My thoughts

yes they are...

Hooker will not happen, it has to be someone Madam can trust. Another madam/mistress would be interesting.


Madam did inform me that my lock up time will at a 7 day base line with days added as she deems neccessary. I already earned an extra day because I didn't give her at least one orgasm last night. I didn't realize she was interested last night plus I didn't feel so hot.
next saturday night at soonest I will be let out.

 

just an update.
About 4 days after Madam's post we lost our primary source of income so the bed is on the back burner.

as of the 8th I am back locked in the CB6Ks. I did end up going down a ring size which does help alot in the cold, on the other hand it has made it much harder to sleep at night. I haven't slept straight through the night since and Madam says "Tough luck Boy!" so I will probably be in it for a while. This is already our longest stretch of me being locked.
on the 15th I did give Madam 2.5 orgasms which she enjoyed immensely and had to fight herself (and me) from letting me out for a little :smilies_xxx12: she did however succeed.

I myself am still torn as whether chastity is truly what I want or not. I do enjoy serving Madam. I do enjoy being tied up which madam did on sunday while we had the kids away for 3 hours. It was seriously the most fun I have had in a while, a few things could have made it better, but circumstances (and my behavior) prevented that.

Part of what makes this whole lifestyle hard on me and Madam is I have ODD so I'm not always easy to deal with. Also having 3 kids with their own issues doesn't help much either.

I really wish we had more time to ourselves, but a couple of hours a month is about all we get if we are lucky.

I don't know what else to say right now so I'll sign off for the moment.

 

Last night I was let out for some Vanilla sex after a little teasing and Madam trying to decide if she wanted to or not.
I am still because I am finally fixing one of the side pins that hasn't been properly secured for a while. I am also going to try going back to the regular CB6K rather than the s and see if that is a little more comfortable.
I really do need to get a real belt, but no income=no money to spend on a real belt. Plus it needs to be a belt that is absolutlely undetectable under clothing (including hugs from my pre-teen daughter all the time).
enough of my ramblings back to whatever is was that you shouldn't be doing.

 

yes we would be.

Dam I was going to post something but now i forgot.

 

remebered what I was going to post.
Madam was wearing her key around her neck as usual when I am locked up. Madam was working a book fair at our youngest son's school and a security guard that she flirts with asked her if the key was to her love and she replied in the affirmative. Madam expected him to ask how long, but he didn't.


Back on to the update.
Last night the glue had dried on my pin repair and I put back on the CB using the 6K cage rather than the 6Ks that I had been wearing. I did sleep a little better however I got reminded about 15 min ago why I switched into the 6Ks in the first place. I can sleep fine in the 6K but the day is not so good because it pulls the back of my sack and irritates it when seated. An issue I do not have in the 6Ks. I need a length somewhere in the middle of the 2 probably, maybe a 6Km needs to be made. so for the rest of the day I am out until after my shower then I will go back in to the 6K for night and change in the morning to the 6Ks. That seems like a lot of nuisance for me. Oh well so be life with Madam.

 

my pin hadn't broke, it just came out of the hole. It's glued back in now and had no issues for the 12hrs or so that I was wearing it before I took it off because of the 6k tube being too long for awake wear.

 

today we picked up Madam's new license plates.
Just figured some might enjoy the picture.

 

in Illinois you can't get that plate (unless the rules changed).


I attached to this post a pic of Madam wearing her key in her night shirt which highlights the key. Sorry for the poor quality, lighting in our bedroom isn't so good. maybe I'll fix the pic in a bit

 

or trucks at the front (b plate)

sorry it's been a few years since I registered a car in chicago.

 

Just for anyone wondering (doubt anyone is ) I added an AIM screen name to my profile. it is not one that is on all the time as I do have to keep things private, but when I'm on so is it (or so is the theory)
AIM screen name: MadamZboy (note the "z" not "s")
now back to trying to ignore my aching balls

 

well it looks like this weekend the kids will be away. arty0019:
The question is what to do with free time we will have.
Anyone have any suggestions? :love0071:

 

that is up to madam

 

actually that sig may change. Madam mentioned something about adding a week earlier today :mad0235:. When I queried her about it afterwards, she siad she wasn't sure if she would or not because I am "working" and incessant phone calls do tend to aggravate me when they aren't business related.

Some alone time will be nice, though this month we have had more together time than normal. a couple of days in vegas (business trip not very relaxing), and a 3 hour stint on a sunday (more like 2 once travel time was deducted).

hopefully it will be a fun one. BTW MW it can still be a fuck fest even when the joystick is locked up. It just means strap-ons all around :bj:

 

Well we are dog sitting once again and Madam brought up me walking him in a skirt, "wig", and as of yet to be procured top.
This came up in discussion yesterday morning while we were in bed with what started off as cuddling and ended up with Madam having 2 orgasms.
Tonight the kids go to my father-in-laws for the evening .