Hello everyone! New sissy in regards to the board, but I've known I was quite different for most of my life. A significant event happened this past weekend and I would love to let others know about it. I recently just made my first visit to a professional domme and experienced chastity (among other things) for the first time. Ms. Robin graciously allowed me to dress for her (the first person other than my wife to see me dressed) after chastizing me in a CB-3000, before doing my makeup and crowning me with a gorgeous, long auburn wig. Now, I know I don't pass, but the feeling of being dressed, made up, and chastized was absolutely overwhelming. It felt right. No, that's not quite right. It felt perfect, like I was truly myself for the very first time. The rest of the two hour session included practicing my walk (getting my hips to move correctly can be a chore, you know), being bound in an armbinder, gagged with a pump gag, and caned. I experienced what she called flying for (obviously) the first time with that. To be completely helpless to someone is a feeling that I can't accurately describe, particularly when they make you feel so good with a variety of canes (which again, I'd never experienced and was quite leery of). As I came down from that high, Ms. Robin merely took my wig off and brushed my own hair, comforting me and allowing me to regain my composure. At this point, we were only half way through the session, so she had me remove my heels and placed me in her stocks and teased me with some mild cbt..the glove with tiny spikes on the thumb and index finger drove me crazy..before beginning with the heavier canes she had and paddling me with a variety of paddles and things... My entire view of myself changed that day. I realized exactly who and what I should be and I am in the process of changing myself so that I can get the full happiness out of my life.