Punishment spanking

I understand how deep into our own heads we get when we feel ignored, but being deliberately disobedient to provoke a reaction deserves such punishment. Kudos to you, however, for confessing.

My wife had moved away from spankings and had increased my time in the cage without erection to quite lengthy periods. The submission was there, but I didn't feel as deep into our FLR as I wanted to. We've talked this and she's restarted, still tentatively. I'm not sure she understands how much I need this disciplinary aspect of the FLR -- and how she has to forgive herself for hurting me because she's not hurting me she's loving me -- to help me get out of the alpha headspace and make submission marital and not just sexual, if you get my point.

 

Although spankings are rare for me Kitten has a number of implements available. Her first spatula was thin Bamboo and broke. It was repaired and hangs on the wall by the bed but is not used. I bought her a heavier spatula and cut a heart into it for her. She also has a set of wooden hairbrushes and 3 paddles. The smaller paddle I bought her for Christmas last year. The larger one is a custom made by me and was presented to her at my birthday celebration. The third one is a plastic paddle that she hates and doesn't use.

 

I hope you got a lot out of it.