, given our age its just a natural part of life that the frequency changes and becomes less regular, but she was pissed that it arrived before the weekend. We were talking about it 2-3 days ago, so ofcourse she blamed me for it! Needless to say this will most likely mean no release this weekend, which I'm sort of happy about. After the come down a few weeks ago after a 5 week denial stint, I'm looking forward to getting back into the good horny headspace that usually occurs in that 7-14 day post orgasm period.

    We are due to go away for her birthday in 3 weeks, good news that her period has arrived now, should be all clear for the holiday.
     
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    The weekend passed sort of as expected. Saturday morning we slept in a bit, I was going to offer just a nice massage, but she got up and showered straight away, no kissing cuddling etc. Saturday night I over indulged which resulted me being rather a noisy sleeper and difficult (impossible) to wake. That in combination with a few other factors meant she got bugger all sleep, and even went and slept in the lounge. Needless to say I was (deservedly) in the dog box for 1/2 of Sunday, even without it being her monthly, sex would have been highly unlikely.

    Oddly enough though, I am yet to really build up any reasonable state of hornyness. Maybe its because she has her period, I know there's no point in getting too carried away (would just lead to frustration for her).
     
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    Despite my new cages arriving in the country, they are still in process through our mail centre, oh well, hopefully next week.

    Hasn't been an overly active week, a bit of extra kissing and she has returned to some playfulness (smacking my bum, a few grabs of my cage etc) so hopefully that means things will be all good to go for her for the weekend.

    Cage is feeling tighter more regularly, guess that means I'm getting hornier / more easily aroused. Longing for some attention on my penis/balls, not sure I'm longing for release or not though. Will see what happens I guess.
     
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    Pretty mixed weekend, on Saturday morning Mrs Sen was receptive to sex, so I got to enjoy bringing her to multiple orgasms with a mix of oral and toys, she was contented to be on the receiving end. I removed the cage for shower / shave. I put the base ring back on, then she decides to give me some oral, the base ring acted like a cock ring and I was very engorged. She had her fill, long enough for me to really enjoy the action, but not long enough to build for an orgasm and laughed a little that I would struggle to put the cage back on, she was right.

    Sunday morning there was nothing, she got up and dressed in the morning so no hint of wanting any action and we went to the gym. Even showering after the gym she was somewhat "cold".

    We did talk a bit over the weekend, I told her that it was only in the late stages of last week that I was starting to feel horny, that I guess I was acclimatising to her state (that because she had her period and there was no chance of action, there was no need to be horny). She was interested enough in the discussion with a few comments which is encouraging.

    So, now at the start of week 3 since last orgasm. We are going away in 2 weeks time, will be 3 nights in motels as we visit her parents and then visit a city we are planning to move to in a few years. Not sure if she has a plan between now and then, or is just living life with whatever takes her fancy. I'll leave it to her either way
     
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    Just like "a watched pot never boils", so it seems "looking for updates to tracking status slows the parcels progress"....

    My new cages took about a month from date shipped from DHGate seller to pop up into the country, its now a week since they have been here and all I have is "they have left international clearance"..

    I know postage is slow these days, but sheesh
     
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    After a long journey across the oceans, the cages have finally arrived. I hurriedly collected my package from the post office and popped into the work bathroom to try one on. Despite some wiggling, I just couldn't get the lock to engage properly, but will try again soon.

    In my hand, both look to be much larger (in diameter) than either of my cages, but when compared against the one I have now (A271) its the same, one is marginally shorter, the other marginally longer.

    I'll add photos to the gallery later but both look really good.

    I wonder what Mrs Sen will think.........
     
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