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Hi,
I'm so shy as I type this, but that's part of the excitement for me. I love what I've read so far and there's so much for me here. I hope I'll be able to write some of what I'm feeling as I enter this new world for me.

Taking the plunge: Just three days ago I ordered my own CB3000. I've had urges for over eight years of doing some chastity play (just with myself so far) and finally acted on it. As I will be alone (wife in Paris) I'll have a chance to really sissy-it-up in December. I'm so anxious each day & night as I anticipate it's arrival.

Reading this site has given me some great ideas on how to get started. I've got ten days to have some real sissy fun and what I've learned here is building the angst I love feeling.

- Lauren

 

Thank you Mistress Michelle for the warm welcome. I feel safe here.

 

Hooray - gulp!

My CB3000 arrived just a few minutes ago. I'm quivering with excitement to try it on and hear that first click - a defining moment.

BTW: It only took 7 days to arrive from time of purchase. They threw in the points of intrigue for free. Wheee!

 

First wearing of CB3000

Dearest Dollyanne,
I ordered it from slaveforlove.com. They had a free offer for the CB3000 for EITHER the POIs or for a ball stretcher at checkout. No hidden fees or tricks - very straightforward. Nice to deal with!

Once ordered, the receipt said to wait for 2-3 weeks for delivery, but mine arrived via UPS from Utah in 1 week!

I'll post another update with my first attempts at wearing it, adjusting the fit and beyond.

 

Sorry girls most of this post will read more like clinical analysis without a lot of “fanciful-ness”.

First wearing of my CB3000: I decide that the first fews days will be dedicated to trial and error. I also commit to ‘safety first’ and to remove it at the first sign of any strong ill-effects. (From what I have read it seems that a proper fit is important and besides you have to file down the side posts anyway or they’ll poke you badly. I have not done that yet until I decide on the proper spacer size. Gotta leave room for the points of intrigue for when I’m naughty too.)

So with little time on my hands I read the brief instructions then grab the largest A ring and try it on. It slipped on easily enough but seemed initially tight around my balls. I didn’t attach the cage partly because I had such a raging clittie. I decided to go for a walk wearing only the A ring and see how things felt. As long as I was stiff the ring by itself seemed too tight around my balls so on to the next step. After arriving back home I applied some vitamin E oil (didn’t have baby oil on hand) on the head of my sissy clit and slipped the cage on. Yikes, it’s tight and I had to really concentrate on not being excited - so chanting my “limpness mantra” over and over: Margaret Thatcher in a cold shower, Margaret Thatcher in a cold shower..., [Thanks Austin Powers] I managed to slip it on - still hard, but it was fun forcing it on. Grrr - take that you sissy.

Then, that moment I’ve waited eight years for: the first *click* of the lock and I am trapped. Thoughts of losing the key race through my mind, will the key work?, what if it breaks in the lock?... yummy, delicious thoughts.

Wow, now that’s interesting I feel excited, but under control. Somehow the fact that I can’t touch it is really exciting, yet at the same time it’s calming - because I really can’t touch it. Panic - I REALLY can’t touch it for the first time ever. How wonderful this mix of feelings! I continue wearing it into the night trying to sleep and find a comfort spot. Even the slightest wicked thought gets me going. This is way too fun and I need some sleep. Stick to the plan, now Lauren...

So next day I shower, shave my legs and get ready for work. Too bad, today means street clothes and manly stuff, but that doesn’t mean I can’t slip into my CB3000 underneath. My little secret! So for today’s trial I grab the middle sized A ring and put it on - takes a little more work when it’s cold and the balls are drawn close. I get it on and struggle with the same hardness issues as before and lock my wet sissy clit down.

*Click* Ah yes, that feeling again... Where’s my little man? I melt. Now I’m just an innocent little girly in a big world who will have to beg for the right superior female to teach me the girlie ways of sissyhood.

I notice that the CB3000 changes the look of my crotch and my undies are stretched down. No slender, tight crotch now, instead it’s an engorged lump of plastic - I look huge like a big man, not a secret sissy - oh well. *sigh*. My pants are tight and it definitely makes things quite cramped. So I go to class (college) and find it hard to sit comfortably. I cross my legs. Did anyone else hear the lock clink against the cage? Other distractions: First off there’s the really gorgeous future-mistress sitting next to me. She takes my breath away - so confident, so strong, so feminine. OMG her name is close to mine - Laura! I love this feeling. I’m helpless near her and drawn to her femininity at the same time. Secretly it scares me - these private thoughts and my private predicament being locked in my new CB3000.

The side posts (that I haven’t clipped off yet) are digging in above my clit and it doesn’t feel good, but I endure worrying that it might leave red marks soon. I do like the smaller A ring because it keeps everything just so nice and tight. I remove it after 5 hours of wear more sure that the middle ring or smaller may be better than wearing the larger 2” A ring.

Strange side effects - my wrists feel limp and weak and my back is sore, but I feel like I’m getting close to the ideal fit. More to follow...

 

Cb3000

A note about peeing... Some of you may be disappointed that you can pee standing up in the CB3000. I'm not saying I'd want to be in a line of urinals and pee with an audience, but it is possible. (Judge's rating: 5 out of 5 and a great dismount! :anim_19:

For me there's been no messy stream. The hole at the end of the cage lines up with just fine. Your mileage may vary.

 

Sized up

So I've got my CB sized for what I think is going to work best. I'm a #3 A ring girl. Anything smaller seems to cut off the circulation and we don't want parts falling of now do we? :boobeyes:

I'm using lots of spacers and I may play around with that some more.

Point of Intrigue: I tried the smallest POI - and that was really hard to get on. Just thinking about having them there made my clit spring to life. I couldn't get flaccid enough to slide the POI on without causing extreme instant pain. If I were locked - well that would be okay, but since I wasn't locked up yet it was too simple to just bail out until I had relaxed enough to give it another go. [Picture me trying to chill down with a bowl of ice water, partially locked up, and trying to get the POI slipped on all at the same time. Even my "limp mantra" isn't working. Meanwhile I'm shaking and quivering with excitement... Too much.] Needless to say I finally did get the POI on and now I'm all locked up. Crap. I just started thinking *hard* about the POI so now I'm having a hard time typing.

Better go take a walk and chill down a bit...

Kisses!

 

Observation: I've noticed that when wearing the CB under street clothes (male) that I tend to walk sort bow-legged -kinda like John Wayne - "So maam, where's the cattle 'ya need rounded up?"

I mean I don't wear my pants down around my knees like the teens guys do nowadays. Still, it's rather uncomfortable to go around like this. I'm thinking the CB3000 will be a lot more fun to wear in an non-constricted fashion like when I've got my mini skirt on or maybe even just wearing garter and stockings.

I can't wait for the chance to lock up for a few days and wear only my girlie gear. I'm thinking "photo shoot to the max!"... Then we will commence on to the teasing phase.

 

Self denial trial question

Since I'm conducting my chastity without a keyholder I'm wondering about the risks/fun of trying the following:
What if I lock up myself in the CB3000 and place the ONLY key in a self-addressed letter and send it to myself from the post office?

I figure I would be locked up for at most 3 days without any chance for getting out of it no matter what. I have the excitement/surprise of not knowing exactly when I'll get out.

Is this too dangerous? For instance: I might require some sort of *emergency* escape due to a health reason?

What are your thoughts on this simple technique?

 

First photos

I took some photos today and have shared my favs. I'm all in white - since this is my first photo reveal. I thought I should be somewhat virginal... at least it starts out innocent enough, but it does take a turn towards a more provocative "posture" one might say. arty0042:

Lauren can't help but me naughty, now can she? She just gets so carried away when the moment strikes. Besides, she's safe and under the best of care since she's all locked up... and it might remain that way! Good thing we didn't use the POI's this time :confused0068:

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