Pantysexual Dolly's Chaste Conditioning Experiment

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    wk2--Hard Cocks!

    It was sooo difficult deleting 180 hard cocks from pantysexual dolly's hard cock conditioning file! It took dolly a long time with quite a lot of nipple rubbing. Some of the cocks are still in dollyanne's mind! Dolly had to eliminate cocks she felt were imperfect, too small, or with slightly far away pictures. Dolly found herself gravitating toward more perfect cocks that were up close and personal! The good news was there were 180 big hard cocks remaining!

    This morning, dollyanne's clitty was tingling--especially at the tip. It was like a itch that needed scratching, but pantysexual dolly couldn't touch it! Dolly's little clitty throbbed in the chastity, trying to burst it at times! As dolly watched the big hard cocks pan in and out, zoom left and right, she became sooo aware of her tiny sissy gurl clitty! When such a cock was attached to a muscular man, dolly was also overcome by a wave of femininity. Somehow it seemed right that pantysexual dolly was a sissy gurl, a cuckold, and the more feminine the better!

    Dolly can truthfully say she really admires these big hard cocks on muscular men! She can see herself servicing them--licking, sucking, twisting, caressing, blowing, and kissing on the tip! Coaxing all the hot cum out, if she can, or stirring up the hot cream for play and pleasure of her Mistress!

    These hard cocks definitely show pantysexual dolly where her place is--a sissy gurl on her knees! Pantied, chastised, femmed, cuckolded, and dependent on the generosity of her Mistress for relief!

    Here is dollyanne as she was this evening in her "Perfect" panties--pink see-through mesh with pretty black lace. By this time, things had calmed down some, except for the tingling!

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    T-Girl stimuli tomorrow!

    Curtsies and Huggs,
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    pantysexual dollyanne
     
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    Well Dolly i am sure it was a difficult task for you to delete 180 hard cocks. i mean what sissy wants to throw away a perfectly good cock? i enjoyed them each and every one. my sissy little clitty was throbbing in the cage this AM. You did a wonderful job with the selection you made available to us. i so want to have an orgasm NOW.

    Again today i was in the back and forth and forth and back mode and just couldn't look long enough. What i wouldn't give right now to have one of those real cocks to play with.

    1.Here it is sissy girl. It's like i could just reach out put that glorious knob in my mouth and then feel it slide down my throat as i engulfed the shaft,

    2.Ok sissy on your knees. the angle of this photo just puts you right in the middle of that circle and what a lovely circle it is.

    3.OMG. instead of a collage would this be a cocklage. what a great pic some oozing cum , some spurting cum, some still hard and wating for their shot, and even a couple flaccid that a sissy must have already drained.

    4. Perfect cock. i agree perfect, simply perfect

    Thank you Dolly there is not a bad photo in the group.

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    OOhhhhhhh, all those yummy looking hard cocks!!


    Made me very hungry indeed! I was on my knees at my desk looking through those naughty naughty pictures!
     
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    One of pantysexual dolly's stimulus made me think of an event in the Olympics - the pentathlon. It involves young, hard-bodied men engaged in five different exercises. And for dolly - pantysexual dolly - her view of the event is from her knees - looking up at five hard cocks - just inches from her slut red lips... Mistress watches her intently, sees her eagerness...

    At a command from Mistress, pantysexual dolly begins her task - full hands and a very full mouth. Lipstick stains form on each of the five cocks. dolly knows each of the cocks now - intimately. She feels them tense and throb in her mouth as she takes each of them deep into her throat. She knows, she must do this right to please Mistress - she is aware of the consequences if she were to fail.

    The contrast is startling - men with hard cocks and then, there is pantysexual dolly - in frills - utterly feminine - her tiny clitty locked in it's cage. She knows that this pentathlon requires her to be at her slutty best. Her only thought now is to make those cocks cum. She wants rivers of cum - a torrent of cum - to spray all over her. She knows that nothing less than a cum soaked sissy will please Mistress.

    Pentathlon pantysexual dolly is deep into her slut delirium. Even the control gurls are beginning to show signs of the strain. A sort of mass hypnosis - all focused on cocks... A cock trance...

    All of pantysexual dolly's sexual thoughts involve cocks in one way or another - cocks pleasing Mistress or cocks using pantysexual dolly. Pantysexual dolly depends on thoughts of cocks to get excited. Pantysexual dolly has a love affair - an affiinity for cocks. Pantysexual dolly wants the label 'cock-sucker' so badly.

    It is now September. A new month. The experiment is reaching a crucial point. Pantysexual dolly is in the throws of slut delirium and her pent up frustration has exceeded anything she has ever experienced before. Will she succumb to temptation? I don't think she will...

    I think she wants more.


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    Dear Dollyanne,

    Lauren has hesitated to post anything until now, but your future seems so clear to her. It seems that you've been slipping into your role all too well sweetie.

    Lauren is wondering about some of the risks you've been taking. Thrilling car rides around town while wearing your mini skirt - tsk tsk... Caressing herself (her smooth bare calf as I recall) during lunch. Maybe a slip up is going to happen sooner or later. Someone is going to notice and approach you unless you are more careful. Ahh, but perhaps that's what Dollyanne seeks? Lauren believes that the naughty slutty dolly we've come to know is hoping, fantasizing for a chance encounter with a huge cock that could satisfy her. Now that wouldn't be cheating would it dear? Certainly not if dolly remains all locked up and chaste like a good gurl.

    Yes, Lauren knows the feeling of delirium. The yearning for a release, but only in the most humiliating way - in your case darling that's as a slutty fluffer with her lips wrapped around a warm throbbing cum-filled cock. In her delirium Dolly glimpses up into his eyes as he explodes his hot white juice into her worshipping throat. Such a slutty gurl now. The only way of feeling complete for you sweetie is to take that next step. There's no turning back because there's only one reality for you now.

    You are a panty-sexual sissy slut Dollyanne! Cry into your pillow if you like, writhe in your pink bed sheets, let your nipples yearn to be touched. In Lauren's opinion the ONLY course for you now is to give pleasure to others - never to receive. Your transformation is nearly complete.

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    And what will that gift be at the end of this experiment that Miss D has mentioned? Will there be "a knocking" at your door? Could your dreams become your reality? Just think of all the possibilities Dollyanne - maybe "your ship is about to land". (And maybe there will be horny seamen on this ship) *giggle*
     
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    I used to think I was a hetro man, aboout 3 years ago, how I have changed. I find most of the pics stimulating in some way but it is cocks and the manly men that they are attached to that really do it for me. I started to be interested in just cocks then slowly but surely I started liking the men they were attached to. Now it is all I think about when aroused. Cocks are beautiful and to see pics of cocks cumming is the best. I think dollyanne will be the same way after this intriguing experiment, the feeling she has now will last forever in her brain and will serve to excite her in the future. Imagine helping all those hunks cum dollyanne, how pleasing would that be? I think dollyanne would love to be labelled 'cocksucker'. I think it may be inevitable she end up with it the way her mind is going.
    Thankyou for such a great experiment Miss D.
     
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    We love our cute, pink science gerbil, Dolly Anne!

    Dearest Doctor (Miss D),

    Should we call upon extra sissy support aid for pantysexual dolly anne? No? You ARE dolly's sissy support Miss D? Okay, I'll just send our cute gerbil a chaste cyber hug :)

    Dolly anne's unrelenting stimuli and almost 2 month denial has triggered a noticeable tipping point in our yummy gerbil, (and on some of us control gurls too). Oh, and any other gurls or boys who wish to remain unknown until exposed by Miss D as the sissies that they are ;-)

    Dolly anne may sound quite delirious to me (as am I to my ear), but she is still very eloquent in her descriptions of her horny sissy gurl plight! You GO dolly anne!

    What with all the cock centred cuckoldry dolly anne's slutty side seems to crave, and her chastity, she is really quite an amazing example of a dripping, hormone crazed chaste slut keeping her fingers working on the keyboad in a seemingly sane way.

    Or, as Miss D has said about dolly anne before... Such a very, very good gurl!

    Miss D, you always seem to have the perfect words, images, and other encouragements for our cute little pink science gerbil (dolly anne) to stay on track, plus a psychic link to us Control Gurls. Hooray for you Miss D! And hooray for all Masters and Mistresses who control sissies with chastity torments!

    To paraphrase you Miss D, "You are such a Good Gurl dolly anne!"

    Hugs,
    Respectful Cindy

    I loved your thoughts on this thread Lauren! I look up to you big sister :)
     
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    week 2--T-Girls + dolly!

    Deleting stimuli continues to be difficult for pantysexual dolly! And yes, it is Big Cocks that seem to stimulate her the most! Dolly wants to wrap her red lips around them, suck and lick them hard and make them cum, whether they are Real Men or T-Girls! Dolly doesn't know why she has this cock fixation, but she certainly does! Does this make her a cocksucker? Dolly is embarrassed to say that it makes her want to be--and a good one at that! :penisdance:

    Speaking of cocks, dolly had to delete sooo many beautiful T-Girl cocks to get down to 180 stimuli interspersed with some of her own images. Pantysexual dolly tended to keep the biggest ones and the prettiest ones! Practically every stimuli has a cock in it!

    Pantysexual dolly went through the stimuli in the bubble bath again and was stimulated throughout as she listened to "Gender Transformation" and watched the stimuli practically pulsate in harmony with it. Cocks seemed to be ALIVE! The audio and the stimuli put her into a daze, and two remarkable things happened:

    1) By the end dolly's clitty felt that it was no longer attached to her. It was just a pink plastic lump. She felt it might just fall off and a sissy pussy would replace it! It was a strange feeling of detachment from her clitty, and a real feeling of femininity as dolly looked at her shaved legs and red toenails sticking up out of the bubbles! Dolly felt like a real gurl!

    2) Dolly noticed how free and proud the shemale cocks were! They were in the open and ready for action! By contrast, pantysexual dolly's clitty was always encased in its pink chastity cage in almost every one of dollyanne's pictures! It could not be touched. Since dolly's clitty in no way compares to the Big shemale cocks, it seemed fitting that pantysexual dolly would be a chaste sissy gurl next to them!

    Pantysexual dollyanne, the chaste sissy slut--pantied, chastised, and sissified:
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    Tomorrow will be one of the most difficult days for pantysexual dolly yet: Cocksucking!

    Curtsies and Huggs,:butterfly:
    pantysexual dollyanne

    P.S. Dollyanne apologizes, but it looks like she has run out of album space for posting pictures, so she may have to delete some of the earlier albums and start over for the remainder of week 2 and week 3. If there are any stimuli the control gurls want to keep for savoring later, dolly suggests downloading them before dollyanne replaces them!
     
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    Dolly must be in slut delirium as she only posted 9 pics today instead of 10.

    i was hard and dripping from the first to the last. i am envienous of the t-girls and their big cocks. i only wish i had a cock like that. The only thing i can do though is hope to be able to borrow one to play with and suck on for awhile. No wonder mine is kept under lock and key.

    Another good set Dolly. My cocksucking thoughts are starting to be on my mind more then usual lately.

    3.t-girl, big cock, What a beautiful set of lips. i can just hear her saying, well what are you waiting for get over here and start sucking. This thing isn't gonna cum by itself. Although i fear mine may soon.

    4.nice tan lines,Such a suckable cock. She looks happy and with a cock like that why shouldn't she be. Her balls look like the size of lemons compared to my little sissy balls. i am wondering though did Dolly pic this pic because of the big letter "D" on her necklace in honor of our very special Miss D.

    5. can just imagine myself in this same position. Waiting for someone to take out the dildo and replace it with a real cock. Then replacing the dildo and me having to stay there and wait for another and another and...........


    1&2. It's a tie between Tara, Great expression on this shemales face, so girly, so inviting and yet sexy at the same time. Plus she could use the straps on her ballet shoes to time me up. The sexy red lips is just as good, Such a pretty face with such full kissable red shiny lips. i love the flower shaped pasties. What a beatiful smooth flat mid section to explore with you hand. Then you come to that beautiful shemale cock. i would love to spend a night with her.

    Rachel

    P.S. i want some cock:sad0147:
     
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    Interesting observation dolly anne... The she-male cocks are nice and big and most importantly - unfettered. While pantysexual dolly's little nubbin is all locked up. The contrast is significant.

    But you know why you are in chastity, pantysexual dolly. You know why you sleep each night in a frilly nighty. You know why you are in panties. And you most certainly know why you are obsessed with cocks. But don't be dismayed little one - all of your urges are perfectly appropriate for a sissy.

    Everyone who is witnessing your ordeal knows the torment you are feeling. After so many days of sissy porn conditioning and chastity, no one expects for you to be entirely lucid.

    I wonder, at the conclusion of the experiment, if will you beg to continue your conditioning? Is that pantysexual dolly's fate?

    There are eight more days of sissy porn conditioning - just eight. It'll be a shame for it to end...
     
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    You go dollyanne. keep on posting and learning from the process. The album space is that limited here? we're all rooting for you. :)

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    Week 2--Cocksucking

    Pantysexual dolly had to wade through over 400 cocksucking stimuli to arrive at the top 180! This was the most difficult task yet by far!

    It worked out well last time, so dolly subjected herself to the stimuli again while in the bubble bath. Dolly listened to "Cock Worship" while the stimuli panned in and out.

    It was difficult choosing the pictures as dolly responded to many of them equally, but big cocks, forceful face-fucking, and stimuli with words like "cocksucker" were appealing to dollyanne. In addition, dolly noticed that many of the t-girls were playing with their own unfettered cocks while sucking. As Miss D points out, this would not be possible for a sissy gurl like dolly since she is in chastity. Chaste pantysexual dolly would have to devote her entire attention to pleasing with no squirtie for herself!

    When dolly finished and dried herself off she noticed that her clitty was leaking a little string of pre-cummie juice. Dolly cleaned this up with a Q-tip and used a hair-dryer to dry her chastity and clitty.

    Dolly noted Miss D's comment about begging to continue her conditioning. This made pantysexual dolly's clitty hard! Dolly thinks this is a possibility because she is an addictive personality who could easily become addicted to sissy porn! On the other hand, it is also possible that dollyanne will become so saturated she will only want to see sweet frilly sissies and be like them! Dolly is sooo confused right now, Miss D, and doesn't know what to think!

    Pantysexual dolly has so little time to think--she is reacting in a almost primal way!

    Bondage and Chastised Sissy are next!

    Curtsies and Huggs,:manga_bath:
    pantysexual dolly

    P.S. Dolly had to delete the first album in order to make room for the new posts. So, the original week 1 albums may end up being deleted!
     
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    Bad news. i am currently unlocked due to developing a small sore spot on my sissy clit. Miss D i will not provide myself with any release so i can continue being a control gurl. It was very difficult to look at the cock-sucking pics this morning, much more torturous this morning then when locked. i was completely erect and wanted to rub it soooooooooo bad. This is gonna be a long couple days.

    Now as far as the cock-sucking pics go. It was another back and forth day going through the pics multiple times. i seem to be fantasizing more at each pic putting my self in place of the gurls. Wishing more now then ever that i could be each one of them. It is getting to the point now that even pics that i wouldn't normally find stimulating i obsess over wishing i could change places with the gurl.

    Well i was surprised at myself this morning as i enjoyed the "so sweet" pic over the glory hole pic. It's just the expression on her face and the way she is tenderly holding and caressing his balls. i find it quite erotic.

    Glory hole pic is a close second.

    Then the lineup, then the circle one. To be relegated to nothing more then a cock-sucking machine while being denied myself, in one way to be so detached and impersonal yet being so intimate would be a true dichotomy. i fear i might just ooze out an orgasm from all the pleasure i would be giving.

    All my comments are posted under the pics in the album.

    Rachel
     
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    Good golly, slut dolly,
    Today's collection is a tour de force of cock sucking. So many cocks - So much sucking...

    Although pantysexual dolly didn't mention it, I suspect she has a tingle in the back of her throat - sort of an itch. The only way to scratch it is to insert a nice hard cock and let it rub the spot for a while. Gurls who earn the label 'cock sucker' have a permanent itch. But other than frequent applications of cock to their back of their throats, they lead otherwise normal lives - at least, normal for a sissy.

    I can understand why this stimuli has a particularly potent effect on the likes of pantysexual dolly and rachel. The poor gurls have developed an itch...

    Well, today marks the start of the final week of the experiment. During this final week, pantysexual dolly will reduce the number of stimuli in half once again, but review the collection twice during each session. A double dose of the most potent stimuli. By now, her will has weakened, she is in a very suggestive state of mind. Her long period of chastity and constant sissy porn torment has clearly been quite effective - she does seem a bit adled doesn't she? This final week will be a true test - pushing her to her very limits - this is extreme sissy conditioning at it's best. I suspect the control gurls are feeling the strain as well. But it only lasts one more week gurls - you are almost at the finish now.

    Personally, I don't see a problem with a sissy porn addiction. I know poor pantysexual dolly is concerned about it. But it's the inappropriate touching that must be avoided - not the stimuli. I could be wrong, but I think most Mistresses would prefer that their sissy was kept somewhat tormented by their condition. A sissy that is on edge, is much easier to handle. They become so willing - so eager to please - it's the best time to exert Control over them.

    I mentioned yesterday that pantysexual dolly may find herself unable to cease her conditioning - that her conditioning might have become an addiction that she can no longer control. We'll see I suppose. But don't let that worry you now pantysexual dolly - in one week, we'll all find out.

    Isn't this pretty much how a sissy cucky feels anyway? So excited by their cucking but kept chaste... They don't have an addiction exactly - but many do beg and plead for more cucking. And it's a pretty common theme, amongst sissy cuckies, to hope that they will be required to provide lipservice for their Mistress's lover. Isn't that just about the same condition that pantysexual dolly is in right now? Interesting isn't it?

    Keep up the good work pantysexual dolly and control gurls... only one week left.


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    week 2--Bondage and Chastity!

    Pantysexual dolly had strong urges today. She wanted to go for a ride in her car all dolled up in pink and get out somewhere and swish around in public as a sissy gurl, much like lauren did in her school girl outfit when she was experiencing slut delirium! Dolly actually dressed in her little mini and was planning things when a thunderstorm rolled in, so she was saved from possible public embarrassment by thunder and lightning!

    This morning also found pantysexual dolly to be in the throes of horniness unlike she has been in before. She wanted to have a squirtie in her chastity soooo badly! Dolly rubbed her nipples and squeezed her thighs together and had to force herself to stop short. She took herself to the edge several times! It would have been so easy, but NO, pantysexual dolly has another week to go on edge like this!

    Then came bondage and chastity stimuli! Dolly has always been a fan of bondage, but has let it slide until this experiment began. Now, she is finding a renewed interest! Before, dolly was interested in bondage for teasing, but now dolly seemed to be turned on by public bondage and the most by inescapable immobile bondage that enables a sissy gurl to be used as a nasty slut at both ends! OMG! :gen085:

    And, chastity, which is a relatively new interest of dolly's, seems to turn dolly on the most when it is associated with teasing and cuckolding! It just seems so appropriate for a sissy gurl to be in chastity for proper control, and of course, to be cuckolded and made to serve to perfection while in chastity. And, pantysexual dolly is drawn to pink sissy chastities of course for little sissy clitties like dollyanne's!

    Dolly is definitely in slut delirium and on edge! She has been thinking about glory holes and sucking cock! And, yes there is a bit of an itch in the back of her throat, Miss D! And, she's been thinking of exposing her sissiness in public more than she ever has before! When she is lucid, she worries that she might do something in this delirious state she will later regret. But, her periods of being lucid are becoming more infrequent and shorter! Pantysexual dolly is for sure a vulnerable sissy gurl! More bimbo slut than gurl! And, there is still a week to go!

    Curtsies and Huggs,
    :butterfly:
    pantysexual slut dollyanne

    P.S. Rachel, your comments have been excellent and stimulating, and dollyanne hopes you are OK, and hopes her stimuli didn't contribute to the sore spot on your clitty! Here's a red lipsticked kissee kissss on it to help make it go away!
     
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    Dolly first i would like to thank you for your red lipstick kissesPlease don't feel bad but yes i think the stimuli did have something to do with it. Only because i was spending so much time each morning hard in my birdlocked. i thank you for your kind comments. i also would like to thank Miss D and yourself for letting me be a part of this.

    Now onto my assignment for the day.

    Best pic, ready for use at both ends. Although being somewhat claustrophobic i don't know how long i could stay in this cage i looks quite interesting.

    2nd, girl in stocks.

    Of the rest i really can't decide. i posted comments below the pics.

    i found the stimuli quite arousing both mentally and physically. All i kept thinking again today was how much i would like to be the one in the pics.

    i am going to have my Wife lock me in the 3k today before she leaves for work. i feel i can no longer be trusted when i am alone. i am gonna do some waxing and shaving today to get back to a proper sissy state. This always makes me horny and i fear without being locked it will be to much temptation for me to resist if not locked. Then i am going to spend the rest of the day in Rachel mode in pink short shorts and a pink top with a pair of pink flats to do my chores.

    Rachel
     
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    dollyanne your delirium is starting to drive me crazy and the public bondage oh my, just thinking about it puts me on edge.
     
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    I'm in a bit of a hurry today. But, I want to be sure to tell pantysexual dolly I am very, very pleased with her selection of a stimulus from Mistress Elaine showing how sissy maid vicki is kept - in steel panties with a remote controlled butt plug deep inside her. A perfect way to ensure obedience. I think it's the best condition for a sissy gurl - especially when she is to be cuckolded. Whatever is asked of her - she is sure to obey without question. And I like that!

    I have to admit - I do have a bit of a sadistic side. I would not torture a gurl for no reason though - it would only be done to aid her femming and obedience. It would make her a better sissy gurl. She should be grateful for the attention and training - don't you think? It's the forceful part of 'forced femming'. Given no choice, the gurl must strive for being feminine - so effective if done right.

    The thing about bondage that makes it so effective is the helpless and vulnerable feeling it elicits from the subject. The gurl is given no choice - she is helpless to alter whatever is to transpire - anything could be done to her - anything at all.... Ultimate control...

    I think it's exactly what a pantysexual slut needs...
     
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    Miss D: "Striving to be feminine". I love that statement. It's what Lauren loves most. She would be such an obedient gurl or she knows there would be spankings.

    Lauren loves to be feminine and gets so turned on when she flirts with "showing it off" in public (as you've come to learn about her). I wonder if this is what dollyanne is thinking about when she yearns for a drive and a public "swishy"? [Note: Lauren is always careful and plans for a safe escape, because she feels so vulnerable when she does this. And unlike some of the gurls here she doesn't want to blow her cover.]

    OMG dolly - what could possibly happen? Go for a walk in the evening with the crickets chirping and bunnies hopping about. No one will notice but you (probably); and you'll be so flushed with feminine vulnerability if you can muster the courage. You don't have the balls to do it, but I bet the gurl in you really needs this "release". It's just so thrilling and sexy to strut... like a new part of you has been revealed to the world.

    Okay dolly here it is - I dare you to walk about in your pink mini - even if it's just 10 feet from your car and back!! No one has to be around. Of course Lauren loves to pamper herself with a little perfume before leaving the house too. I understand if you feel this dare isn't part of the experiment, but oh it feels so good inside, so girly.

    Rachel: Just picturing someone as hot as you shaving and waxing is getting me all hot. *flushed* And oh yes: The girl in stocks is way sexy.

    Better stop typing now sweeties. :danger:
     
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    Lauren's dare!

    Oh my, a dare from lauren for pantysexual dolly! Thank you, lauren! Dolly knows you know how difficult these simple first steps can be! Believe it or not, dolly has done part of your dare. Dolly has taken out the garbage several times in her mini! Dolly waits until her spouse is in bed asleep, then goes out. This is just a little risky as she has to go through the garage into the alley about 20 feet, and the garage light is on silhouetting dollyanne for anyone who's looking! But most people are in bed (usually it's after midnight), so the chance of dolly being spotted by neighbors is low. Dolly hasn't done this in pink, which is why she says she's only done part of the dare, but she has done it in her slightly longer orange mini several times when she was in slut delirium! But, as you know lauren, pink definitely changes things!

    Dolly has also felt brave and walked around the block in her mini! She wore her blue cheerleader mini with the white stripe, which isn't as bold as wearing the pink mini. She's only done this a couple of times. She slipped quietly out the front door, again while her spouse was asleep, and walked faster than normal. At first it was thrilling to be strolling along in a little mini, but then about half way around, dolly realized no one was about but a couple of barking dogs, and dolly wished she had worn her even shorter pink one! If you don't look too closely, the blue mini actually looks like a pair of shorts, so maybe it wasn't as risky as dolly thought at first. It was about a 15min walk!

    Dolly is even mortified to think she wore her blue mini into the grocery store on one of her morning walks! She is mortified because she is known there! Dolly doesn't know why she did this, except she must have been in slut delirium! She doesn't plan to do that again!

    It is definitely risky for dolly to expose herself in her own neighborhood. Dollys spouse worries about it greatly, afraid that dolly will be arrested if she even wears her gray lounge pants with the pink stripe down the side! So it would probably be better to sneak off to another area where dolly isn't known. Maybe dolly can be even braver if she can figure out where to go. A car wash? A gas station? Where has lauren gone like this and what was most thrilling without worry of being arrested? Slut delirium is sooo powerful!

    Huggs,
    :butterfly:
    pantysexual dollyanne

    P.S. While dolly's spouse was gone shopping this morning, dollyanne went sunning in her panties and swimsuit top on her patio! It is hidden from view--dolly thinks (and hopes!)--so no one could see her, though workers could come into the back yard at any time and dolly would have had to scramble! Dolly was caressing her smooth legs and her clitty was engorging in her chastity, probably because of the sissy sex stimuli! Unfortunately, dolly doesn't get to sun herself very often, or she would have tan lines by now!
     
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    Thank You, Miss D! Pantysexual dolly needs to spend more time studying Mistress Elaine's site! It does appear that such discipline and stimulus may be useful and sometimes necessary to further femming and proper sissy gurl attitudes, though dollyanne shudders at its use!

    Speaking of stimuli, pantysexual dolly thinks shes behind, Miss D. She just did sissy sex today and thinks she shouldve been doing the intense cuckolding session. If she's right about this, shes going to have to figure out a way to catch up to get everything done in the final week!

    Dolly still had some space left in week 2--album 1 so she put the sissy sex stimuli in there. The Admin has increased her photo limit so she shouldnt have to delete any more albums! Its a shame she had to delete the first one. Dolly will try to restore it if she can, but the comments on it are lost.

    Sissy sex put dollyanne into a strange mood, but she is beginning to understand her role better. It was almost unreal to see so much sissy sex going on! Clearly, the only kind of sex dollyanne can have is to use her lipsticked mouth or her sissy pussy. Dollyanne can only be a catcher, not a pitcher! So, dollyanne related most to the sissies being used while in chastity, or sissies focusing on cock sucking. :smilies_xxx10: Dollyanne found herself envying those sissies having unfettered sex with men, women, or with each other. It was almost as if dollyanne was being cuckolded by them. Sometimes dollyanne thinks she's being cuckolded by the whole world!

    But the fact is dollyanne is a submissive sissy gurl with a tiny clitty that is of little use, except for those who might find it cute. Dolly must take advantage of what she has rather than agonize over what she doesnt have. It is clear thatin the sex department--pantysexual dolly must become more skilled with her mouth, tongue, hands, and sissy pussy! Then dolly could be of sexual use to men, sissies, women and their lovers! And of course a sissy gurl like dollyanne can be of good domestic use in a proper sissy maids uniform! So, with the proper attitude, dollyanne can be a very useful sissy gurl! :manga_washup:

    As dollyanne mentioned to lauren, she went sunning :manga_heatwave: in her panties and swimsuit top and found herself caressing her legs and engorging in her chastity while doing it! This was definitely an effect of the sissy sex stimuli and the fact that pantysexual dolly is on edge! She also found herself wrapping her shaved legs around her pillow as she rubbed her nipples imagining it was her boyfriend! Dolly could only do this for about half a minute before she had to stop herself. Pantysexual dolly is locked and chaste, Miss D, and has not had a squirtie, though she has been MORE than tempted!

    Dollyanne is rambling aimlessly. Tomorrow is cuckolding again, in the most intense form!

    Curtsies and Huggs,

    pantysexual dollyanne
     
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    Miss D

    i am finding myself spending more and more time each day on every photo. i remember back to one of the first posts i made here that i didn't spend much time on any one pic as i just wanted to get to the next one as soon as i could. Now i spend maybe a minute on each fantasizing on how nice it must be to be put to good use. One look is not enough anymore though as i just keep going back and forth through the pics time and time again.

    i was aroused both physically and mentally today. my sissy clitty was throbbing in the 3k. When i checked it there was considerable leakage and i didn't even realize i was leaking. i suppose that was because i was so focused on the photos.

    The best one is the blonde sissy in boots. The expression on this gurls face says it all. She looks like she is about to have a cummie herself.

    Second is the gaping hole sissy. You can see her mouth is as ready as her sissy pussy.

    Of the rest i liked them all. Thank you Dolly for another fine selection.

    The bottom of the cavern seems to get further from the edge i am hanging over everyday now. i really want to cum bad but by the same token i fear the let down this is gonna cause when my Wife finally decides it's time for me to cum. Life on the edge is getting more intense with each passing day yet for some strange reason i like it here.

    Rachel
     
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    facing our true sissy nature

    dollyanne dearest,

    this sissy understands your recent state of mind so very good. Being exposed to sissy porn while being not able to find any relief for such a long time has for sure the power to transform every sissy into a whimpering and leaking bimbo and slut. This sissy really, really feel so with you. And checking atout all those stimuli you are exposed to make her feel so excited that sissy moan as well might come to the edge of her own slut delirium pretty soon.

    In fact this sissy knows this state very well and she has to confess that she has done a lot of very nasty things while she has been in it! If you like you can read about some of her most embarrasing experiences.

    For sure there is allways the possibility that you might do things you wouldn't ever dare if you wouldn't be in a slut delirium. But hey: whenever sissy moan came back from one of her trips to the public caused by this she felt sooo good that she had really done it once again! And what is even more important: every single trip had been another tipping point in her sissification process and had left her even more submissive and with even more desire to become the best sissy she could be!

    you are definitely on the right way, sweeety!

    Kisses, sissy moan
     
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    Miss D,

    I have been remiss in my control gurl duties.

    The first reason I have been bad boils down to being totally distracted by experiencing the stimuli instead of reporting on the stimuli. I am not being very scientifically objective am I?

    The other reason for not writing is that is so difficult to admit that whereas I never used to get horny from looking at pictues of cocks, in my sissy delirium my fantasies have become much nastier than before.

    In conclusion, this experiment is definitely having an effect on this control gurl. I feel much more open to suggestions and I wonder what I would agree to in this state that I would be ashamed of after an orgasm.

    The constant stimuli while remaining chaste is having its way with my mind!The experiment is working Miss D!

    Chaste but very horny,
    Cindy :cat:
     
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    Okay Dollyanne, you have been a very good gurl. I'm really surprised by some of your daring exploits in public! You go gurl. :innocent0003: You've surpassed any of my experiences as I've written about them all in my journal. :manga_beat: I have nothing more to suggest as you seem willing or have tried anything Lauren is willing to do in her most suggestive states. Keep up the good work and stay safe honey. :manga_tennis:
     
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