This week, I was run over by the chastity freight train. I've been locked full time for the last two years. She started us down this path through denial, then later teasing and denial. Chastity just extended that play. She likes me sexually frustrated and she likes her control. Other than that, I'm never quite sure how she feels about chastity. Through chastity, I also discovered recently, that I am a true service submissive. This week, I hit the wall. For the first time, my sexual frustration level went right off the charts. I have no idea why. Just watching her walk by, will trigger a prostate orgasm. I'm having ten or more a day. They are out of control. Even sleeping is difficult. I finally broke and told her I wanted to be unlocked. I'm done with chastity and service. I'm going crazy and service is too much work. I'm exhausted. Really. She started teasing me and said, "Nooo. I like it. And the longer you are locked up, the more you do for me". I guess I know where she stands now. I'm still locked.
I also crave those moments when she makes it clear that she likes it and doesn't feel like unlocking it.
After we went through Locktober there is no going back now . She loves her new found power and control. Well it is what I wanted , just never thought that my Goddess would change so much in one month.
I’ve been be practicing prostate massage with an Aneros device for over a decade. I started for health reasons to relieve issues caused by an enlarged prostate. Finding out the joys of prostrate stimulation was a surprise. To be clear, a prostate orgasm may not include ejaculation. It can, but is a bit unusual. To further clarify, there can be anal orgasms, prostate orgasms, and penile orgasms. Since we are locked up, you know about penile orgasms, I’ll focus on prostate orgasms. The prostate has more nerves per square mm than any other part of your body. Yes, that part too. This is what makes this little gland so much fun. Your nipples are wired directly to your prostate and penis through the pleasure centers of your brain. Combine nipple stimulation and an Aneros and you are about to take a delightful journey. It may take a bit of practice to achieve a prostate orgasm, but it is worth it. Prostate orgasms have no refractory period. Think of a woman’s G Spot, they are thought to be similar. Once you master it, it is possible to have multiple O’s in a session. I often have over a dozen in one session. The O’s are unlike anything you have experienced. They can be full-body, and a single O can last for many minutes. The O’s often change characteristics over time. You never know what you will experience. It is typical that men will progress from having O’s with an Aneros device, to having O’s with nipple stimulation alone. Delightful. With extended lockup’s, teasing, and denial, I seem to have progressed to triggering O’s by thought alone. Seeing my keyholder, thinking about her, receiving a kiss, or a little tease, can send me over the edge. Repeatedly. If you are curious about prostate pleasure, visit Aneros.com and seek out the forum. It is a great community and has the best information available. I am happy to add to this or respond to questions.
It almost sounds like you need a butt plug that doesn't quite reach your prostate that locks in place and a chastity bra so you can't get so much pleasure from your nipples...then you'd really be frustrated...or just stuck in a constant state of heightened arousal and just can't get there...or not, I'm just spit balling ideas for fun and fantasies...Glad to hear you're both having fun.
I think too often dominant women are too quick to bash and blame subs, rather than trying to understand what urges we live with sexually. At the same time, we subs who are slaves at times forget we are just property without freedoms and rights. We pretty much get to do two things, suffer and serve. I like it when men embrace that. I am glad you finished the sidewalk.