Outkinked by my sadistic and beautiful lover

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    I’m lucky enough to be in a relationship with a woman who is even kinkier than I am. Despite her being in her 20s and I in my 30s, she has much more experience of the kink world than I do. What seems extreme to me is mild to her.

    Although I’ve always been sexually submissive, I never had a thing for chastity. If anything it frightened me because it seemed so humiliating and extreme to have this imposition at all times, not simply during play, and in any case I really enjoy PIV sex. I was glad it was one sub fetish I didn’t have.

    And yet here I am now locked 24/7, because she absolutely loves that permanent manifestation of her ownership of me. She actually finds seeing my flaccid penis uncaged offputting and uninteresting now. She likes it either hard and being used by her, or neatly packed in steel.

    She has a high sex drive, but also likes how attentive, “sweet” and submissive I am when locked and frustrated, so she experiences her own internal tug-of-war there. I aspire to be completely amenable to whatever she feels like at any given time.

    On her initiation and instructions, I am locked in a wear a custom made Red Chilli “Sissy” cage (not keen on that name since neither of us are into sissification, but it’s the most discrete Red Chilli model) and a steel security chain securing round my waist (which makes me permanently fearful of discovery, since the chain can easily slip above my underwear). It’s impossible for me to remove the device from my body, but I can slip out the penis, and have abused that lack of security more than once. As a deserved consequence, she is going to have me pierced with a Prince Albert at a time of her choosing, and my current cage was selected for compatibility with that destiny.

    Chastity aside, I am gradually learning to be a more obedient and submissive. A breakthrough for me was learning to accept her inflicting pain on me whenever she feels like it. She is much more sadistic than I am masochistic, so this has required a concerted (but fruitful) effort. Her desires for my eventual subjection to her are extreme and total, if I take her at her word, so I am still a long way from that possible endpoint.

    Our relationship is still evolving, and I’m very excited to see where this awesome woman who walked straight out of my fantasies will lead me.
     
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    So I will speak up for most of us here and confess how jealous I am ;)

    Enjoy!
     
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    Sounds like an exciting adventure. Good luck and enjoy.
     
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    Sounds like you are in for some fun!
     
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    Yeah, as a submissive, it is just the most wonderful feeling to walk through that door with someone. It's rare. Enjoy it for all that it is.
     
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    Good luck to you both
     
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    Nice enjoy
     
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    I find that we are always hoping to find that person to fulfill our desires and hence that expression..."Careful what you wish for'...is so profound!

    The danger of course is always...What are my limits and am I ready, truly ready for the envelope to be pushed and possibly exceeded?

    There is a fine line between that comfort wall of home and the real world outside. I have a tattoo on my pubic area with Property of Barbara on it. She was insistent that it was going on me and it did. Then with friends at a dinner at our place the girls were talking about the infidelity of their boyfriends and Barbara just blurts out...I'm not worried and then explains why...Next thing I know I am told to show everyone my tattoo.

    Oddly I was brought into the light and it was not bad at all...but, it could have gone either way.

    The point I guess I am trying to make is...if she is way ahead of you on the KINK barometer...better be ready to have your limits pushed and WOW...what a trip that will be.

    Let us all know if she starts talking tattoos! When that needle bites into your skin and you know her name is NOT coming off in any way that is easy. You KNOW you have truly crossed the point of no return and you are HERS!!!

    Enjoy the ride....Mhuhahahahahah! (I mean that as a twice labeled sub)!
     
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    Thanks for the well-wishing comments!

    Yes it’s scary and exciting how fantasy and blur with reality so quickly. Tattooed are actually already on her agenda, though actually in a perfectly vanilla and subtle way so I guess that doesn’t count. She has fantasied several about unexpectedly branding me without my consent in the middle of sex, but that’s the kind of extreme desire that scares even her. Molten-hot branding rods are not easy to come by so I think that’s one which will remain on the forbidden fantasy shelf.
     
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    Haha, well it took a lot of ruminating and difficult decisions to sort my life out enough to get here. And I hope it offers encouragement that there are kinky dominant women out there who are superbly compatible with submissive men.
     
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    Sounds fab, but I dont believe.
     
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    Glad my kinklife sounds like an impossible fantasy! I assure you it would not do so if I included all the messy non-kink elements!

    Out of interest, why do you find it unbelievable?
     
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    Amazing , as in brilliant , unbelievable, great. Text can lose its meaning. Have fun.
     
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    @Nathaniel Burgundy and @tdk34 FWIW I really like how both you handled that. I had also misread @tdk34 's post and was cringing for the all-too-common battle of words to ensue. Well done!
     
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