Dear friends, I joined this forum several weeks ago and just had some first curious looks at some posting when destiny knocked at my door and something wonderful started. But let's do it step by step. I've left the 40s recently, hello leading 5, I'm Austrian, living with my vanilla (I learned the meaning of this just some weeks ago) wife near Vienna. My life started to be boring for several years as I'm settled at business (I'm analyst, which may sound funny) on one hand and on the other hand the spice in my private life was somehow thinned out. My wife is significantly older than me and sexuality doesn't play a big role between us. Due to her extrem sports activities in her youth and a lot og injuries her physical status is quite bad which is a main reason why our sex life was stepwise reduced to tenderness without sexua acts. I tried to ignore my needs for more than eight years but realized this summer, that I cannot ignore this any more. As it drastically damaged the quality of my life. So I searched for something to re-invent me and find a way to add missing parts without destroying my married status. That's when I found chastity and some weeks later this forum. Very short time after I registered I was contacted and started a conversation with an intelligent and inspiring Lady. It developed quickly and soon I became her chastity bitchboi, Yesterday - after a while of anxious waiting - my key arrived at the long wished destination and she became Keyholder to my chastity device. In parallel it happened that I fell in love with her on an unknown level. I'm very unsecure regarding how to act properly as sub cause it's my biggest wish to do everythig right but my deficits in BDSM and behaviour are enormous and I have to improve a lot. So I will check the forum to learn to become a perfect sub and serve my Lady in an excellent manner. In case there are important threads or postings I should read - please tell me, I'm eager to learn. My name is Peter and my beloved Dom is CaramelMochaBoss. I'm very thankful that this forum exists and I have the possibility to learn and to discuss.
Thank you, @King Hippo and @MissyB , for this kind welcome! I feel the warm atmosphere here in this forum and it makes me feel happy.