My unexpected life

Wow seems all my friends local or otherwise are out enjoying an evening. This totally sucks as I find myself at home tonight in one of those fowl holiday blah moods. No sex, no chastity, no porn, no friends. Wow look I just started the makings of a new song-look out it is the next country single. LOL Sorry the Baileys and coffee is kicking in and thus so is my twisted sense of humor.

At any rate this weekend has been pretty laid back. Had a wedding last night followed by two sessions in the studio today. Got to go to Best Buy shopping with the boys and then out for dinner. Not sure why I am posting but I guess it is better to post something than nothing at all. I do know this I am amazed and so impressed by the number of people on here lately. Both Goddess and I have had the opportunity to personally meet a couple from here and it has been great. As most of you can probably figure out a fellow Goddess and I had the opportunity to meet as she required my assistance to help put together a gift for her husband. the great thing is the whole thing was a vanilla meeting and purely business but it was so nice to meet someone from here who lives a life almost parallel to ours. Since we met she has talked to my Goddess on the phone and me her pet. It has been amazing thus far and I can't wait to see where the friendship goes. Her husband is pretty cool and we have a ton of similarities. Once I know it is OK to confirm who it is I will start posting more. In the mean time (for those who don't know) I will just say I hope to meet others and develop relationships both here and outside-thanks to this place.

 

HMMMM drunk texting hu? Yes I seem to get some of those from time to time from a new friend of mine. LOL

Thanks everyone for the post and bits of holiday encouragement. I do agree there are many this time of year who suffer through this momentary and for some long bouts of depression. For me it was really just one night. And yes the Baileys helped some. It was only one glass with some coffee so don't go getting felt left out there Goddess Jen. Besides you know where I live so you can drive your happy little family down and share some! LOL

OK Respectful this is for you and everyone else. When I first started this crazy journal I had no idea the honor that was going to be bestowed on me with so many readers, friends, and fellow enthusiasts. With that being said my profile in the community prompted me to come up with a creative name that was about the excitement between two people in this life style. Since then I have really learned that while I may never put my picture up here, as popular as my name is I really don't care if you use it instead of the avatar name. Only problem is you may get confused with the otherwise popular mikecb. Yes you guessed it my name is Mike. Please feel free to call me by it and for goodness sakes Goddess Jen no Mr. in front of my name it makes me sound way to old. LOL While I can't, nor do I wish to change my avatar name I will add the real name under the heading so you can remember it and feel free to use it as you wish.

Now as far as meeting Goddess Jen I want to make sure everyone here is clear we met to help her with a gift for her beloved. Get your minds out of the gutter! But with that said it was a great time to meet her and some of her friends. Of course anytime I can get to any where close to Chicago I am in heaven. Something about that big city just calls out to me. I truthfully can not wait to meet her pet/husband in person. I have had the pleasure to talk to him on the phone about his tank but nothing else yet. He seems to match Goddess Jen's personality to the letter.

Well not much more to add for today. I high jacked my own car this afternoon and made the wife and kids join me for lunch and Long John Silvers. She supposably hated the place but it was the last time I was going to take "I don't care" in reply to where do you want to go for lunch. I imagine I may pay for it later but the funny parts was that although each of the family members besides myself claimed they hated it (funny as the kids had never been) they all left saying we should go back again. LOL Now I realize this is pale in comparison the real fish and chips of the UK or other fine fish houses. But, it was the place of my very first job and I am just kind of addicted to those yummy crumbs they serve with the fish. At least now all the bellies are full, kids are in bed, Goddess has ran to the store, and I in my moment of peace am about to embark on something I hope to call dream land!

 

That would be heaven!

 

That will be a short bragging session! LOL

Well so far this night is off to a great start. My 6 year old comes down winning and crying saying he does not feel good. this is about normal for when he wants to try and buck the system to stay up. So I assume it is another one of those things as he is standing in front of me and then well you guessed it there is dinner coming at me all over the floor. Of all the things I can handle this is not one of them. But we made it through the ordeal. He genuinely felt horrible as my wife tried to tell him it is ok. Poor kid. I think perhaps it was a mixture of too much junk food today. At any rate working on completing a really hot story from a series of dreams I had recently so perhaps I will get it done and posted soon.

 

too funny Mistress Michelle it is already in the works! LOL Oh well, I guess with every action comes an opposing reaction. As long as he is the only one then perhaps my punishment will be minor. LOL

 

Ok just so everyone knows it was not the Long John Silvers, Thank God. He actually has a touch of the flu. Which of course means we are all in trouble if it goes around.

A any just stopped in to see what was brewing. Work to do for now!

 

wow time certainly flies this time of year. I have been so busy shooting video and stills for outside contracts that it is just crazy busy right now. On top of that I have had two emergency jobs come up and while I certainly appreciate the income right now it is getting crazy. The thing I hate about stuff like this is all the work I Have combined with all the work Goddess has going on is a sure fire way to interrupt the flow of husband and wife connection. While some guys I know would pray for and beg to be left a lone in regards to their wife I simply am not wired that way. I always find myself in some type of moment excited about life in general and I just want to share the moment. Nothing worse then seeing something on TV, the web, or anywhere else for that matter and laughing and "saying oh my look at that".... only to turn and realize there is no one there or no one tuned in to the moment, know what I mean?

Well some might realize that day time posts are not the norm for me and they would be correct. Unfortunately the two little heathens got sick last night and we began what can only be described as the porcelain throne symphony. First one then the other then both, the whole thing was crazy. Of course here is me asking why the hell the 2 year old and the six year old cant make it to the toilet or hit the cans we gave them. It finally settled during the early morning hours and Goddess and I managed to get some sleep. We woke this morning to me now feeling like crap and two allegedly sick kids to keep at home with me. Of course the funny thing now is they are beating the crap out of themselves and yelling and screaming in play in the other room. Things that make you want to say hmmmmm.

Well chastity play, life, and even thoughts seem to have vanished completely for some reason lately. I have no idea what or why but perhaps it is the work life that is getting in the way. Sunday marks the start of a busy week and I figured I might just start my own little experiment with some self induced chastity play. If nothing else it might help me focus on the work related issues so that I am not so tempted to peruse the sites that otherwise seem to distract me for way to long LOL. Of course while some may call BS, those sites are really of little to no excitement any more. Just gets boring as hell after a point.

Well enough for now I am going to go shoot a couple of kids, nurse a tailbone from an accident yesterday, and put on some more kids video. Take care everyone.

~Mike

 

Seems so funny how first we must deal with the everyday life then we must deal with both partners being on the same page at the same time.

While I hope this is not out of line I am mesmerized at the dynamics of relationships here and with the BDSM lifestyle in general. It seems there are so many dynamics in personalities that it is a wonder any of us can ever find the "ideal" mate. While I certainly have the love of a lifetime in my wife even us as a couple can struggle from time to time in trying to be in sync with each other in terms of sexuality. Heck for that matter we can struggle being in sync period. LOL Even in my own personality I can sometimes struggle with what it is I seek or desire. With this in mind I wonder if that very fact can cause the imbalance we sometimes feel. I mean if you think of it first one person has to be clear in what they need and desire to be fulfilled and then they have to find another who has the same understanding of themselves. THEN you have to find two people who match the others needs and desires. I guess if you think of it like this we all should feel blessed we can enjoy small amounts of our fantasies. Not sure if any of this makes sense but I find myself alone tonight with only my thoughts and it is in these moments my over worked mind gets all philosophical.

I guess enough is enough for now and perhaps I should put this mind to bed. LOL It has been a long day and the kids are now sound asleep and recovering from their second run in with the flu. Somehow it has eluded me twice, and of course I am not complaining a bit. Good night everyone.

 

ROFL Mistress Watchful you so had me in stitches reading this. I was laughing so loud in the other rooms the kids came running in to see what I was laughing at. I just had to say nothing boys (as I had already shut the laptop) just dad reading email. Goddess looked at it earlier and had not had a chance to warn me so to speak. Sadly the oldest is STILL fighting some bug. He is perfectly fine during the day but gets sick at night then has about 8 hours or loose bowels. I don't get any of it right now and truth be told it is wearing both of us parents out completely.

Now on the flip side as if the sickness was not enough for some reason the moon must be aligned with something because I can't stop thinking of sex. I almost wish Goddess would just lock me up or something. She is obviously no where in the mood for anything with the boys being sick and it just adds to the natural order of denial on her part. It leaves me with my thoughts and the temptation of grabbing the baby oil, ironically which is in the same cabinet of the chastity devices.

On a really positive note I FINALLY got out to do my Christmas shopping and it is the first time in over five years I went out with my list in hand and found everything on it, in sale no less and all under 2 hours. Goddess was just a bit surprised to see me walk in the door after only about 110 minutes. I just smiled and said yep all done! I am not sure she was amused. LOL

Well thats it for tonight, see you all tomorrow!

 

Mike you kill me! I am glad to know you could do it quicker. Truth be told anything over 60 minutes in this crazy crowded time of year is to much for my patience anyway. LOL

So today was the first day both boys were healthy enough to get back to school and Goddess had the day off for her vacation this week. We met for lunch after my work this morning and it was nice. Most shopping done, no kids, and just the two of us. After lunch she went down to my studio where we are hiding the Santa gifts and finished her wrapping. I decided it would be in my best interest to go down and help to speed the process along. It turns out it was a great idea because when we finished about 90 minutes ahead of schedule she said ok now what. Now of course you know where my mind went and I suggested we go back home for sex. You can imagine my surprise when she said ok. I never even asked twice out the door I flew and we headed home for some fun. Fun that unleashed the animal inside I might add. Once things started heating up she started talking all this stuff about how she is going to put me back in lockup for 21 days and my first release will actually not be a release but will be a orajel session and back in. I was like what the hell got into you, and she just playfully said well you right now but not later. Talk about a mind fuck, good grief. As our little romp in the bed continued she decided the actual way to do this is to set a certain number of orgasms she will have to have before I can be released, then she will let me out for what may or not be an actual release. I am still waiting on the number and when and if we start this. I have to tell you just the talk between us had each of us so hot it was crazy. Plus with the kids not home, oh my. By the time I was giving her oral sex and her fourth orgasm she was screaming so loud I though I was going to loose it right there, wow.

After wards we had our little cat nap and went to get the kids from school. Afterwards it was dinner and then a drive to a local park that has a 2 mile stretch of lit exhibits. You basically drive through this little winter wonderland in your car with the lights off. It was a blast. I of course being a kid at heart and really wanting to try my hand at video decided get my iPhone out and record some video of the whole trip. You can imagine my surprise when I get back home, put all the clips into iMovie on my mac lay down some transitions and some music and within 10 minutes I have about a 4 minute video clip. And people wonder how the professional market is being replaced. This crazy software and a freaking phone did it. Unbelievable. Well not much else to talk about for tonight, I am going to play nicely with Goddess so I can try to get her to forget about her little idea for a while. Damn it was hot though!

 

Just in case you wanted to see this crazy amateur video!