One week full disclosure solo chastity

I'm going to start with please refer to my profile/first time post for a little insight about me and how I got here before reading this. But going into this thread I most say this is more of a blog. but I'm writing this with the intention to help beginners understand and prepare for the road head if they are looking into/just starting chastity and what to potentially expect/experience in your future. Also I want to make very clear that some factors that play a role in my life my not apply to you so your experience could very.
In this blog I'm waring nockoff xs python snake v7 evo or at least that's what it's listed as (I had actually ordered a XXS and got the wrong one) with and elastic button auxiliary strap

Blog start:Full disclosure One week maby longer solo chastity diary

Start date Monday 05/23/2022 Ruffly noon EST after full relief and cleaning putting the keys in a time safe. (I have previously gone up to 5 days of none stop wearing without the time safe but everytime I fail before or on the 5th day) But it had been a few weeks of edging and occasional release. My new test cage showed up and I happend to like it so much, I said this is the day. Going through the rest of the day in the cage. I started to realize that not only did release not really fix anything long term, I was pretty much right back to looking at porn. (an addiction at this point?) I listen to audio erotica mostly hfos, triggers, and fdom as I Cannot masturbate. If not I do read a vast variety of comics and fiction/nonfiction stories. I do consume thc for other reasons.(also probably an addiction at this point) I have noticed this is a big factor in my urges I have always known this but going into chastity has made this extremely prevalent. Now instead of going back too my room to do the deed after smoking I consume more porn becoming indefinitely more horny. But that day I stayed pretty busy (cleaning witch is rare for me) and what not witch help keep my mind of it. I hit the hey around 10pm was up till 1130 ish listening to audios. Was in and out of sleep throughout the night I remember waking up to night wood first. Using this cage I have noticed if I'm not lined up with the hole it folds up instead causing discomfor. but with a little adjustment it's much better (need to down size?) I have noticed with this cage is working properly my erection will subside usually almost immediately unless direct stimulation occurs. I woke up again needing to pee, and a few times again to toss and turn. Now going into Tuesday 05/24/2022. I got up around 10am again horny got up got dressed and what not. I usually start my day off with consuming thc in some form and listening to my favorite informative podcasts live mostly political. (We will leave that out)
But again even when listening to what some my call geezers on the internet. The this still Doesn't fail to make me crave for it. I'm going to continue writing through out the week about my activities,feelings,and thoughts regarding chastity.

Wrote at 1130am 05/24/2022

 

After listening to my shows and smoking up, I moved back to my room to continue to clean from the day prior trying to stay concentrated whale listening music. Cleaned another good proportion by now probably around 430pm. I have remained pretty consistent in level of arousal (high) throughout this time. I have noticed the first few days of a goal I want to reach are mainly about getting used too it. Doesn't matter if I have been practicing chastity for over a month now. The moment thay cage goes on the realization of its gonna be some time and what it turely prevents doesn't set in immediately for me, as if every time I take it off it wipes its self from my brain other then the thought that it makes me feel funny just thinking about it. This is just my second full day of this experience and I'm easily almost twice as aroused in my resting state, makeing concentration extremely difficult. That's why it took till 430 almost to do half the work to the day prior. But nonetheless after cleaning I had the house to myself, since I was extremely aroused and had been leaking all day. I wanted a little relief so I massaged my prostate, it helps put my mind at ease but in retrospect it was just cracking the flood gates as I don't come from anal stimulus yet. After finishing up by now its 6 or so I was quite sweaty after so shower time it is. For me I enjoy at most a warm shower but I have started to enjoy cooler showers as it brings a distraction to swelling and hot feelings.
For cleaning I don't do too much special I unfortunately do have mild eczema so I don't use typical body soaps or gels. The only time I do use soap is for my bits when I'm caged other then that just a wash cloth, shampoo, and conditioner. Since I don't have a PA and I'm quite small I can pull out to make sure the soap get into all the nooks and cranys. Wash throughly to remove all soap. After make sure to dry thoroughly would recommend a blow dryer on low/cool mode. If you are having problems reaching tight spots or you feel the soap didn't cover it. I sometimes would use 50%-70% ipa on a quetip to disinfect or to clean up a bit better. Little closer to 7pm now, feeling much better after. I pretty much spend the rest of my night relaxing and listening to asmr befor bed. I ended up staying up way to late tonight after about 930 went to try and fall asleep. Rolling over and snuggling up with my pillows and blanket my mind ends up wondering to fantasys I can't have. Bringing me back to my phone to listen to hypnosis/hfos till almost 2 or 3 before really falling asleep.

Now 05/25/2022 waking up around 9am noticing my immediate arousal level at mild moving to get up and get dressed for the day. I don't have much planned today witch is dangerous for me if I get bored my self control is at a minimum and we all know what leads too. So as I sit and listen to my morning podcasts waiting this I ponder what to do for the day.
Wrote 05/25/2022 10:45am

 

After finishing my live shows for the day and look at memes for a bit its around 1pm and I was hungry so I fixed up a plate of left overs and headed back to my room to eat. Ended up having to multi task as my hoobie of running transaction data processing equipment sometimes requires my attention. So as I ate I worked on smoothing out issues and getting things back online. By the time I finished eating i had started getting distracted again its around 3:30pm now. So again I fined myself starting to lean into my thoughts of arousal by this time I had the house to my self again and I knew it was gonna be a bit before someone was home. So to keep myself put of trouble a little bit of erotic audio seem like a good fit. Since I was alone and knew I could go as far as wanted. So i stripped and got started ended up on a series of audios on slave training. The audios added up to be about two hours and honestly never knew some sound waves could make you feel so erotic. There was at least a few time I thought I was going to bust, as if I was physically edging myself. Shaking and clenching in pleasure, I felt endless waves of pleasure hitting me washing over me... I guess you could call it a hfo but I don't know, I haven't really been able to fined detailed descriptions of what you might feel. But all I can say I never experienced or expected it. After a bit of relaxing and recovering in bed I noticed my arousal had subsided but not entirely compared to normal orgasim. Usually after a full relief I tend to be disappointed and ashamed in myself for spilling my seed especially now that I have started chastity. But at the Sametime wanting more till I can't feel my legs but this was something different. Instead I felt kinda refreshed and grounded to myself aware I could keep going but would rather not and save that next one for time in hopes to make it better. So I did its probably 530pm now I get up put some tunes on to go smoke again specially after what I just experienced.
The rest of the night was mild and slow moving, till it was time for bed. It's a work night so I have to be up early ruffly 5am so I typically don't dilly dally on getting to bed but that doesn't stop me from putting my headphones on and setting up some hypnosis audios I found interesting. Now I want to be clear that with these audios. I have been listening too the creators for probably over a year now and I never really experienced much until a few months ago. When I noticed it has gotten more intense from a shiver or cold chill here and there, to feeling my heart beat out of my chest from excitement and falling down an endless whole into hypnosis or I'm full on convulsing with pleasure and more. I guess it just took some time, all I know is I want more. Ended up Sleeping pretty damn good last night even after being woken up at 4am from night erections and was up till I had to get ready for work my arousal at an alarming level sill but after getting ready I settled down. Im honestly sitting on the toilet typing this out at work ( I have a lot of downtime) and I noticed as I go over titillating topics I for the first time in my life watch/witness my scrotem tighten up to the ring. I don't know why but I was kinda fascinated by it. Obviously it happens without me controlling but it reminded me of tripping acid or mushrooms.

Witten 05/26/2022 920am

 

After finishing up with my thoughts for the last 24 hours I pretty much just chilled in the bathroom till I need to go do something or go out to my car. Now for work as you may know by now I'm quite the frisky monkey but its one of the biggest reasons I started chastity. Especially after for some reason they wanted to start putting bottles of lotion in all the bathrooms. So to say the least it can be a little distracting sometimes even when I started chastity I struggled with stopping my self from pulling out. So I hunted down a button support strap thinking this will stop me... Well not when you tell yourself take it off too just pee more comfortably nope still did it so the strap doesn't come off untill shower time shower time and right back on immediately after. But on days I am successful at prevention that doesn't stop me from looking at my phone. It wasn't until 1 ish when I broke seal on my naughty section in my phone. I didn't do much but I am very horny within just a few minutes I was literally driping. Usually it's only like a one or two little drops and it's done but not this time. It was easily 4x that their was a distinct line running from the front of the toilet to the water. But with each little drop I could feel it at the midway of point of my urethra slowly moving down my shaft giving a tingly sensation all the way to the tip, till it drips of the end sending chills down my spine. I had to stop I could feel myself start to want to go further. So I stopped and moved on making sure to clean thoroughly
(Written 05/26/2022 10pm)

Finishing the rest of my work day I had bday plans last night with family so that kept me occupied for the rest of the night. Getting home I just took a cool shower and went to bed I was exhausted. But to help wind down I ended typing most of this up as my work days are typically uneventful and hard to recall sometimes. Slept real good again only waking up to adjust a little and falling right back asleep. I cant stress how Important it is to get a cage that is comfortable for long term use. It is hard to figure it out at first as we are all different but keep trying with each one you try make note on what is bothering you about it and try another. I know it sounds like a waste but a lot of the fake ones are pretty cheap and easy to get on Amazon. Then when you feel your ready look into the custom order cages. Personally I'm not their yet but have definitely narrowed it down.

(Written 05/27/2022 730am)

 

Waking up on Friday I felt very horny and sensitive just putting on pants was a struggle. However Post getting up and dressed I felt much more distracted with work. Going on with my day it turned out very uneventful. I Had a little leaking issue past 10am never had that happen without some form of stimulus and it was weird. It wasn't just a drip it was like a sploosh? I felt it but It just made me wish for new underwear. But I was also pretty much listening to erotic asmr and hypnosis most of they day so that probably didn't help. Fast forward a bit getting home and relaxing till bed. Slept real good again didn't even wake up this time I have noticed that after the first week or so of continuous ware nightly wake ups will start to stagger. Now Saturday morning waking up was some how more sensitive then yesterday but I wasn't really horny supriseingly.

Written on 05/28/2022 630am

 

My day went by smoothly and slowly but through out the day I noticed I wasn't as excitable compared to prior days. Although like normal their is still the random looming thoughts of erotic feelings and that would throw me off track a bit but I was able to manage passed them without giving in too looking at porn. I'm very proud of this since I have been looking at/Jerkin it at least once a day but usually several for the last few years. I also finally got my smaller cage I wanted, the sake v7 evo but at its smallest (from 69mm to 59mm). It did come with keys luckily I'm not insanely desperate today so I just changed them out for the after noon and it feels so much better. I had some struggles with the size up like turdeling and looseness. This one is snug and cozy I cant really notice it, im gonna see how it feels through out the night but I'm really liking it so far and have I have high hopes for it.

Written 05/28/2022 1045pm

Alright Sunday morning the final 24h stretch I'm feeling quite anxious about it and I really don't have a reason too be. But I slept pretty well I did get woken up around 4am form the nightly but it wasn't as intense and burned out petty quick. I have a feeling the cage down size helped as it has less wiggle room. When I was reading up on chastity at the start I doubted that smaller is better but after 4 or so clones and a month of experimentation I can back that up. With each one I got they got slightly smaller( closer to my flaccid state) but each one got more comfortable. I originally didn't like the resistance of the cage but now I realize it's more then necessary. With the others when I get hard they would resist but start to slid down my testicles allowing for the erection to form and becoming vary uncomfortable. To make thing worse usually when I'm hard I'm like that for a bit sometimes upto 20 30 minutes. But since switching and getting the elastic button strap my erections usually subside with in a min or 2 as long as I'm not provoking it. Today in general I'm feel quite neutral I'm not really horny I don't even get that excited when I those thoughts hit me. So I think I'm making progress and I honestly don't plan on stopping after tomorrow.

Written 05/29/2022 10:55

 

The last 24 hours went by with no problems. Slept very well last night. Today leading up to unlocking I'm kinda getting aroused I think I'm just gonna leave them not even lock it and in the event I do get horny I'll put time on or something or maybe just leave them alone or go for way longer I don't know yet. But I'll tell you now I in going to try my best to avoid release. I feel like the first week is the worst but I really don't know what is to come. I would like to go to a month and see what it's like but I'm not stressing it. Summarizing the week I would say the first few days of build up get really intense and could be worse or last longer depending on your body. Keeping busy and active really helps distract yourself. But if you don't have an active lifestyle finding an outlet of some sort helps a lot that way you aren't cutting pleasure out interly. Getting into a routine with proper cleaning and checks is key along with how comfortable it is. I have learned a lot just over the past few days and feel that writing all this out was more for me then anything. I appreciate any and everyone who has taken the time to read about my experience along with the site it self. This has allowed me to review my thoughts and troubles for the day along with a place to vent and wined down. Please feel free to ask questions or add more advice I'm sure I missed some as this necessarily a virgin experience but a new record and tareatory for me.