This isn't my first post but I decided that the thread was there for a reason. Maybe I avoided this one because I didnt want to talk about too much personal stuff because I'm afraid to let anyone really know me. But at the same time I am looking for acceptance, so many conflicting feelings! So I was really athletic and kind of a jock in jr/high school but now I've turned into more of the nerdy type. I have taken about a year of college classes while living at home but still uncertain where its going to get me. I am actually still a virgin which makes the idea of chastity even more intoxicating. I've never had much of a relationship, a cute girl would be nice but I am fairly open and would consider giving a chance to just the right guy. Neither of these scenarios seem to be happening any time soon, so as a hobby I got into chastity after I saw a cb2k on a tv show, I was intrigued. Soon after I got a cb3k, it took alot of work but I got to the point where i could wear it comfortably for slightly over a day(I think that I hadnt figured out the sizing of the ring and spacers), but then I got a cb6k and it wears much better. I am still a novice at keeping the thing on, though the fit is good. I havent gone for more than about 5 days in it due to work/phsyical limitations, fear of others noticing, and urinating in public or social places. I have worn it in public a few times with very baggy pants but I cant really relax and ignore the fact that somebody could be staring at the uncontrollable protrusion in my pants crotch. I really want to get a cb6ks soon, I think it might be the answer to long term wear for me. My screen name stands for "captain" in case you were wondering, just a silly name I use on occassion. I know when to be serious but usually I like to just play and get into the spirit of having fun like when we were young and everything was new and exciting! I like to bring this imagination to creating games and new ways of experiencing something beyond the ordinary. I hope we can all help each other to reach these new levels of experience!