Here I sit, at my computer, a Normal middle aged man, starting to write about My New Life in Submission. How did this happen, and how did I get here? The journey starts now. Background I am a mid forties man, living in the South just having a normal life with many ups and downs, many successes and many distractions. But having been around for a while, I find myself searching for something more. The exact what, at the time, escaped me. Like a lot of men in my situation, I start to causally surf the internet looking at any free porn that I might find. Then one day, through some strange twist of fate, I discover male chastity. Interestingly enough, I am immediately turned on by the idea. Not sure why, but it just is. So then I alter my surfing slightly to research and learn about male chastity. Through this research, I start to see the connection between chastity and many other things that I have always been turned on by. Things like spanking, bondage, and womans clothes. And other activities like serving woman, and being dominated. All of these had been things that had been in my fantasy world in the past, but now I find the connection to male chastity. The Device So then, about a year ago, I decided to purchase a CB-6000 male chastity device. It had just recently come onto the market and it seemed to be a good combination of an adequate device at a reasonable price; something good to start with. I played with the device on and off for a year, but it was clear that the missing link was having a keyholder and/or someone to submit too. The Internet Somewhere during this time, I discovered the ChastityLifestyle site and I lurked there for a good 4 or 5 months. I simply went on every day or two and read the posts. There was a lot of stuff there that I could identify with and a lot the just turned me off, or just did not seem real. However, through this lurking, I started to notice certain individuals that seemed to be more normal and sane (no offense intended to those who are very deep into chastity and submission). So in order to look at profiles, I had to take the step of signing up myself. So that is what I did. I continued lurking, but as a member now. I started reading profiles and found a few people with whom I could I identify with. So I mustered up the courage to message them through the site; all responded and were not only very helpful, but nice and respectful. The Missing Link Then about 2 months ago, I struck up a conversation with one member who has been extremely helpful and understanding of my situation. So we messaged back and forth numerous times. Then She suggested that we IM. So I set up an IM account and started to IM with Her. She had been in the scene with Her husband for a long time. She was able to help me cope with many of the feelings and desires that I had. She allowed me to openly communicate my desires and fantasys without feeling like I would be shut down. I could even share things which She found unappealing, but we could talk about them none the less. She then started challenging me to wear my cage; which I did. She introduced me to the ChastityMansion Site, which I promptly joined. Then. The Project Then the project was born. My Mistress was found, and this is My New Life into Submission. This will be my diary of my journey into the world of male chastity and submission, under the direction of Mistress.