Part 2 ~ The Reluctant Dominatrix

So....

...how's my day going?! :xd:

Seeing as you asked so nicely I will tell you!

After pet got up this morning and took my girls to dance class, fed baby her breakfast and changed her, he set about learning to iron and do the laundry. Good start!

He was struggling a bit with the intricacies of ironing, so I stepped in every now and then to help out. I was wearing a mini baby-doll style t-shirt and panties so he had trouble keeping his hands off me. I was horny, so had no objection to his wandering attention - with the exception of the neighbours seeing, so I closed the blinds a bit.

pet took this as a signal that he was allowed to have a bit more fun, but I put him right and sent him back to the ironing.

The sunshine and a little bit of porn surfing had me even more horny, so when he sat next to me on the sofa (I was in the corner nook of our sofa, with my legs up, laptop balancing) I decided to open my legs a little and smile at him.

I was rewarded with more intimately wandering fingers slipping into my pussy and a "god I love it when you're so wet" comment. Needless to say the laptop was ditched, pet played with my pussy and teased my clit, so I responded to my urges of having my nipples played with myself, twiddling them in my finger tips.

I had a delicious climax which ended with those lovely tingles that can only be cured by a good fucking, so I urged pet on in that direction. Good boy asked if he was allowed to cum, and I delayed that treat until I'd cum whilst he was inside me.

Plenty of teenage type giggles and snuggles ensued until I had to go get showered before my salon trip... so far, it's been quite a good day! :xd:

 

I'm sooooo tired!

I will try and tell you all about my wonderful evening/night/morning, but for the best part of the day I expect to do nothing but slouch on the sofa and recover!

 

Posted a few new photos. Unfortunately I wasn't happy with a lot of them... but that's just me!

 

Our night in!

I knew I should have blogged sooner on last nights fun, because I wont remember everything in the wonderful detail I should but I do intend on re-enacting a lot of it tonight!

Looking back it feels like not a lot happened but we were up well into the morning! And probably woke the neighbours up whoops! Im very lucky that my next door neighbour is very open minded and I dont think would mind if she knew exactly what was going on.

As you all know I have been indulging in a *lot* of internet shopping recently. I am finding so many wonderful articles to play with that Im going to have to start making a wish list and have a monthly budget, specifically for my sex life, so that I dont send us in to rack and ruin with my purchases!

To this end I had two toys I wanted to try out last night. (Some of the others require a completely child-free house and a lot more room that our bedroom can offer along with plenty of energy and a whole day of fun!)

The first I decided to try out was the penis gag. pet and I had been very touchy feely all day, and after I had my dressing up session, I was more than ready for a good fucking.

There are a couple of photos in the album and I just love the gag. This wasnt the first time I had put it into pets mouth. Not long after it arrived he was pestering me as to what was in the box so I made him lean across to with his eyes closed, made him wet his lips and gentle pushed the mini cock into his slightly opened mouth. I told him to open his eyes and waited for the realisation to sink in.

As he saw the black cock protruding from his mouth he took it out, mumbled a few swear words of shock and joy and stumbled off with a huge erection, knowing he would have to wait a while before I decided to play with it actually THATS probably why hes been so bloody attentive the last few days!!!! Lol

I put the gag together and strapped it tightly into his mouth. I lay him back and spent some time lubricating the big, black cock, massaging it thoroughly before straddling his face and sliding my wet pussy onto the erection.

Wow it was a beautiful fit. Very comfortable, which means a good hard fuck toy! We took it in turns, me riding it hard, and then pet thrusting it with all his might.

I was dripping wet and he continually buried his face in my juices, rubbing his nose to my clit every time he plunged the cock into me. I loved it its my favourite new toy!

I decided also to try out the rabbit strap-on. I have posted a description of how that went in the Mall.

The rabbit is not an early-scene toy! I was cumming too quickly and that annoys me. I think I will save that for after Ive cum a few times and need extra stimulation to reach those elusive Os.

I had pet hooded while I used this one, let him lay back and rode it as hard as I could. As I said, it was a little too long for really hard fucking, but the ears made up for it! All he kept saying was I wish I could watch you, I want to see you cumming. He was hugely turned on by this strap-on and my pleasure.

Afterwards we fucked hard for what seemed like ages. pet is much better at controlling his sensitive little prick these days and I came with him inside me before letting him have his moment of glory.

After all this he was exhausted, but I couldnt sleep. I watched a recorded update of Big Brother 9 (my sordid life!) but was still far too horny to sleep so I pushed him into another round of hard fucking.

I swear were going to break that bed. Its already (literally) fucked, and Im pretty sure we must have woken the neighbours!

It was a delicious fuck. Lifting my legs up over his shoulders and then at other times pushing my knees to my chest that always gets me wanting anal sex. I didnt want to ask for some reason, I never do. I had hoped he would at least have flipped me over for doggy sex with naughty little puppy, I love it when he pounds hard, balls slapping against me, he gets so caught up in the moment he doesnt realise Im studying every look on his face in our wall to wall mirrors.

God I love him so much, Im a lucky girl.

So there we go, a nice Saturday night in! Possibly not the most Dominating Ive ever been, but it was a fabulous day of fabulous sex.

Today Ive been very tired, and spent most of it reading some of it was Marias Diary and in it I found this:

She is my idol. This really brought it all home to me, and Im still in early days. Heres to the future!

 

Sad Day

We have a funeral to attend today.

At the moment it looks sunny, hopefully it will stay that way. For some reason, rain makes funerals so much harder to bear.

 

The funeral went well (if you know what I mean) but makes you reflect a lot.

Came home later in the evening to find my son running around ON OUR ROOF!

If I'm a bit distant for a while it's because I'm trying to get my head around everything.

Who'd have kids eh?!

 

Thank you Chastiman... I had to laugh. As his punishment he is switching rooms with his sister as we can no longer trust him in the loft room, so he'll be in a pretty pink and lilac room. We've found my underwear in his room previously, he's growing his hair and puts clippies in it "for a joke" and he is surrounded by girls and all their frillies all the time.

I won't be disappointed with any direction my kids take as long as its legal and not life threatening. :angel:

 

Oh dear...

I have been neglecting my blog!

I guess that the past week so many things have happened to make me think about things that I wasn't sure quite how I felt.

The SATC movie made me think a lot about the romantic side of my life (and made me broody AGAIN!) as well as my career path. The funeral made me think a lot about how short life is, and then finding my son on the roof exaggerated that fact!

I have so many things I should be concentrating on, being a housewife, being a mother, getting divorced, working on re-starting my career path... and I feel so selfish because all I really think about is sex, chastity, sissification of pet, etc.

I love surfing for sex toys and outfits, but feel guilty about the time and money I *waste*... I guess everyone has a hobby!

The Lori device arrived and definately needs to go back to be adjusted. A maid's outfit I ordered before Xmas for pet FINALLY arrived, and it's stunning, and charlotte looks beautiful in it. So lots of sexy things going on in my head.

I got drunk on Sunday. :sad: I'm very annoyed at myself and upset about this. I think with all the things going on, I just needed to escape. pet hates it when I drink. When we first met I swear I must have been completely hammered everytime he saw me. I was going through a terrible time with my husband and again, looking to escape. Since being with pet I hardly drink at all, and then of course when pregnant I gave up all together (except the odd small glass of wine!) So yes, I shouldn't have got drunk and I felt awful on Monday, serves me right!

I've also been feeling very "intimate" with pet lately. Very cuddly and kissy and lots of snuggly sex, and the odd bit of kinky sex... well I say kinky, but to us gags, bondage, etc are the new vanilla!

Thought vaguely about the cuckolding situation again. I have been feeling very clingy to pet recently and had totally gone off the idea, I just wanted it to be *us*, not sure why. I was extremely horny yesterday and started thinking again, and realised that the perfect alpha-male was probably on my doorstep.

I have a friend, married man, who I had a brief fling with when I was 19 and we have remained firm friends ever since. I refer to him as the older brother I never had. He is definately the gentle-giant type and adores me. If I asked him, he wouldn't be shocked. He knows I'm so bizarre, this wouldn't be new. I love him to bits, but wonder if perhaps he is a little too submissive. Hmmmm... I'll work on this one, at least in my mind for a while. It's not something I want to rush.

When I was in bed (for most of Monday) pet said he thought about tying me up and teasing me all day. I told him it wasn't a problem :xd: but he found every excuse in the book to not do it. I know he was mad about me getting drunk, and worried why it had happened, but something says that he just didn't want to be the one in power... or maybe he realised what hard work it would be LMAO! :crossedlips:

Ah well, we have visitors this evening so I need to get on and tidy a few things up. pet is in charge of baby so he has taken her shopping... heaven knows what toys she'll come back with!!! Spoiled Princess... may as well train her early I suppose.

 

Very busy today so I'm sorry if I'm not as attentive with people as I should be.

Sent an email to Ms Lori last night about the device being too long. Her reply suggested that it could not be shortened and we should sell it via her site and start again. She said Paulie "may" be able to do something with it but would have to look at it first. WTF? He built the fucking thing (sorry... trying not to get annoyed).

The thing that COMPLETELY pisses me off is that our measurements were accurate and if you measure the shaft of the device it is accurate to those measurements BUT the hinge and the cock ring add half an inch, and lo and behold that's about how much too long our device is. Surely they should take that measurement into account?

I'm just annoyed that I didn't compensate for it in my measurements.

I was so upset this morning I hardly spoke to pet, because every time I thought about it, I wanted to cry. A great development because it confirms the fact I want him in chastity.

I went to the salon to have my nails done, and when pet picked me up he was wearing the device and says it might not be as bad as he thought, so we may struggle with it for a couple of days.

I was just about to ask for the key when he said he wanted to remove it for a while.

This upsets me because I'm so up and down about the whole thing, so I snapped at him, told him not to talk about it and just give me the key when he's ready.

I just want a definate ending. I want him happy in it (to an extent) and I want 24/7 wear.

*sigh*

 

I have lots to say, but I have to get ready to go to University to find out my degree classification.

I'm pretty sure I know what it is, and I know I won't be happy... but such is life.

On the Lori tube... bottom line: It's wrong, no-one is to blame, we will send it back to be sold and buy a new one.

 

Ahhhhh life is good!

Dominatrix feelings: 90% ~~ Horniness: 95%

The new CB6000 arrived at 8.30am and I rushed it straight upstairs to wake pet and insist he put it on IMMEDIATELY!

He was a bit annoyed because I'd said he could lie in until 9 this morning... blame the postman for coming early, not me! :tongue:

I absolutely delighted in watching the device be fitted and putting the key around my neck... there is an extra reason for this glee: pet admitted that he hasn't cum since we had sex on Monday and last night I gave him every opportunity to have sex if he wanted to... but he had a new Xbox game and instead of playing with me, he played with that until 1 am this morning BIG MISTAKE! :bigsmile:

Normally I would be upset about this, because I'm sooooooooo horny, but I'm not upset at all. I can't wait to go to bed for a nice, long pussy licking tonight, maybe a massage first, or a pedicure... the world is my oyster.

Of course... we know it will all go pear-shaped by lunchtime because pet will start whinging that something doesn't fit right... but I can dream!

I need to update on the cuckolding conversation we had yesterday, but haven't time to do it now. I will be spending most of my day preparing my son's bedroom for redecorating to become my daughter's bedroom after the climbing on the roof fiasco!

A note also on our Journals. You may notice that pet has never posted in my journal. I've never told him not to, it just seemed an unspoken rule... and now that pet has a journal, I will not be posting in there. We have spoken about it and decided it would be better if we didn't comment in each other's journals because they are our own perspectives of the situations and we don't want to descend into petty arguments.... in case anyone was wondering!

 

We've had one before, if you read pet's Journal you will see that when he *left* home last year, I threw a bag of his belongings down the stairs and the CB was in it... it split down the middle!

He's been whinging already and has gone off to refit it, but once it is on comfortably it shouldn't be a problem. :angel:

Yes, MEO are usually fabulously fast aren't they!? Maybe there's a huge run on chastity devices... I hope so!

 

Dominatrix Feelings -50%!!!! ~~ Horniness - 80%

Good morning!

I realised as I woke up that pet slept all night in his CB, which is an excellent start. Normally that's when we begin to have problems, so hopefully it's a good sign.

He's having a lie in this morning because I know I'll be mega-snappy if I wake him up... my husband is back in the country today and that always makes me a little "sensitive"!

I wish hubby would stay away from this house, but I'm not going to rock the boat because I live a very privileged life here... huge house... bills paid... So he always gets the taxi here from the airport.

Then he'll take the car and run errands and generally moan about the state of the house, etc, etc.

He always makes me feel crappy, and I always feel so darn fat and unattractive when he's around. Makes me sick. Ramble ramble... there will be a lot of that while he's in the country.

I did ask him to come back at this time specifically for my graduation this Friday. I want him to be there because it was for him I did the degree, and I need him to keep an eye on the kids while I'm in the Great Hall accepting my degree. It will be an interesting day, my mum and dad, my husband, my kids and my boyfriend!

Then pet and I are taking baby away for the weekend. We are going to a Butlins resort (but staying in the hotel, not the cramped chalets!) we intend to do NOTHING! I hope to take baby swimming each day and maybe visit the beach, but other than that we will lounge around (taking our Xbox!) and just be a cosy little family.

Husband will take the kids... reluctantly... drives me freaking nuts. He is out of the country 6 weeks at a time and then moans if he has to have the kids overnight. In fact he wants to stay HERE to look after the kids because his house is too far from the school (WHY BUY IT THEN!) and all their stuff is here (well... they could pack!).

Eugh... see... grumpy.... stressed....!

 

Just another day in my bizarre world...

Monday morning: rope bondage, a finger fucking and a visit from my potential Alpha Male... it's a slow start to the week!

Poor pet, at 3am this morning I had to release him from his CB as he was in pain and not getting any sleep at all. 7am I woke him up because I realised the kids weren't up and we needed to get baby out to the childminder. I had salon in the afternoon and wanted to play in the morning.

I refused to get out of bed until pet had been relocked. :bigsmile:

He popped in while I was checking my mail and I asked if he was very tired... he said it depended on what was going to happen. Lol

He ferried the kids off to their various places and I decided to get all my bits and pieces together for some rope bondage, thanks to newsub4a's recent postings and photographs.

Out came the Knotty Boys book and my ropes, emergency scissors and a cute pair of panties. On pet's return I made him put the panties on, in the living room (so I had plenty of room to play) and wandered off to make a few boring phone calls.

When I came back we just played at a relaxing little rope bondage practice. I was really enjoying myself and pet was a willing subject. I was quite pleased with the couple of bits I practiced and when we have more time I intend to do them fully.

I knew I had to grab a shower and get ready for my salon visit, but I snuggled up between pet's legs as he was sitting on the sofa to watch a little bit of TV first.

His hands wandered down to my nipples and he couldn't resist playing. I wasn't about to argue, it's so relaxing, I decided to let him continue for a while.

We restarted our cuckolding conversations and pet asked if I had texted my "adopted older brother" (BB for Big Brother from hereon in) to see if he was coming to visit this week.

I had spoken to BB last week when I texted him my Degree result, and we ended up having a saucy conversation (which is usual for us!) whilst pet was driving me home from Uni.

pet had admitted to getting a huge hard-on during our conversation and was feeling more turned on by the cuckolding idea, so I agreed that as BB was coming over to say hi sometime this week I would plant the seed...

I was feeling horny and wet at this point, so I grabbed my phone, hopped up onto the sofa, spreading my legs around pet and encouraged him to start playing with my pussy whilst I texted BB. I explained that I was only available Thurs this week and BB said he would have to delay till the week after then... I simply replied "what if I'm not horny next week?"

The phone stayed silent and I decided to let pet bring me to a second orgasm while I waited for a reply, and he duly went down and started lapping away at my clit. Mmmmmm... a good day so far!

Still no answer on the phone, so I decided I should go and get ready for my salon trip...

To be continued

 

Posting in parts to prevent loss!

I was naked in my bedroom when the doorbell rang so I shouted to pet to answer the door, it might be a parcel (we are always expecting new toys to arrive!) but I heard a "Hello, is she in?" in a deep voice, followed by a "Oh yes, come in"... by this time I was halfway down the stairs in a dressing gown and recognised the voice.

I bounced down the stairs, past pet and straight to BB at the door... all girlie squeals and giggles as he handed me a card. So *thats* why he didn't reply! He had dashed out from work to come and see me, I guess he thought I would be alone. :tongue:

I made him a coffee and ushered him to the living room where we chatted and chatted. I asked him about his current flirtations and his wife, etc, etc all the while he was trying to move my dressing gown to see an upskirt view and pulling at the top to see if I had underwear on.

I don't know quite how it happened, but the next thing is I'm showing him *my* site, explaining how my boyfriend is currently locked in chastity and doesn't fuck me at the moment and hear myself saying "this is where you come in".

Stunned look. :crossedlips: So I elaborate, very vaguely, on the whole situation. Still stunned look and a "well, this isn't quite what I expected" comment.

So I go on further about why he would be perfect and how would he feel about the whole thing? He stumbled at the male-on-male action that I wanted to happen and I told him to go and think and think hard.

Talking of hard! Lol. He made it very obvious that he was. And I couldn't keep my hands off it. And I forgot how huge and straight and perfect it was... :tongue:

Anyway! Just to check that I was still hot for him and not hot from the previous activities I straddled him and gave him a soft but passionate kiss.

We chat a little more and I grab a dress from the ironed pile on the window seat, lose the dressing gown and get dressed... giving him a chance to see that the once firm and slim 19 year old body is no more (lmao!).

When I turn around his cock is sat proud, protruding from his trousers. I squeal a little and can't help but touch it again. I explain in no uncertain terms that we both have thinking to do and now is not the time or place... so he asks me to put it away for him.

God I forgot how lovely and huge it was. Did I mention that?!

So by this point I'm running REALLY late and have to usher him out of the door.

I haven't heard a peep! I think I have stunned the poor man. I thought he would have been a little more prepared for the next chapter in my bizarre world!