Pantysexual Dolly's Chaste Conditioning Experiment

Sissy_Aline · Sep 13, 2009

So we'll share

the dress. At least we all have good taste

No cat fights - unless a Mistress requests it here.

Hugs to all.

Aline
:butterfly:

lindatvtg · Sep 14, 2009

I'm a semi-retired sissy who used to dress up and play sissy in the park. Also, did lots of sissy shopping. My comments reflect back on those days. Things change over time.

Regarding Sissy Dolly Anne's list of goals for 2009, the two items I think will most help you move along the path you have chosen are cock sucking and bra wearing. I wore bras almost full-time, even at work under a male t-shirt and stripped or blue shirt. (Business casual) Wearing a bra keep your mind constantly focused on your status as a sissy. As for cock sucking, once you start, you don't want to stop. That can be a problem due to scheduling issues and risks. Think about who you want to suck first, a real man or a sissy. Then, think about how you want to meet them. There are at least three ways: place a discrete "want ad" on a Yahoo Group that might be viewed by real men or other sissies in your area, go to www.cruisingforsex.com and either place an ad or just review the sites in your area where men meet. Parks are safer than ABS as there are more exits if you are careful about where you park. Finally, locate clubs in your area which are open minded places. I've heard that gay bars are not a good place to meet guys as many gays don't care for sissies but prefer real men. If you would like to discuss further, send me a PM.

As for "make overs", I got on done in a salon with instruction provided. However, I wasn't prepared to go anywhere to have fun so it was a waste.
Another time I got one at a Dept. store makeup counter. That was more fun and the lady who did it was both nice looking and was enjoying it too.

I had a pink maid's outfit at one time. Wore it once with a dom and never again. Was a real waste.

I gave up on high heels very quickly due to my screwed up feet. However, they remain a big turn on for me! Had a GF who wore them to bed and was a natural dom but that's another story.

I've enjoyed reading about your experiences during the past couple of weeks and look forward to many more of your adventures.

Miss D · Sep 14, 2009

Let's talk about porn addiction - in this case, sissy porn addiction. Like any stimulus, exposure leaves an imprint in the brain of the subject. The more satisfying the stimulus is - the stronger the imprint that is left.

In our conditioning experiment, pantysexual dolly was allowed (required) to collect a rather vast amount of sissy porn images - images of her own choosing. During each session, she was subjected to a continuous stream of those images and then asked to select only the best for viewing for a second and third time. Throughout the process, pantysexual dolly was to remain chaste - sexually stimulated but with no chance of relief.

Pantysexual dolly found and reported that the editing process was difficult - she didn't want to give up any of her stimuli - and I suspect that she actually didn't - those stimuli are still there on her hard drive where she can go back to them anytime. Isn't that correct dolly anne?

Anyway, the stimuli that made the first and second cuts are presumably the ones that left her with the strongest imprints. What makes each of us a unique person is the variety of stored memories that without even thinking about them, have an influence on us every day of our lives. Pantysexual dolly is imprinted. How she acts in the future is now in part, swayed by those stimuli. They have become a part of her. The same is true of all of us that viewed the images as well. The Control gurls, because they had the duty of reporting how they felt about the images, received a more lasting imprint - simply because they were required to study and report. But clearly the greatest effect was experienced by dolly - the act of editing really made her work and as a result, those images are burned into her brain.

Porn addiction is controversial - some therapists deny that it is real at all. Others, myself included, consider it to be simply another form of sexual response. A part of some people's normal sexual behavior. It is fantasy, of course, but all sexual response is a thought process that leads to physical fulfillment. In pantysexual dolly's case (and the Control gurls), she was denied the fulfillment portion - making the imprint all the stronger.

For anyone who viewed the images - the ones that you liked the most are the ones that most likely meet your sexual desires - whether you realized it or not at the time. It's just that simple. The conditioning sessions, takes those strongest sexual desires and leaves a lasting imprint. It isn't really an alteration of sexual behavior - but it is a reinforcement - a focus - towards a specific stimulus.

The conditioning pantysexual dolly received was rather extreme. The imprints left are quite formidable - made so, by the lack of fulfillment. She was forced into a sexual response with no relief. Afterwards, even after obtaining relief, she still felt quite needy. That is perfectly normal because she did not obtain the sexual practice she was most focused on. Only pantysexual dolly, truly knows what that focus is... I would guess that if the conditioning went on much longer, there would be very specific sexual needs induced in pantysexual dolly - ones that could be satisfied in one way and one way only.

Think about it gurls and let Me know if you agree with My conclusions or not. As for pantysexual dolly, thank you again for being our test subject. Several days have passed since the experiment concluded - what are the lasting effects, dolly? Are you wishing to be bound and "forced" to suck cocks - make them hard for your Mistress, so She can cuckold you while you watch helplessly? Or would you rather be the cum covered sissy whore in the cube at the adult store, sucking every cock that is presented to you - a gurl with a reputation for sucking cock - hundreds...

Would that hit the spot for you sweety? Just My guess....

Sissy_Aline · Sep 15, 2009

Miss D

The human brain is fascinating and studies are now finding that the brain continues to grow and evolve into our forties. The frontal lobe (where sexuality lives) is one of those regions. In essence, we can all be changed and reprogrammed although the real changes occur from 25 years on down. THis is where addictions are formed as the brain develops.

i think that we will be what we aspire to be. There is natural experimentation going on with any bdsm or kinky activity. We are all walking on the edge and may cross over just to see what is there. Dollyanne may be imprinted as others may be here. Time will tell. Most of the control gurls are aspiring to the blue dress worn by the sissy and we planned to fight for it or share it. THAT is imprinting.

The fact is that images are but one of the multiple intelligences we have and with focus, we can become what we envision.

A grand experiment run - time WILL tell.

http://bloggingthebrain.com/does-the-brain-keep-developing-into-middle-age/

Aline

Respectful · Sep 15, 2009

What can a Mistress learn from Dolly?

Miss D,

I agree with your conclusions to Pantysexual Dolly's Conditioning, and am sure you recognize how those conclusions can be applied to training a submissive.

Dolly choose all the stimulus herself (except your rewards and suggestions I believe) and so she mostly-and intensely, imprinted on images and ideas she already lusted for. What were once more primal urges became much more conscious urges and desires for her I guess. As a control gurl who did not choose the images, I found that I came to like some of the images that initially repulsed me. This really got me thinking about the power of behaviour conditioning with such stimuli.

I suspect significant behaviour modification can be achieved with stimuli chosen for the sissy by their domme. Can this training tool be used to make their submissives more obedient? How could this theory be tested here?

Can a Domme make a strong enough 'stimulus imprint' to alter their submissive's preferences, such as subjecting a 'straight' sissy to gay porn stimuli while keeping them femme and in chastity? Would this change the sissy's orientation over time? How much time and stimuli would that take?

One premise to test is "Yes it would alter her preferences, in time, if both the sissy and the domme wanted it happen!"

Another experiment might be to see if this statement is true: "Yes, this conditioning would work even if the sissy said 'no'... if the domme were an expert on sissy conditioning such as Miss D ~

Yet another tangent may be to "Give me that blue dress! It's mine!!" giggle

Respectfully,
Cindy

This does raise certain moral issues, but when has the advancement of science not been without controversy? :confused0068:

Respectful · Sep 15, 2009

Sissy Aline,

Just kidding about the dress, I can share sweetie

All joking and porn conditioning aside for half a sec - I love what you wrote:

i think that we will be what we aspire to be.
Click to expand...

Respectful

dollyanne · Sep 16, 2009

Aftershocks and more!

Since the end of the experiment pantysexual dolly has been going through the addict's cycle: High--Crash--Craving--Withdrawal--Fix. Dollyanne was on a high at the end of the experiment, then crashed, feeling low, craved her stimuli and teasing, then went into withdrawal and finally got her fix--though not her squirtie--by returning to the stimuli again. During the craving period dolly was sooo horny! This cycle happened twice, then dolly started going through a 3rd cycle and got sick! :sick0026: It didn't have anything to do with the experiment, but maybe dolly's immune system was low due to lack of sleep. In any event, dolly didn't post due to that and also some weird computer problems she was having.

Dollyanne thinks the squirtie she had in the chastity left her wanting. It was more like what dolly understands a milking to be, though dolly has never really had one to be sure. It was as if dolly had an itch she wanted to scratch, but couldn't! The experiment would've probably been even more excruciating if it had started with a squirtie like that!

Dolly is recovering now and is still in chastity and back to being horny again! This morning when dolly awoke she found herself rubbing her nipples and craving a squirtie. :jerkit: She didn't view her stimuli, though she wanted to, and she stopped herself just like she did in the experiment. Being sick has probably taken dolly's mind off the stimuli for a short time, but now it is drifting back.

Pantysexual dolly has a rich fantasy life and all of dolly's fantasies were touched in the process of the experiment: cuckolding, sissification, forced feminization, forced-bi, sissy-maid domestic service, bondage, humiliation, and being used as a sex-toy! Dolly is not that much into pain, but even that was covered too through the use of restrictive bondage devices for spanking! Dolly's trigger stimuli aren't constant, so an image that might have turned her on a year ago, might not today. And, an image that turned her on at the beginning of the experiment, might not have at the end. Still, the above fantasies remained strong, even though more extreme stimuli were needed as the experiment progressed. This is probably similar to an addict needing more and more of a drug.

Dollyanne agrees with You, Miss D, that porn addiction is real and is part of normal sexual response for some people. People differ in what they consider porn to be--whether it's an intimate romantic moment in a novel, or a nasty uninhibited sex act at a glory hole! But whatever it is, that image of porn leads to physical fulfillment. Pantysexual dolly's images became more and more extreme until at the end it took a nasty cum-splattered adult arcade scene to take her over the edge! And, take her over the edge it did!

That image, though somewhat embarrassing, is still powerful for dollyanne and evokes all manner of fantasy scenarios for dolly's imagination to explore! It looks frighteningly real to dollyanne--not posed at all--and dolly can relate to it because she's been in that environment--though not dressed as a sissy slut! If dollyanne's slut delirium ramps up it will probably work again!

Now, dollyanne wants to visit that place for real, maybe wearing her skirt and hose and bra underneath her boy clothes, going inside with some tokens and taking off her boy clothes and pretending to be that sissy slut! What would dolly do if some man stuck his cock through the glory hole? Dolly doesn't know, but it might be thrilling to find out. Dolly may have to work herself into slut delirium again to be brave enough, because dolly likes to be safe, but it's certainly not impossible!

To Linda's point--thank you, Linda, for your insightful comments and suggestions--dollyanne has been wearing a bra after the experiment and it definitely made her feel different. First, she was worried that her bra straps would show, but after she got over that dolly felt like she was "one of the girls" feeling the constriction of a strap around the chest and back. Dolly even found herself thrusting her chest out, even though her boobs are pretty much non-existent! The bra is a pink sport's bra, and is nice and soft so dolly could actually rub her nipples through it! It did cause a slight rash and itching, however, and dolly realized it hadn't been washed since she bought it! So, dolly did that and also went shopping--unsuccessfully so far--to try to find one or two more bras like it so she could wear them regularly! Dolly also likes Miss D's suggestion of getting matching bra and panty sets, so dolly plans to do that too when she is able to do some serious shopping!

As for cock-sucking, the images You paint, Miss D, are very strong fantasies for dollyanne! Dolly is concerned about it though, because with her suggestive and addictive personality, once dolly started, as Linda points out, she wouldn't want to stop! So, dolly is not sure what to do about it at the moment, whether to keep it as a fantasy, or whether to pursue it to earn true sissy slut status! Perhaps finding another sissy in dolly's area in a similar situation would be a way to explore it. This is something that dolly needs to give more thought to! The images definitely moved dolly in that direction, but dolly might have to be in true slut delirium again with a few swigs of Jack Daniels courage-in-a-bottle to pursue it the first time! After that though, dollyanne would probably be a wanton slut of the first order!

In thinking about whether dollyanne needs a Mistress or keyholder, dolly is not sure. Pantysexual dolly is well disciplined when it comes to staying in her chastity and taking herself to the edge without squirting. It probably wouldn't matter whether dolly had the key to her chastity on the night stand next to her or on her keychain at all times! However, just like people do better losing weight with personal trainers, dollyanne would probably do better with her sissification/feminization with a "trainer". Dolly successfully lost weight when she used the Virtual Mistress program as a trainer and source of motivation. Perhaps that could be repeated. Dolly needs to lose weight again and could try to use that approach to move her farther down the femming path.

However, dollyanne also has real-life restrictions that limit what she can do--especially around the house. For example, dolly would like to paint her fingernails and wear high heels and a maid's uniform, but that would for sure lead to domestic trouble! Dolly would also like to get made up and go out more in public, but isn't sure how to accomplish that. Maybe having a local sissy friend for playing "dress up" would help. There are a lot of things for dolly to think about.

Thank You so much, Miss D, for indulging dollyanne in this exciting experiment! Dolly knows it took a lot of Your time and thought, and dolly thanks You for being so generous! Thanks also to the control gurls and others who followed along and commented. Who knows where this could lead for all of us! (Dolly suspects that rachel may get some of her fantasies fulfilled soon, and dollyanne is envious! Good luck, rachel!)

Meanwhile, pantysexual dolly continues in chastity, wears her panties every day, shaves her legs and body from the eyebrows down, paints her toenails, and has added the wearing of a bra. Next, dolly may also color her hair blonde! She has mentioned this to her spouse and hasn't gotten a negative response. In fact, She even made a couple of suggestions on how to do it! So, this experiment is resulting in some positive femming change for dollyanne. And, if dollyanne goes to the video arcade dressed as a sissy slut...well, who knows what else could happen! :smilies_xxx10:

Curtsies and Huggs,:manga_bath:
pantysexual dollyanne

P.S. Dollyanne was wondering if the whole Chastity Mansion membership has been going through slut delirium, because there seem to be even better gallery images than ever before! Dollyanne loves them!:CMrocks:

sissy andrea · Oct 14, 2009

gosh -where can i view these lovely sounding pictures? i've conducted a search but not found any -please help

chastityslavejohn · Oct 14, 2009

go to dollyanne's profile and look at Her albums

cynthiaTV · Dec 31, 2010

Wow what a tough experiment,but wickedly nice

claudiab · Jan 6, 2011

We gurls all support you in what task you have agreed to do. We all hope it is worth it in the end. Lets hope for no little accidents eh.

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